i'm not a bad man

Chapter 429 Changes in the situation

Over the years, I have seriously thought about the relationship between people. I think very complicatedly, always eager to reach a conclusion, and try to downplay the pain caused by emotional conflicts; however, when a person When a five-year-old boy told me that love is red, I suddenly realized that I had taken many detours when thinking about feelings...

The feelings between people are not that complicated in the first place. It is as simple as a color. You can say it is fiery red, or it can be said to be pure white. In short, the feelings between people, especially those with... The feeling of blood relationship must be beautiful and unfulfilled.

Therefore, for Chaochao, the two reddest red leaves in Xiangshan are his hope and sustenance. In his heart, his parents have not left, but have changed their way of existing in his world; he should return He didn't understand the meaning of death, so he didn't look that sad. He was just a little disappointed. He was disappointed because he had to wait until a specific season to see his parents. Everyone knows that the red leaves in Xiangshan cannot grow red all year round. Yes, he has to wait...

This is probably the real reason why he likes BJ but doesn't like BJ. BJ has Xiangshan, Xiangshan is his hope, but he also has to endure the suffering of waiting in BJ.

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Chaochao went to play on the beach again. This time, Lu Xi held the conch he sent and stared at his back for a long, long time. At this time, I also checked online the conditions and procedures for adopting a child.

It wasn't until Lu Xi set her sights on me that I said to her: "You don't have the qualifications to adopt either. First of all, the adopter must be over thirty years old. Secondly, if a person without a spouse adopts a child of the opposite sex, the adopter must be the same as the adopter." The age difference between the adoptees should be more than forty years, and these two conditions need to be met at the same time."

After a period of silence, Lu Xi replied: "Please help the godfathers and godmothers in Hunan. They are the parents of martyrs. If they apply for adoption, they will definitely be given priority; Bring me to BJ to live."

I looked at Lu Xi with surprise in my heart. I didn't expect that in order to adopt Chaocha, she would actually think of my godfather and godmother who were far away in Hunan.

After also experiencing a period of silence, I said to her: "Then why don't you just let my godfather and godmother adopt Chachao? Emotionally, they need a child more, and they are two people after all, and they have more It is conducive to giving Chaochao a complete family."

"Yes, from the perspective of family integrity, they are indeed more suitable to adopt Chao Chao than me, but you must also consider their age and the environment in which Chao Chao will grow up in the future. If you want Chao Chao to live a normal life, That small mountain village is a good choice. If you have higher expectations for Chao Chao, BJ is undoubtedly the best choice..." After a pause, Lu Xi said to me seriously: "There is another thing, too. You have to face it. Godfather and godmother are over 50 years old this year. If 80 years old is used as the dividing line between life and death, they still have more than 20 years to live... which means that Chaochao is around 30 years old. He has to endure the pain of separation from his relatives again... This should be what he fears most, and it is also the source of his lack of sense of security... Therefore, the best choice is for me to adopt him, and his godfather and godmother will treat him as if he is far away. Grandparents, for Chaochao, wouldn’t such a family be more complete?”

Lu Xi is indeed a woman who will not leave herself any way out once she becomes obsessed. In her words, I once again felt her determination to adopt Chao Chao.

In fact, I also understand in my heart that if I only consider Chaochao, it would be better to follow Lu Xi, and even have the opportunity to cross the class. But for Lu Xi, this is really not a good choice. She is too young. Well, bringing up such a child is a very troublesome thing no matter from which point of view.

Seeing that I still wanted to refute, Lu Xi added: "The profession of celebrity has taken up too many social resources and has received too much from this society. Therefore, I have been waiting for an opportunity to give back to the society... ...In my eyes, Chaochao is no longer just a child who has lost his family. He is the pain point of the entire society and the most unfortunate epitome of the entire social development process...I am the luckiest and have seized the most social resources. Isn't it a kind of balance for people to save the most unfortunate child?"

"That's what I said..."

This time, before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by Lu Xi: "Han Chao, do you know? Under the influence of my brother, I have never been a firm materialist... I believe in reincarnation and the afterlife. , I believe in cause and effect... It would be fine if I had not met Chaochao, but if he appeared in my life in this way, I would not be able to sit back and do nothing... I believe that good people are rewarded, and I also long for my own afterlife. Continue to be a happy and blessed person... So, don't persuade me anymore... Or, we can leave the choice to Chaochao himself. If he is willing to go with his godfather and godmother, let him follow his godfather. Mom, if he prefers to be with me, I hope you can accept this result calmly."

Having said that, I finally nodded. …

As evening approached, the sea breeze became stronger and the tide spread to the beach at a speed visible to the naked eye. It was time for us to leave here; just after I had the idea of ​​leaving, Luxi also received a call, This call came from her uncle in BJ, saying that he wanted her to go to BJ to have dinner with him.

It was time for her to have a reunion dinner with her family, so I accepted her departure calmly.

Chaochao and I stood on the beach, watching her, until her car completely disappeared from our sight, I finally spoke to Chaochao, who was not very close to me, and said: "Chaochao, what do you want to eat tonight?" What? Uncle will take you to eat."

"I want to go to BJ."

I looked down at him and asked, "What are you doing at the BJ?"

"Listen to cross talk, eat BJ roast duck..." (Will the person in charge of the health care project be the person sponsored by Han Chao's parents? Search and follow the author's personal satellite account: *** to view the latest chapters.)
Only then did I remember that these were the things his father did when he took him to a BJ. Although he never mentioned that his father had passed away, all he thought about was his father and his father with him. Experienced past.

Strictly speaking, I am not a particularly delicate person, so sometimes I am confused by some appearances; I underestimated Chaochao's feelings for his father, but how could a father who compared love to fiery red? How can he not have a place in his son's heart?

The flame of father's love has long illuminated Chao Chao's heart with fire and clarity...

Therefore, what he really wants to do is not to listen to cross talk or eat BJ roast duck. He is just using this way to miss the happy time of father and son together.

There wasn't much I could do for him, so of course I had to fulfill his little wish. So, after arriving in Luxi, I drove Chao Chao to BJ and bought a cross talk set on the way. For the tickets, I ordered a meal for two at BJ’s most famous roast duck restaurant.

……

On the way, I received a call from Chang Yuli. In fact, he had already called me to say New Year greetings in the morning, so this call seemed a bit strange. If there was nothing very important, he would not call me all day. Called twice.

Sure enough, after I got through, he said to me in a very anxious tone: "Brother Chao, the situation here has changed... I don't know what means Guan Yubo used behind the scenes, that health care project Investors suddenly tended to invest in Guan Yubo's scenic spots, and they acted very resolutely. They didn't even answer my dad's phone calls... His health care project directly affected the county leaders' decision-making on road expansion projects. Hurry up. Let's go back to the small town and let's discuss countermeasures together. We can't let all the hard work and dedication for so long turn into a basket of water..."

(End of this chapter)