i'm not a bad man

Chapter 434 Race against time

Unknowingly, Lu Xi and I have been in this busy street for a long time, but there hasn’t been much change in our senses. We can only see that the footsteps of pedestrians are still very hurried, and those who don’t know what direction they are coming from. The car still didn't know where it was going. Even the vendor selling egg-filled pancakes not far away didn't even change his sitting position because of the lackluster business.

Therefore, the insignificance of human beings lies in such a general environment. It seems that this world has never existed for anyone, so that everyone in this general environment has begun to become facial-faced, especially on such streets. No one cares about the surname, name, occupation, happiness, or unbearable pain of the person who passes you by.

Just like me at this moment, I am in pain and happiness, and my heart is full of excitement, but in the eyes of strangers, I am just a man standing under the street lamp smoking.

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The cigarette in my hand was gradually finished, and I finally said to Lu Xi: "You don't want to go to the small town with me for the time being. Chao Chao's affairs are also very urgent. You can take Chao Chao to stay with my godfather and godmother in Hunan." Let's take a while... Let's see if Chaochao can establish a relationship with them. If Chaochao can accept his godfather and godmother and the living environment there, let Chaochao live there for a while first... About your adoption Let’s talk about it after everything is stable.”

It was almost a subconscious action. After I finished speaking, I held Lu Xi's hand tighter. I suddenly became very afraid of emptiness. Yes, it was emptiness. It was completely different from the emptiness of loneliness...

I always feel that everything I have now has the potential to be lost, because the future is already in chaos. In this confusion, I have lost control and become flustered.

Although I have always felt that I am righteous and evil has never suppressed good, I still feel flustered.

As if sensing my mood, Lu Xi also sighed softly...

I looked at her through the dim light, and couldn't help but think of those scenes where we got along. We drove her convertible on the Jiaozhou Bay Bridge; we sat in my RV and looked at the industry on Huangdao on the other side. lights; when we were on the highway to the small town, she bought me gloves and a hat to keep out the cold; and when we first met, I carved a deer called "One Deer in Peace" for her, and she invited me to eat it. We had the most luxurious buffet in Qingdao; it was such a wonderful time!Although during this period, I was an unemployed young man with nothing and she was a star, it still did not affect the satisfaction I got from it.

Suddenly, I thought of Qiao Jiao again, and the way she appeared. She was stuck between me and Lu Xi with such a messy attitude, but in the end I accepted it and formed a relationship with her. A unique kind of dependence, which is also formed in small moments, accompanied by beauty and touching.

If, I mean if, if I had not chosen to go to a small town with Zuo Xiaowei and insisted on staying in Qingdao, what kind of living environment would the three of us face?

At least it wasn't that tricky, because the moment I went to the small town, I had already turned myself into a big tree that caught the wind, and then attracted too many unfriendly eyes.

My character seems more suitable to be an ordinary person, but being extraordinary seems to be a choice I have to make; because every woman around me is so extraordinary, and the environment will force me to To become extraordinary; therefore, like most people, after going around and around, I still became a product of the environment.

Unless, like before, I can't stand the pressure, choose to escape, choose to forget Qiao Jiao and Lu Xi, and continue walking alone on the road.

But I can no longer do it. I have desires in my heart and a longing for the future...

As a result, my fate has taken on a different form, sometimes ferocious, sometimes revealing a hint of warmth.

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After raising my head and making a heavy swallowing motion, I asked Chao Xiang, who had been sitting in the car waiting, to get out of the car. I first touched his head, and then asked him to hold Lu Xi's hand and force a smile. Said: "Chaochao, let Aunt Xiaolu take you to Hunan to find your grandparents there... You go first to see your grandparents, and the third child who dared to go up the knife ladder... Wait until Uncle Chao has finished what he is doing. , I’ll go find you and Aunt Xiaolu again.”

Chao Chao looked up at me with confusion on his face.

Like me, he also experienced too many changes on this day, which I couldn't face and digest, let alone him at such a young age; but this time, I didn't explain to him, I walked to my own Next to the car, he opened the trunk, took out his luggage and schoolbag, and then handed them all into Lu Xi's hands.

I had to leave and drove back to the small town overnight, because after learning that the change in the small town's situation was related to Yang Yiming, I couldn't stay for a second. I had to race against time to secure the investors of the health care project. …

Just when I was about to turn around and leave, Luxi and Chaochao grabbed me at the same time. Luxi grabbed my sleeve and Chaochao grabbed the corner of my clothes.

Tears were already filling Lu Xi's eyes. She choked with sobs and asked me, "Are you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid of anything. I just pretend that I fell off the cliff and died that day. Every day I live now is earned."

"Then are you tired?"

This time, I was at a loss, staring blankly at the Luxi in front of me. After a long time, I whispered back: "As long as we can all be safe and happy, no matter how tired I am, I feel it's worth it."

After saying that, I pushed Chaochao and Luxi away at the same time, never looked back, and got into my car with a decisive attitude.

I reminded myself not to look at them in the rearview mirror, but the moment the car started to leave, I couldn't help but look at the rearview mirror. They held hands and kept standing there looking at...

Under the flickering neon lights, I could no longer see their expressions clearly, but I knew they were sending me away...

My heart was lonely and tragic, and then it burned like a flame...

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The car gradually left the boundary of BJ. I saw two choices on the highway sign, Tianjin to the left and Zhengzhou to the right. Even though I had just reunited with my parents in Tianjin, I did not hesitate and still chose Take the direction to Zhengzhou. After Zhengzhou is Luoyang, and after Luoyang is the small city that has been surging.

The small town at this time is no longer the small town in my mind. It is shrouded in a layer of fog. I am extremely eager for someone to show me the way in this fog, but who is this person?

Chang Yuli, Chang Tianming, and Blackfoot?I'm afraid they are more confused than me.Search and follow the author's personal satellite number: *** to view the latest chapters. )
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At this time, it was already 01:30 in the middle of the night, and I had already traveled three hundred kilometers towards Zhengzhou. It was at this moment that I received a call from Zuo Xiaowei...

I was stunned at first, then my tired spirit was refreshed, and I answered Zuo Xiaowei’s call. My subconscious told me that as Guan Yubo’s girlfriend, she must know more than Lu Xi. Calling me so late is probably to tell me something.

Of course I long for information transparency, but I become sensitive and suspicious the next moment; I remember Zuo Xiaowei once told me that if one day, Guan Yubo and I come to a situation where we have you but not me, she will definitely stand. On Guan Yubo's side.

So, will she help me sincerely?

Or, her call was also a kind of test, the purpose of which was of course to let Guan Yubo know himself and the enemy.

(End of this chapter)