i'm not a bad man

Chapter 504: Walking into the window from the window

Zuo Xiaowei's "I'm sure" gave me a conclusion on whether I should stay in BJ. For me now, it doesn't matter where I stay. What matters is what I want to do in my heart. , where it is good for me, I will be there; so, this is the real reason why I am willing to stay in BJ.

And I also know that Zuo Xiaowei will still keep me even if I am scared inside.

As for her feelings for Guan Yubo, I can understand that others don't understand it, because I know why Guan Yubo killed Zou Chang's father, and Zuo Xiaowei most likely knows about it; so, before When talking to me, she once said this: It was she who made Guan Yubo embark on a path of no return. She felt guilty and hated Guan Yubo in her heart, but this kind of hatred, under the cover of guilt, had not yet completely disappeared. Awakening.

Based on this judgment, I feel that I should stay with Zuo Xiaowei.

Facing the dazzling sunshine, I finally said to Zuo Xiaowei: "Anyway, I have nowhere to go now. If you feel that you have a clear conscience, I will stay at BJ and help you make good music."

Zuo Xiaowei seemed to be relieved, then smiled and said to me: "Well, where do you want to live? I will rent a house for you right now."

"Stay closer to you for easier communication."

Zuo Xiaowei responded, took out her mobile phone, and searched for a house online.

……

In the city of BJ, if money costs are not considered, work efficiency is extremely high; therefore, in just half a day, Zuo Xiaowei helped me rent a two-bedroom and one-living house near her residence. The rent is close to [-] per month, which I have never seen in other cities, and this is the cost of living in BJ. Fortunately, the environment of the community is not bad, and it is also close to the bustling areas, so it is very convenient to go anywhere...

The next step is to go to the supermarket to purchase supplies. Zuo Xiaowei is accompanying her throughout the process. She is rich now, but her living habits have not changed. When buying something, she will still look at the price first and then compare it. Fan, choose the one with the most cost-effectiveness.

This reminds me of the time when I lived in a small town with Qiao Jiao. Qiao Jiao never had such a habit. She never looked at the price when shopping. She only took things conveniently. Therefore, she never She has never bought anything from the bottom of the shelf. Even the most cost-effective things will always be placed at the bottom of the supermarket. She said that she just doesn’t like bending down or squatting.

At this moment, looking at Zuo Xiaowei who was squatting on the ground picking things for me, I gradually fell into a trance...

On a certain level, maybe she is the woman who is really suitable for marriage and life, because she will live her life very meticulously. She even knows that towels must be made of pure cotton to be comfortable, rather than just looking at the price. , look at the shape.

Of course I am not disparaging Qiao Jiao, but after getting along with her, I found that different growing environments will really cultivate completely different people. So even though Zuo Xiaowei is rich now, certain things are still engraved in her In the bones.

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When I got back to my apartment, I was packing up the things I bought, and Zuo Xiaowei started cooking for me. Her goal was three dishes and one soup, because today was the first day I decided to stay in BJ, even though we couldn’t eat so much. Although there were many things, she decided to be more generous.

Seeing her busy in her apron and the unborn child, I seemed to see the regrets that had not been realized in Luan Yu.

Take away the aura of a singer and forget that she is a woman who can sing very well. To a certain extent, she is really very similar to Luan Yu. They both come from ordinary families, they both know how to live, and they both get confused because of love; at the same time, she is very similar to Luan Yu. , they also have the gene of reality in their bones, so Luan Yu finally followed Lu Ming, and she also chose Guan Yubo after feeling despair from me.

I just lost sight of Zuo Xiaowei's back. It wasn't until my phone vibrated that I was suddenly awakened.

……

This was a call from Ren Ran. After I calmed down, I answered the call. Ren Ran said to me first: "It's dinner time again. Haven't you gone back to Qingdao yet?"

"No, I'm still at BJ."

"You are such a talent. You asked your brother to take your parents to Qingdao, but you were nowhere to be seen... Why don't you accompany them around!"

"Isn't it my brother and you?"

"Then we can't leave out your biological son... Tell me, how long are you going to stay in BJ?"

After a period of silence, I replied: "I am going to stay in BJ for the time being and not go anywhere."

"Are you kidding me... Didn't you agree to go to Phuket to stay for a while?" "I won't go. There are more important things here. I'll leave the rest of the money to you, I don't worry."

"So, Phuket is really a place you can never go to, right?... You have already applied for a passport, agreed on a date, and when the trip was about to take place, you changed your mind again!"

"Some places are so evil, not only Phuket, but also XJ... I have been planning to go to XJ a few years ago. Once, I was about to drive the car onto the highway and prepare to go straight to XJ, but in the end Still looked back.”

"If you want to say that, then I really have nothing to say!"

"That's how life is. If everything is planned, then this life will be more uneventful."

After a period of silence, Ren Ran finally sighed and said: "Okay, you can change your mind temporarily...but you have to tell me, what happened that made you have to stay in BJ?"

"I have to make money to eat. I am no longer a child. When I have no money, I reach out and ask my parents for it."

"So, you found a job at BJ's to make a living?"

"Yes...if it's too much, don't ask anymore."

"Okay, then you can stay in BJ. I will take care of the things you entrusted to me... By the way, your brother wants to say a few words to you. I gave him the phone number."

I answered, and the person speaking on the other end of the phone had become Wu Luoge. He smiled and said to me: "I heard that you found a job in BJ. Do you plan to keep it for a long time in the small town? ?”

I avoided Zuo Xiaowei until we talked about Xiaocheng. I walked outside the house, and when I reached the end of the corridor, I said to Wu Luoge: "It's not time to go back yet. Xiaocheng is talking to you again." Have you contacted me?"

"As you predicted, the investors in the scenic area and the villagers in the scenic area are causing trouble every three days... The villagers can deal with it relatively easily, but those investors are in trouble... They can spend tens of millions to People who invest in B&Bs in scenic spots have some power behind them. When they put pressure collectively, the pressure in the small town is not small... So, the leader over there who was in charge of this matter called me again and said that as long as I I have the intention to take over this scenic spot, and the conditions are easy to negotiate.”

"Don't worry, let it dry for a while."

"Aren't you afraid that you will lose your money and find other investors?"

"In the current environment of the small town, where else can we find new investors?... They can only place their hopes on you. The reason why you are willing to acquire is, firstly, because you have enough financial resources; secondly, because I have confidence in my heart. Judging from the current situation, only I can have good dealings with those investors and villagers... They believe in me and believe that I have the ability to change this scenic spot... If it were others to invest, they would not be able to do so at all. There is no way to deal with the intricate relationships in the scenic spot."

"That's the logic, yes."

"Then what's the rush? Just let it sit like this."

"Okay... I'll just settle down and take my parents to Thailand for a while... If you think the time has come, call me anytime."

"Well, brother."

I responded and ended the call with Wu Luoge. When I returned to the house, Zuo Xiaowei had already placed all the prepared meals on the table.

Smelling the aroma of the food and looking at the lights outside the window, a warm current gradually welled up in my heart.

I will never forget that in those days when I was wandering outside, I stood downstairs in other people’s houses countless times, looking at the shining lights and imagining the scene inside the house. I felt so envious and fascinated in my heart.

At this moment, I finally walked in from the window. There was a woman cooking for me in the house, and the lights were bright.

We are just a little short of becoming a family of three...

(End of this chapter)