i'm not a bad man

Chapter 491: I didn’t want to kill him

I don’t know what kind of night it is. On such an empty seaside, I can’t feel a trace of sea breeze, so the smoke coming out of my fingertips disperses very slowly, like a mist, separated by Between Qiao Jiao and I, the sky was exceptionally clear, so every star was very bright. Through the starlight, I could even see Qiao Jiao's micro-expression clearly... She was indeed very uncomfortable and in pain, so her eyes There were tears in my eyes, and I didn’t know whether I should shed them when faced with an extremely indifferent person like me...

I still didn't respond. I threw away the cigarette butt in my hand and lit another one.

At this time, Qiao Jiao said to me again: "Han Chao, you have worked hard and done so much, and you are about to hide everything and get the success you want... But, I have seen through everything about you: Yes You hid behind your back and provoked a dispute between Chang Tianming and Guan Yubo, and you also took advantage of Chang Yuli... So, are you afraid? Afraid of me, who knows so much..."

I then spoke and asked, "What do you want to do?"

"What do you think I want to do?"

"I don't want to guess, but I'm warning you, don't do anything bad to me... You should live your own life."

"This is the second time you've warned me since we met!"

I never thought that one day, I would actually use the word "warning" on Qiao Jiao. We were two people who decided to live together, and before that, we spent time together in a small town. However, it's like two couples who have no status.

I fell into silence again and took a deep breath of cigarette. I finally felt irritable in my heart. After a long time, I changed the subject and asked Qiao Jiao: "Why did Yu Li come to you?"

"Because I am the one who has the least involvement in this matter among all the people he knows... Others will not think of me." After a pause, Qiao Jiao added: "I have arranged for him to stay at Xiaogang Pier. I live there, I have a vacant house there... I have never told anyone, including you."

Speaking of "Xiaogang Pier", my heart suddenly trembled, because Qiao Jiao and I's ultimate dream is to buy a house near "Xiaogang Pier", but Qiao Jiao has always had it.

I finally nodded and said, "Which community is he in? I'll go see him."

Qiao Jiao gave me the detailed address of the house, and then gave me a key and said, "No matter how stupid Yu Li is, one day, when you become the actual controller of the scenic spot, he will figure it out... ...So, before that, you should calm down his emotions, so that when he figures it out, he won't be too uncomfortable..."

The tears that had been in Qiao Jiao's eyes finally fell at this moment. She closed her eyes, shook her head and said to me: "Han Chao, look back, how many people in this world treat you sincerely?" How could you bear to use him like this?... When you were using him, didn't you think about how you were in the small town and treated him as he came and went? As long as you let him Is there anything he doesn't do that he doesn't do?... To put it more harshly, even a dog is not so loyal to you, but you still did this to him in the end... I can't accept you... you She is no longer the Han Chao I once risked my life to love. Therefore, when things have come to this point, I feel that there is nothing to regret. I will just treat the former Qiao Jiao and die together with the former Han Chao... Don't worry, I won't tell anyone about the things you did in the small town. As you wish, I will live my own life and never think of you again... You can take care of yourself."

……

Qiao Jiao just left before me. Looking at her disappearing back, I felt so empty in my heart, emptier than the sea without any floating objects. In fact, I should be happy, because I finally died with this kind of heart. The most tragic way made Qiao Jiao give up on me mentally. However, to allow such a persistent and passionate woman like Qiao Jiao to reach this point in my life, what kind of despair did she experience?
Isn’t it bad to be such a Korean trend?

It doesn't matter, there is no turning back when the bow is fired. There is no reason for me to give up everything in front of me when I am almost ready to strategize.

"I wish you happiness……"

I silently said this to the direction Qiao Jiao left, and then I let myself go. I didn't want to feel any guilt, and I didn't want to feel guilty towards anyone. …

Taking advantage of the darkness, I went to Qiao Jiao's house near "Xiaogang Pier". The house was on the second floor, one staircase at a time. Standing in the corridor, I could see the best view of the entire "Xiaogang Pier", so, This is obviously an improved house and is worth a lot of money.

After standing at the door for a moment, I finally didn’t take out the key to open the door. Instead, I knocked on the door first. Chang Yuli’s panicked and cautious voice came from inside. He asked: “Who?...Who are you looking for? "

"It's me, Yu Li... open the door."

Chang Yuli asked tentatively: "Are you Brother Chao?"

"Yes, it's me."

"Are you also in Qingdao?"

"I came here to relax a few days ago, Qiao Jiao didn't tell you?"

Chang Yuli hurriedly opened the door. He looked at me as if he saw a sense of security. Suddenly he became very depressed. He sat on the sofa and said to me as if he had lost his soul: "Chao Brother, I reported my dad for selling drugs more than ten years ago..."

"I know, Qiao Jiao has already told me... Do you regret it now?"

Chang Yuli looked up at me with a confused look on his face. He was really confused. After thinking for a long time, he just gave me an answer of "I don't know."

I sat down on the chair opposite him. After a short silence, I said to him: "I don't know how to advise you about this matter. If this matter happened to someone else, or was done by someone else, It's all reasonable, but you are his son..."

"I hate him, I really hate him!"

I nodded, indicating that I understood his mood, and then said in an apologetic tone: "This matter is also my fault. I suggest that you should be more cautious when asking for shares from him." Follow me on the WeChat public No.: ***, reply "B&B" to view the prototype of Tank Inn B&B.Reply "Lu Xi" and "Qiao Jiao" to view the character picture!You can also view the latest chapters

"I don't blame you, Brother Chao, I don't blame you at all... You are also a victim. You just told him the idea of ​​restructuring the scenic spot, and he left you alone. He is naturally unkind and has no feelings. .”

I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and then chose silence out of habit. I knew Chang Yuli very well, so I told Qiao Jiao that as long as she didn't point it out, Chang Yuli would not be able to figure it out so easily. Even when I really get the control of the scenic spot, he may not be able to understand it, because people's emotions will form a stereotype. For someone like me who helped him heal his eyes, even if I put a knife on it, In his heart, he would not doubt me until I stabbed him. What's more, Chang Tianming really brought it upon himself.

At this moment, Chang Yuli suddenly hit his head with his hand, harder each time, and then broke down and cried bitterly and said to me: "Brother Chao, do you know...Actually, when my mother is still alive, At that time, our family was quite happy, and he was very kind to me... At that time, no matter how tired he was, as long as he came back, he would let me ride on his shoulders and take me to the braised pork in front of his house. shop, bought braised pork for me to eat, because I like braised pork the most... On my tenth birthday, he used the money he had saved to buy me the bicycle I wanted most, and he also took me I went to Shanghai, stood on the Bund, and told me that this is one of the most prosperous places in the country. He will definitely make a lot of money, and then buy a house in this most prosperous place for my mother and me to live in... But , after my mother left, especially after he married a little wife, everything changed. The more I thought about it, the more I hated it, and the more I hated it, the less I could control myself... Brother Chao, I actually don’t want to kill him... ...I regret it a bit. He is a drug dealer and will definitely be shot...If he dies, I won’t even have a father..."

(End of this chapter)