i'm not a bad man

Chapter 60 Qingdao Big Girl
After making sure that Qiao Jiao was settled, Lu Xi and I left her room.Lu Xi lived opposite her. The moment she was about to open the door, I called her name again. She looked back at me with confusion on her face.

"Are you free at noon tomorrow?"

"what happened?"

"The last time I had a meal with Brother Shanhe was more than two years ago. I plan to have a meal with him at noon tomorrow. If you have time, let's go together."

"I don't like eating with strangers."

I quite admire Lu Xi’s character of speaking out when he has something to say, so I didn’t have any emotional upheaval when she rejected him.I just smiled and replied: "Okay, I'm just worried that you'll be bored by yourself. If you don't want to go, forget it... By the way, when are you going to go back to Qingdao?"

"I won't go back for now...what about you?"

"I have to go back after lunch. I have something to do in the evening, otherwise I would like to stay here for a few days. I haven't gone to Liu Laogen's stage to watch the duet show yet."

"Do me a favor."

"What are you busy with?"

"Take Qiao Jiao with you when you leave... I'm a little scared when I see her now."

"Okay, but I am a person who can't afford to be early without benefit. If I help you with this favor, how will you repay me?"

Lu Xi thought for a while and replied: "If you can really take her away, I will invite you to watch the Errenzhuan next time you come to Shenyang."

"That's fair, okay...I'll help you take away this burdensome sister Jiao."

Lu Xi finally smiled.

"Give me Sister Jiao's phone number. I will contact her when you get up tomorrow."

Lu Xi took out his cell phone from his pocket, found Qiao Jiao’s phone number, and sent it to me via WeChat.I am still the same as before. Every time I face separation, I always feel a little unfinished. But in order not to appear nagging, I still pretend to be chic. Before Lu Xi says goodbye to me, he first He opened his mouth and said goodbye to her.

Love is a long march. We have just started on the road, so keep going and be patient.

One day, she will definitely feel reluctant to leave me. At this time, I was really surprised by my own mentality. I felt that I was a peerless master in the emotional world, and I could already do it. Arrogant but not impetuous, retractable and relaxed...

So, one day, she will become my woman.

So, will there really be such a day?

Looking at the heavy snow falling outside the window, melting as soon as it hits the ground, I still feel a little guilty. Although I am a peerless master, there is a sea in Lu Xi's heart, and there is another man hidden in the sea. Even if the sword in my hand is indestructible, I don't think I can do it here. It is not easy to lock him in the vast ocean; unless Lu Xi is willing to let him surface, but judging from the current situation, Lu Xi is not willing. She has not even talked about this man in front of me. Name.

……

When I returned to the bathing center and asked for a private room, I did not go to sleep immediately. Instead, I asked the waiter for a pen and a notepad, and then I wrote down the melody and lyrics in my heart. This has been the case for the past four years. , the first song I wrote, about Shenyang, about this night, and about my mood.

I could have written this song more romantically, but in the end I still couldn't completely let go because of those little regrets.

……

The next day, when I woke up, it was already 09:30 in the morning.I first called Brother He and told him that I was coming to Shenyang. Brother He was so happy that he even wanted to drive to pick me up. I said there were still things to do, so he gave up and then said to me He gave me a list of places to eat and asked me to choose one. He also said that he would bring some of his collection of fine wines and have a drink with me.

Brother He has remained the same, as enthusiastic and generous as ever, adding a necessary element to everything...

……

I took a taxi to the hotel where Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao were staying. I knocked on the door of Lu Xi’s room first, but got no response. Then I asked the building manager and found out that Lu Xi had checked out early; I called Qiao Jiao again. Qiao Jiao didn't return the phone call because I had already heard the ringtone coming from her room.

Qiao Jiao was so angry when she got up. After answering the phone, she yelled at me: "Who are you? You must be sick. You called me so early in the morning and you didn't let me sleep!"

"Sister Jiao, don't be too busy scolding me, and don't just focus on sleeping... What brought you to Shenyang?"

"Han Chao?...Aren't you asking nonsense!"

"Okay, Sister Lu has already checked out. If you like to sleep, you can continue to sleep."

"What are you afraid of? I can track her location."

"Are you really stupid or pretending to be stupid?... Do you think she will never change her ID and let you follow her like this?"

Qiao Jiao was stunned for a moment, then let out a scream.

I shook my head and smiled, and said to her: "Open the door. I'm standing outside your door. Let's talk for a while."

"I have nothing to talk to you about."

"Don't you want to know what happened last night when you were drunk?"

As soon as I finished speaking, there was a rush of footsteps in the room. Then Qiao Jiao opened the door and faced me with disheveled hair. Then she pulled me into her room and closed the door with a plop. …

It should be said that Qiao Jiao is a typical Qingdao girl, righteous, straightforward, and fiery. If she didn't like women, her appearance and family background would definitely make many men fall under her skirt; in this regard, It can only be said to be a pity. "What did you two do after I drank too much yesterday?"

"Can you go and wash up first, and then we can talk slowly?"

Qiao Jiao frowned and looked at me, then she held her stomach again and complained: "You don't tell me to wash up, but I still don't feel stomach pain... You go out, I need to go to the toilet."

"I just came in, and my butt is not warm yet... Besides, everyone likes women. You don't need to be so secretive when you go to the toilet. It's not like the toilet has no door."

"Are you blind? The door is transparent... What, just because I like women, I am not a woman?"

"I really want to have an in-depth chat with you on this issue... How do you view gender now? If you completely regard yourself as a man, we won't have so many taboos in the future. We can sing together and drink together. Picking up girls together, staying in a hotel together... Speaking of staying in a hotel, it was really embarrassing yesterday, because there were only two rooms left in the hotel, and no matter how we arranged it, it was not suitable... If only I could figure out your gender preferences earlier I think we might be able to live together in the same room..."

Qiao Jiao covered her lower abdomen with her hands, then bit her lip and looked at me with a pained look on her face: "Can you go out first? I can't help it anymore."

"Hey……"

"roll!"

Qiao Jiao's emotions were gone. She raised her hand and pulled me up from the bed when I was still about to say a few words. Then she pushed me savagely to the door. When she opened the door, she kicked me out... …

……

I stood next to the trash can with an ashtray, lit a cigarette for myself, and entertained myself for a while. Then I said to Qiao Jiao inside: "Sister Jiao, can you hear me... Let me tell you, let's go together this afternoon. Forget it, go back to Qingdao."

The voice of Qiao Jiao talking to me was vaguely heard in the room: "Can you stop talking to me when I'm going to the toilet?...I'm really going crazy!"

"Did it affect your performance?"

Qiao Jiao ignored me, and I knocked on the wall again, but she still ignored me. I was asking for trouble, so I put out the cigarette in my hand and was about to refill it when I finally heard the sound of rushing from inside. The sound of water.

I walked back to the door and waited for her to open the door for me, but she refused to let me in: "If you have anything to say, just say it outside."

"It's so cold outside!"

"I need to change clothes and wash up."

"You see, I still regard myself as a woman deep down... Sister Jiao, I just asked you, but you haven't replied to me yet. Will you come back to Qingdao with me this afternoon?"

"I won't come back until Luxi comes back."

"Why are you always staring at her? She has nothing to do during her recent break. Don't you have something to do of your own?"

"I haven't worked in more than a year, which is a lot of time."

"Hey, you are quite proud of yourself!"

"Who are you talking about?"

"Isn't it you? At the age when you should work, you don't work; when you should develop a relationship, you fall in love with Sister Lu... In another 20 years, when you think about yourself today, won't you think that you are too busy because of your busy schedule? Are you ashamed of your inaction and absurd life?”

Qiao Jiao plopped open the door again, then put her phone in my face and said, "Open your eyes and see clearly. When you have this much balance on your card, you can teach me how to be a human being."

Because the phone was stuck to my face, I couldn't focus, so I took a step back and saw the balance on Qiao Jiao's card. She actually had more than 300 million in cash at her disposal, making her a wealthy woman.

"Well... if the value of a person is all measured by money, it would be... quite boring, right?"

"Straighten your chest and talk to me. Weren't you very confident just now?"

"I can't stand straight, sister Jiao... I didn't expect you to be so rich. Let me hang out with you from now on. They say soft rice tastes good, but I haven't had a bite of hot soft rice yet."

"You betrayed so quickly? Where is your faith?"

"My belief is to travel around the world, but I can't do this without money... As long as you give me one-third of your money, my belief can be realized."

"It's easy to handle. As long as you admit that you are a salty fish, I will give you one-third."

"That's great."

"Really, when you admit that you are a salty fish, you have to be self-aware and stop pestering Lu Xi in the future."

"For Sister Lu, you really spent a lot of money!"

"No regrets."

Qiao Jiao and I just talked nonsense like this. I really think that if it weren't for Lu Xi, we might have become good brothers, because I could catch every word she said, and I said She would not miss every word she said. When we were chatting, there would be almost no silence, and the more we chatted, the more unreliable we were, but neither of us would feel bored; therefore, having such a person by our side makes us laugh. It's really good to relieve boredom.

What we Tianjin people fear most is boredom, which is why cross talk culture is so popular. No wonder so many friends and classmates back home in Tianjin have married girls from Qingdao. It’s really fun and not boring to marry back!
Thinking about it this way, if this Qiao Jiao was really a man, Lu Xi would definitely be very happy being with her. After all, they were childhood sweethearts, and they were of the right family, and Qiao Jiao was still sincere to her.

(End of this chapter)