i'm not a bad man

Chapter 585 Strange Dreams
On this night of sleeping late, I had another dream. I dreamed that I took Zou Chang and her daughter to Gejiu, which I had been to before. Gejiu was still the same Gejiu. The city was built on the Aijin Lake. Over the years, except for Apart from a few more high-rise buildings, there are no other changes; I even remember that on the street near the city center, there were a few strange-shaped trash cans. When the wind was strong, the buckets on the trash cans The cover will be blown like a windmill, rolling continuously and making a sharp scream.

This scene was replicated again in the dream. The wind was very strong, and the sound of the trash can lid rolling was the only sound in the dream. I accompanied Zou Chang and her mother to the end of the street, where there was a lifestyle supermarket. , we are going to buy some daily necessities.

I lost a lot of memories in this dream. I couldn’t even remember the last time I came to Gejiu. I had Luan Yu with me. I also forgot about Qiao Jiao and Lu Xi. They seemed to have become everything to me...

Suddenly, Zou Chang took my arm in his dream, snuggled next to me, and asked: "Honey, what do you want to eat tonight?"

"What... are you calling me?"

"Husband..."

I had no idea when I married her, but seeing her expression so determined, I couldn't help but have some self-doubt. At this time, her mother said to me again: "Xiaochao, this city is quite comfortable, let's buy here." Let’s settle in a house.”

Before I spoke, Zou Chang took over the topic and replied: "Mom, forget about buying a house, how can we have so much money?"

"You forgot, after your father was hit and killed, someone else paid a huge sum of money...Besides, houses here are not expensive."

"There is no loss of money. If there was no loss of money, I wouldn't have to go drink with you..."

Zou Chang was arguing with her mother like this, and without any cover-up, she revealed that she was working as a bartender outside. What's more, I, the person she called husband, was also present, and she didn't care about my feelings at all.

Dreams are just dreams, there is no logic at all, but in the dream I still accepted the city of Gejiu, accepted Zou Chang’s mother and daughter, and accepted myself as her husband. So after their dispute, I said that I could go out. Money to buy a house here for us to live in.

However, this dream did not show the future life. I only remember that after we each had a bowl of rice noodles at the rice noodle shop next to the supermarket, I woke up.

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When I woke up, all my memories came back. I couldn't help but feel awkward because something happened in this dream that was absolutely impossible in reality. I would actually marry Zou Chang!
I don't hate Zou Chang, and I even fully appreciate her youth and beauty, but I really dislike the content of the dream. I really want to dig deeper, but I really don't know why I have such a strange dream.

At this point, I no longer believe that dreams are suggestive. Looking back, during this period, I seemed to have had many strange dreams like this.

……

After getting up, it only took me 10 minutes to pack all the luggage I had saved in the small town, and then drove the car early to the square near the pedestrian street that I had agreed with Zou Chang, where I would meet her mother. .

While waiting for her mother, I was also waiting for Zou Chang, waiting for her to tell me that she had arrived at the airport safely. Otherwise, I would not be able to completely let go of my hanging heart.

Speaking of which, I also had a lot of emotional changes towards Zou Chang. When I decided to approach her, I thought of the danger of doing this, but at that time, I didn’t think it was okay to worry about this danger. Greater than my urgency to achieve my goal, so I don't care how Zou Chang approaches the truck driver's son; but now, there is an emotional reversal... So, the most real and illusory thing in the world, They are all feelings established by people getting along with each other. It is precisely because it is real and illusory that there are so many unexpected changes.

Just when I was in a trance thinking about this, the phone on the center console finally made a vibrating sound. I came back to my senses and quickly picked up the phone from the center console, only to find that it was Ren Ran. of. "Sister Ran."

"I'm calling you just to confirm with you for the final time. Are you really planning to leave this place?"

After a slight hesitation, I replied in a more affirmative tone: "I really plan to leave. Everything in this place from now on will have nothing to do with me."

Ren Ran seemed a little unwilling, and after a moment of silence, she sighed in a low voice: "Everyone knows that Guan Yubo has done many evil things, and Zuo Xiaowei is an accomplice, but in the end, no one can do anything to them... So, in this world, Is there still fairness and justice?... To be honest, I feel very uncomfortable. Although I have been in society for so long and have seen all kinds of ugliness, when I face it again, I will still be... It feels so powerless!"

"Then just be alone... At the very least, you can choose to stay away from these rights and wrongs and the ugliness that we have no way to deal with."

"Yes... I'm afraid this is the only comfort." After a moment of silence, Ren Ran changed the subject and said to me: "Your brother and I are going to Thailand... and your parents and Chaochao, and your brother too We will take them to Thailand together, and we may live there for a long time in the future, so Chaochao will stay there to go to school... Your parents have agreed... However, they are a little worried about you, but they don't know how to deal with you. Communicate... If possible, they hope that you can also go to Thailand to live together, so that the family will not be separated."

I smiled sadly and replied: "I can't even remember how many times you have suggested letting me live in Phuket, and I can't remember how many times my heart has moved... But I can't go now. There are places I want to go more than Phuket.”

"It's XJ, right? That's the biggest regret in your life."

"Well, I want to go for a walk and see the grasslands there and Sailimu Lake."

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"It's just me; this time... there's no one else."

"Let me tell you, it's time for you to have a good communication with Lu Xi, and Qiao Jiao... This love triangle must come to an end... Anyway, I really hope that one day, you can come to Thailand to reunite with us. Sometimes, you can have someone by your side to accompany you... Although money, fame and fortune have an irresistible temptation for a person, but when you really look away and choose to let go, that's all... ...And, from my point of view, if life is a book, there is no better ending than this. Although the dream you long for has not been achieved, you have also returned to the most primitive life and lived because of life. .”

I fell into a state of reverie, and it took me a long time to reply: "Yes, I am taking one of the most important people with me, and we will go to Phuket together to find you, my brother, and my parents. Chaochao... …”

"Not just come to us, we have to live together."

I smiled again: "Are you planning to be with my brother?"

Ren Ran was stunned for a moment and said angrily: "Why can't you grasp the key points every time I chat with you?"

"For me, that's the point!"

As I was talking, I saw a middle-aged woman in blue cloth walking towards me carrying a suitcase and two heavy-looking luggage bags. When she was about to reach me, she stopped. Come down...

I looked at her, and Zou Chang's description was not an exaggeration. Except for the white hair mixed with black hair, and the wrinkles left by the years on her face, she was really similar to Zou Chang, very similar... She was just Standing in the wind, the wind mixed with the sunshine was very warm and light, but when it blew on her, it made her look even thinner...

(End of this chapter)