i'm not a bad man

Chapter 583 The Third City

I didn't expect that Zou Chang would still take care of my safety when he couldn't calm down because of fear. This was of course a sign of friendship; however, in the face of this friendship, I couldn't accept it calmly because I had always I didn't view her with an equal eye. In my subconscious, I couldn't completely forget the fact that she had been a bartender. Therefore, I felt embarrassed even calling her "Changchang"...

That night, I finally did as she wished and called her "Changchang". This "Changchang" seemed to be her biggest reward and motivation, so much so that she was unwilling to face the current situation and dangers. She fell into the urge to give it a try; therefore, the most common thing she said to me was that she was almost successful.

I knew she didn't want to give up, so I tried my best to make her realize the danger of this matter being out of control after Guan Yubo returned to the small town. She finally realized that she was afraid, but the additional condition was that I and She avoids risks all the time, otherwise, even in the face of such danger, she will not back down.

I had too many unwillingnesses to live in Xiaocheng and this scenic spot; therefore, I never thought about leaving until she used the word "on the same boat" to describe our relationship.

I have made an agreement with Ren Ran and Wu Luo Ge before that if I fail to get the actual control of the scenic spot this time, I will first build a resort in the valley of the small town according to local conditions, because to me, all this is just For the time being, I am still plotting to cut off Guan Yubo’s capital chain...

Obtaining the franchise rights of the scenic spot has already caused a huge drain on him. As long as I operate it properly, I can certainly cut off his capital chain.

So, do I really want to give up my previous plan because of the affection shown to me by a bartender?
It was hard to make a choice, so I fell into silence. Unlike Zou Chang, I was destined to do something big. This was my mission. I had already paid too much for this mission. What’s more, I didn’t Zou Chang was so afraid of facing death. When I was too oppressed and depressed, I even became a little world-weary.

"Brother, please speak quickly. I have been out for a long time. If I don't go back, he will become suspicious."

I finally replied: "Why are you tied to me?... You are you, I am me... Our lives are different, and the meaning of living is also different... You just hope that you can be with me." For your mother to live a peaceful and stable life, going to Gejiu is your best choice...and for me, I want too much, so of course I have to take more risks."

"So, you still don't want to leave the small town and want to fight Guan Yubo to the end?"

"I have a reason not to leave..."

Zou Chang fell into silence on the other end of the phone, and after a long time he spoke to me: "Okay, you have your reasons, and I also have my luck... I bet Guan Yubo hasn't paid attention to them yet. , I will use the fastest speed to get the evidence that they killed my dad at that time, and then hand this evidence to the police... At that time, I will listen to you and take my mom to an old one."

"Stop trying to be brave!"

"I'm not trying to be brave, I also have a reason to do this... That's it, brother... you wait for my good news."

After saying that, Zou Chang didn't give me another chance to speak and hung up the phone right away.

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The moment Zou Chang hung up the phone, my heart seemed to be hit hard by something, and then I froze in place. I couldn't see myself clearly for a while, and I couldn't tell right from wrong.

Gradually, a voice became more and more sharp in my mind: There can be no more unnecessary sacrifices, especially Zou Chang, her fate is tragic enough!If I let such a woman die because of my selfish desires, I might not be able to feel at ease for the rest of my life.I tried to contact Zou Chang again, but she didn't answer my call. She was afraid that she had returned to that man.

……

I was a little panicked, and this panic continued until I met Wu Luoge and Renran. The place where we met was still in the ravine with many farmhouses.

Because the temperature is rising, the farmhouse is not as deserted as before, so there are already several tables sitting in the small farmyard. In order to facilitate communication, we chose a relatively quiet corner to sit down.

We all ordered beers, and after having a drink together, Wu Luoge spoke to me first: "The way things are going, there are no miracles or surprises... So, is it time to implement your previous idea?"

I looked at Wu Luoge and didn't come back to my senses for a moment.Follow my Weixin public account: *** to view the latest chapters!
Ren Ran continued Wu Luoge's words and said: "Don't you want to find a mountain valley with more convenient transportation and build a farmhouse or resort... I think, don't think about farmhouses and just build a resort... After all, you already have one With such a vision, being a farmhouse is a bit too condescending..."

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. This is obviously something I had agreed with Wu Luoge and Ren Ran before, but at this time, I inexplicably thought of Zou Chang who was still in Kuala Lumpur, and then I felt negative and depressed.

Her paranoia has exceeded my imagination. When our opinions were not unified, she actually chose to go her own way and specifically emphasized my dream. But the word dream should not be so heavy, so I have no choice. Ignoring the danger she is facing at this moment, if she is really in danger, my dream will not only be heavy, but also full of darkness. It is okay not to have such a dream.

I filled my cup, took another sip, and then said to Wu Luoge and Ren Ran: "Brother, Sister Ran... I want to let go."

Wu Luoge and Ren Ran looked incredulous at the same time, and then exchanged looks. They didn't believe what I said.

I put down the cup and was lost for a while, then smiled and said: "In addition to the pursuit of success in life, you also need the courage to accept failure... In this small town, I did fail... Although I failed, But it has been vigorous... At the very least, I fought against capital and power... There is no way, power and capital are two big mountains. As an ordinary person, I really can't get over it... It's better to be more free and easy. , choose to let go.”

"Are you sure this is what you mean?"

Faced with Ren Ran's doubts, I felt uneasy in my heart, but in the end I nodded with certainty and replied: "It's my sincere words... Although I'm a little unwilling to do so, when I think about it carefully, I don't seem to be able to bear it." What a huge loss... Since there was no loss, where did all this unwillingness come from?... On the contrary, I also gained a lot of experience... At least, I know where the upper limit of ability is as an ordinary person... As for capital With power, it’s best to make friends if you can; if you can’t make friends, there is no need to confront others head-on... In short, a real man must be able to bend and stretch.”

Ren Ran and Wu Luoge didn't have any particular attachment to this small town, so they wouldn't object to my decision too much. After a brief moment of doubt, they gave up the idea of ​​persuading me, and turned to me and asked: " So what do you plan to do in the future?"

I closed my eyes and thought for a long time, and finally replied: "Maybe it's time to go to the 297th city... The number 296 has been fixed in my life for several years."

(End of this chapter)