i'm not a bad man

Chapter 550 I want to meet you here

The small room was filled with the smell of burning paper, but I couldn't afford to kneel down for a long time. I could no longer feel the passage of time. All my thoughts were filled with the past I experienced with Luan Yu.

She has said to me more than once with a look of longing: Husband, if we have a family and a stable income, we can bring my parents over from Kunming to live together. They only have one daughter, I think. Stay with them; after saying that, she said to me carefully: Don't worry, my parents are very easy to get along with, especially my dad, who is cheerful every day. His biggest hobby is fishing. Maybe you can still We become good friends, because you are also a person who doesn’t like to be trapped in a house and likes to live outdoors...

"Stop talking nonsense, your dad and I have become good buddies, isn't that a big difference in seniority?"

"We've been together for a long time. Why do you care so much about seniority?" After saying that, the look of longing on her face became heavier, and she added: "I think as long as the family can be together happily, it is better than anything else... We must work hard to make money, buy a bigger car, and take them on a trip together. During the trip, you and my dad will go fishing, and my mom and I will cook dinner for you...a whole fish feast, haha ...I feel very happy and warm just thinking about it!”

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but look up at the ice coffin that was constantly releasing air-conditioning... I just felt that everything was like a dream, like a bubble, and the person who could take me fishing would never get up again.

This is the emotion I feel for a person I have never met, right now.

I cried again, uncontrollably.

But this is life, there is no way back.

……

Since there was no successor, the funeral was kept simple. After staying for three days, the body was cremated and buried in the same cemetery as Luan Yu. When I stood in the shade of the tree, I could even see two tombstones at the same time, one One belongs to Luan Yu, and the other belongs to her father.

In the posthumous photo, I finally felt that Luan Yu looked very much like her father.

I took off my sunglasses and just looked at the sun silently...

Until Lu Ming beside him spoke: "During this period, I have been taking care of her father in the hospital. I saw with my own eyes that he suffered a lot of pain. In the end, he gradually lost his ability to move. Even painkillers could no longer relieve him. His illness... So, I didn't feel sad when I saw him leaving. I felt that this might be the greatest relief for him... It's just..."

I turned to look at Lu Ming, wanting to hear him continue.

After a period of silence, he replied: "He can't worry about Auntie. Luan Yu is an only daughter. He's gone too. Auntie is the only one left in this world... I feel uncomfortable thinking about this."

"About auntie, uncle, do you have any last words?"

"No, he didn't have the nerve to talk to me until the last moment." After a pause, Lu Ming said to me again: "But after he left, when I was packing up his belongings in the hospital, I put a Two photos were found below, one is a family portrait with Luan Yu, and the other is a photo of him and his aunt. The photo was taken in Qingdao, but they traveled to Qingdao together more than 20 years ago... When he was alive, he told me that he had been trapped by work and family chores all his life, so after being married to his aunt for so many years, he only took him to Qingdao for a trip. He felt very sorry... From this, I thought of Luan Yu and your experience, maybe this is the real reason why Luan Yu has always been obsessed with you, because your appearance has filled a vacancy in her psychology. Living in a family like hers, her heart must be longing for the distance. …”

"I'm not trying to shirk... Thinking of the regrets in my heart, I think the outcome would have been better if Luan Yu had met you first."

"If you meet me first, so what?... She still can't get rid of the pain caused by her genes, she will still leave... So, this is the reason why I really don't want to hate you... You have It's a pity, but you didn't make Luan Yu regret it... If she knew that her life could only be fixed at the age of 26, what she wanted must not be a family, but the experiences she had with you... For me, it is just a choice based on a long life." "Then have you ever thought that if you met her first, you would give her a home early, and maybe she would have a child when she was 24 years old... ...There will be no successors, and my aunt will at least have one thing to think about while she is still alive."

This time, Lu Ming was stunned, and this was the first time in my memory that he was touched by my words.

He finally turned to look at me with a complicated expression. After a long time, he said: "I still believe that all encounters are God's best arrangements... If Luan Yu knew the known outcome, she would still choose you."

"why?"

"She will not bring a child with a disease gene into the world. Although it cannot be proven medically that this disease is hereditary, she and her father did both pass away because of this disease..."

"Brother, are you comforting me?"

"No, I am comforting myself... I also want to tell you, cherish all your experiences, even if the ending is not perfect... because some people are destined to meet, and some things are destined to happen."

"There are still some people who are destined to be separated."

"That's what it means!"

Lu Ming agreed, and then he and I fell into silence; this time, I spoke first, and I asked him: "Does Auntie have anything to say? She wants to stay in Kunming alone. Pass?"

"She never told me... Han Chao, I have already done what I should do... If you still care about your aunt's future life, then go and ask her about her wishes." Follow my feed Public account: ***, you can view the latest chapters!
I looked at Lu Ming, and at this moment, I also saw an expression of complete relief on his face. It was time for him to be relieved, so I finally nodded to him and indicated that I would do it. He did it, and then asked him: "What are your plans in the future?"

Confusion never seemed to belong to Lu Ming, so even though this was a question that would make most people feel confused, he still replied in a very firm tone: "When I decided to come to Kunming, I thought about staying here long enough. One year... Although, it seems that it is not necessary now, I still want to follow my original inner wish..." After a pause, he said to me again: "People can't be idle all the time... The rest In half a year, I want to develop a branch here..."

"I still don't know what industry you are in."

"Real estate, finance, and energy are all involved."

I looked at Lu Ming, and I felt surprised, because the threshold for real estate and finance is already very high, let alone energy, given our national conditions. It is conceivable that he told me that if the situation gets out of control, , I remember how confident I felt when I contacted him.

At this time, he said to me again: "Besides sending your uncle off for his last journey, you have another purpose in coming to Kunming..."

I looked at Lu Ming again, and he whispered: "Xiaoxi wants to meet you here."

(End of this chapter)