i'm not a bad man

Chapter 446 They are getting married
The throbbing in my heart was like the night I decided to run away from home. Reason and the emotions lingering between gains and losses could no longer control me. I couldn't deceive my heart, nor let go of the helplessness in my heart that was based on fantasy. Exhausted of desire, I finally spoke to Lu Xi, who was hugging me tightly, and said, "Okay, let's get married."

At this moment, I was so immersed in the joy of getting married that I could no longer remember that I used to be a staunch non-marriage advocate.

On this night, Lu Xi and I suddenly stopped shouting as loudly as before. She started calling me brother Han Chao, and I called her little friend Lu Xi. I am indeed several years older than her.

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But how should I take good care of this child in my future marriage?
The night I went back, I kept thinking about this problem, and then I became helpless because I saw an entertainment news on my mobile phone news. A pair of celebrities got married. It was called the wedding of the century. The wedding scene was star-studded. , extremely luxurious, it is said that this wedding alone cost hundreds of millions...

This scale is like a mountain weighing on my heart. In contrast, it is my lack. I don't even have a house, so I temporarily live in Chang Yuli's villa.

I can't take her to rent a house after marriage.

We just talked about getting married, but none of this has been communicated yet.

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I had insomnia. I didn’t feel sleepy at all until two o’clock in the morning. I put on my clothes and sat in the yard. There was no light in Luxi’s room. She seemed to have fallen asleep. She didn’t seem to be under as much psychological pressure as I was. .

Maybe she really has confidence in me and thinks that my future will be no worse than anyone else, or maybe she hasn't thought about these reality-related issues yet.

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In a daze, the mobile phone on my hand suddenly vibrated. I picked it up and looked at it. It turned out to be a call from Heizu who had gone abroad. Because of Qiao Jiao, the two of us had some resentment, so I haven't had much contact recently.

I was silent for a moment, then answered the phone and asked, "Why are you calling me so late?"

Blackfoot's voice was a little low, and he replied: "I don't know what's wrong, I don't understand the current situation at all..."

I felt doubtful. I felt that since he had gone to find Qiao Jiao with such determination, he must have met Qiao Jiao by now. It is also possible that they are together now.

After Hei Zu took a long breath, he said to me: "I have been there for two days, and Qiao Jiao has not met me... At noon today, she suddenly asked me to have dinner... I thought she was She was touched by my sincerity, but she didn’t expect that there was another man with her... After all, this is the place where her mother has lived for such a long time, so it’s okay for her to have a friend here... But while eating , the unbelievable thing happened, that man proposed to her in front of me... What's even more unbelievable is that she actually agreed!... Han Chao, I know the relationship between you and Qiao Jiao, even if she is right I don’t feel anything, it’s because my mind is on you, but now she suddenly wants to marry another man that we have never met before, what is going on? "

Blackfoot’s words left me completely speechless.

I thought Lu Xi and I were fast enough, but I didn’t expect that Qiao Jiao was not slow at all when it came to getting married. And what she said about following the trend, did she really include finding a man to get married over there? ?

"Han Chao, are you also particularly depressed?"

I finally spoke, but it was as if I hadn't spoken: "I don't know what to say."

"Once she gets married, she will definitely stay abroad to live in the future... But she also invested in a B&B in a small town. Doesn't she plan to take care of it?"

"This is not a particularly important thing to her..." After a moment of silence, I added: "In the evening, I received a call from her. She told me on the phone that she chose to stay with her. Around Mom, all the troublesome things that used to block life are gone..."

"It's not that these troublesome things have been solved, it's because she figured it out herself... Everything she can do for you has been done for you... But you don't put her first in your heart."

I was speechless again... There was also an indescribable feeling in my heart. I would think of those days when Qiao Jiao was in the small town. The two of us rode electric bikes to the supermarket. Although after entering the supermarket, each of us had a lot of shopping. But when we came and on the way back, we must have been on an electric car; and she learned to make pastries. Many nights, she would bring the newly learned pastries back to the villa, and then let me try them. While I was trying the food, she held her chin and looked at me. After I finished eating, she asked me if it tasted good.

In order to learn the art of pastry making in the hotel, she suffered a lot. She got up early and stayed late, and even froze her hands.

There was also the slap in the face from her father when she wanted to sell her house to support my career.

How was she feeling when she was doing all this?
I'm not the roundworm in her belly, so I don't have the answer, but I can feel my feelings when I think of these things, and I feel so sad.

I never felt that this was what she should do for me as a matter of course.

"Miss Jiao."

I unconsciously shouted this in my heart, but my heart felt even more uncomfortable!
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While he was speechless, Heizu over there had hung up the phone. He didn't seem to be in the mood to talk much. This day must have been the darkest for him, because he had never been so sincere to a woman. Pass.

At this moment, I finally knew why Qiao Jiao asked me on the video call whether her makeup looked good... She was saying goodbye to me; from now on, she would never be beaten by her father again, nor would she She left her mother, and she wouldn't have frostbitten her hands trying to make that pastry.

But, I still don’t know who the man she is going to marry is. Will it be the Chinese doctor?

Most likely yes.

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Back in the room, I lay heavily on the bed, and suddenly I felt that the people around me seemed to be suffering from a serious illness. The illness came and went like a mountain, so the process was really painful; today, In order to recover, we all finally took a dose of strong medicine. The disease will definitely be cured, but we don't know whether this strong medicine will have side effects.

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In the middle of the night, I finally fell asleep. I had a dream. I dreamed that Qiao Jiao was lost. Lu Xi asked me to find her, so I rode a motorcycle all the way from the city to the countryside.

Entering this countryside, I suddenly couldn't see the way back. I kept driving forward along the country road...

This looks like a village, but there is something special about it. Every household is built along the criss-crossing river, so that the houses are very neat. Not only the houses are neat, but the cemetery you see is also neatly built.

I saw no adults in this village, only children. One of the children was very interesting. He liked sneakers very much, and he immediately guessed how much the AJ sneakers on my feet were worth.

We became friends, and he took me to a secret place in their village. This secret place turned out to be a beach, with various precious cultural relics that can only be seen in museums piled disorderly on the beach.

Suddenly a group of tourists came, and the beach became lively, but I found that these tourists were all faceless people.

I was so frightened that I quickly asked the kid to show me a way out. I promised to give him a pair of the most expensive AJ sneakers.

But he told me that this was a village that could only be entered but not left, and those faceless people were the people who came to this village before me, and I would become just like them.

(End of this chapter)