i'm not a bad man

Chapter 452 Someone chooses to fulfill

After finishing the call with Lu Ming, Luxi fell into silence, and the snow fell even harder, so much so that snow had already formed on the trees growing in the courtyard. This was the first snow of the year. , can also be understood as the last snow, but this is just for me. Maybe when winter comes this year, I have left this city and gone to a place where it will never snow.

Therefore, this snow becomes extremely precious.

I should have enjoyed the snow scene, but Luxi's sudden depression affected my mood, so I suddenly became depressed too.

I looked at Lu Xi, but suddenly I felt that this kind of her seemed more in line with the girl who was deeply rooted in my memory. Like me, she was used to being deep because she was unhappy.

It must be what Lu Ming said that affected her emotions and made her realize that the path the two of us chose was a path full of difficulties and obstacles. Of course, people can fantasize about it, and even wear it for themselves. Put on the mask and smile unscrupulously, but after everything calms down, you will eventually return to reality...

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Lu Xi finally looked at me, her expression was still downcast. This downturn made me unconsciously guess what she would say to me, but she just smiled faintly and asked me: "Idiot Han, do you think you are happy today?" ?"

"Happy, of course happy... We have done a lot of things together. In the evening, we couldn't afford to eat, but now we are soaking in hot springs and drinking red wine. With these ups and downs, it's hard not to be happy!" He paused for a moment. , I asked her again: "Are you equally happy?"

Lu Xi nodded, and then after a short silence, he said to me: "A few months ago, I received the last script in my life. Because I wanted to quit the circle, I resigned... But, this But the script left a deep impression on me... The heroine had a crush in high school. When she mustered up the courage to confess her love, the hero rejected her because she was not smart enough... This experience was regarded as black history by the heroine, and she no longer had contact with the hero; many years later, the heroine entered the entertainment industry and became a well-known female star... But even though she is a female star, she is still very simple and innocent. She is very passionate, and there is a bit of persistence in her that cannot be understood by others... She should be a silly and sweet character, that's how I understand it... She and the male protagonist met again in the game, and they got along in the game After a long time, the love in her heart was awakened again, so she decided to give herself another chance to chase the male protagonist... The male protagonist is an aerospace designer who once gave up a well-paid job for his ideal, but then As his parents grew old and suffered from serious illnesses, he was in urgent need of money for medical treatment and retirement. He once again wavered and wanted to leave the aerospace field and engage in financial work... Just when he was hesitant, the heroine came with As a star, he once again entered his world. In the end, he was moved by the heroine's enthusiasm and persistence, and with the heroine's encouragement, he regained his dream..."

"Looking at the plot, it should be an idol drama, right?"

"It is an idol drama, but there are also some thoughts and discussions... For example, why can some industries make money easily, while some industries are obviously very important, but cannot make more money? Therefore, scientific researchers and celebrities Income, why is there such a difference?”

I nodded and replied: "I am willing to explore a social phenomenon, and my intention is much higher than most idol dramas." "This is a script that Qin Minhong chose from thousands of people, and it is considered very good among idol dramas... But, In my heart, I really reject a heroine with this kind of personality. I feel like I can’t act... I don’t know how to be coquettish with a man, nor do I know how to snuggle into a man’s arms and feed him... More I don’t know how to show myself to be very happy all the time, and use that silly and sweet attribute to warm another person. I really can’t put myself into that role... But Qin Minhong repeatedly She wants me to try, to break through the disadvantage of being too narrow in the acting field... She said that a good actor must be tempered in different roles... I know she is right, but I just feel disgusted... Qin Minhong asked again Me, have you never liked someone? When you like someone, you can't let go of those things in your heart, your wisdom, your persistence, will all be let go... Even if you are a piece of wood, love is the flame. , it will also make your enthusiasm fly... I am still disgusted, but suddenly there is an expectation in my heart that surprises me... Is it really possible for two people who like each other to be together?... It is like this Yes, when I see you unhappy, I want to make you happy, but what can make you happy must not be an indifferent face... Therefore, I will give you a smile unconsciously, and I want to share with you what I can Things that make me happy, such as bathing in hot springs... I know you hate Qin Minhong, so I asked you to snatch her bag... I don't want you to keep the bad emotions she brought you in your heart, I want you to vent them out ...There is also the idea of ​​competing to see who can run under the street lamp first. I saw it in the script. Every time the heroine and the hero have a disagreement, they will use such a chase to resolve the difference...It's a coincidence. Yes, the heroine and the hero in the script never decide the winner in such a chase. The hero will always hug the heroine when he catches up with her... just like us..."

I looked at Luxi, and the indescribable feeling made my whole body numb. This numbness was not numbness, but the full sense of satisfaction, which turned into a ball of flame and burned blazingly in my body...

"Fool Han, can you understand?... The reason why I said so much is just to tell you that I like you very much... So, can we not separate, and don't regard worldly doubts as the relationship between the two of us? There is no way to resolve the conflict... I am also very happy to be with you!"

At this moment, I finally held her in my arms. Whether she was cold or silly or sweet, it didn't matter anymore. What I really cared about was the feeling of two people together. We were really happy. In an adversity like a mountain of swords and a sea of ​​fire, we seem to have become a seed with tenacious vitality, which will break out of the ground anytime and anywhere.Search and follow the author's personal satellite account: *** to view the latest chapters.

I finally spoke to Lu Xi and said, "We won't separate...even if we have to flee the world in the future, we won't separate."

After saying that, I looked up at the falling snowflakes again, and for the first time, I had the idea of ​​letting go of everything and leaving the small town...

I suddenly thought of Ren Ran who was far away in Phuket. For Lu Xi and I, would her place be a pure place?
Ren Ran said that people like me would not be without food there, because I have the ability to be a resident singer and can also play musical instruments. There are most bars there, so bar singers have always been welcome.

However, the four words "bar singer" sound too ordinary after all. After all the troubles, should I take Lu Xi with me to accept this ordinary fate?
I am a little bit reconciled.

While I was unwilling to give in, I suddenly thought of Qiao Jiao. Just over a week ago, Phuket was the place we had planned to go together.

I admit that I have been unable to extricate myself from the satisfaction in front of me, but the remaining trace of clarity still tells me when I think of Phuket: behind this change of things and people, someone chooses Completed.

(End of this chapter)