i'm not a bad man

Chapter 416 Threesome?
I did promise to go to XJ in Luxi. I had two motives for agreeing. First, to bring her news about Yang Yiming; second, XJ is the only place in China that I have never been to. I want to fill this shortcoming; but now, Yang Yiming has come back, leaving only the shortcoming in my heart. Do I really still have such a strong desire to go for a walk?

When I had this doubt in my mind, I inevitably thought of the agreement between Qiao Jiao and I. We agreed to go to Phuket to live together for a year and a half. There was obviously a conflict between the two.

I really can't do the kind of thing that satisfies one person but hurts another person, so I just looked at Lu Xi, but I didn't know how to speak for a moment.

Lu Xi's phone rang during this process, and she seemed to want to give me some breathing space, so she answered the phone.

This call was from her mother. She was probably concerned about how she was celebrating the New Year alone and what she had for New Year's Eve dinner.

Lu Xi did not deliberately highlight me, but she also did not choose to ignore it. She told her mother that she was with her friends, everything was fine, and she was very happy; her mother also wanted to make a video call with her, but she refused... …

This kind of rejection also gave us a sense of joy in suffering. Although we did feel very happy, we couldn't show it to others, because behind the happiness, there were empty streets and a hot meal. There was no New Year’s Eve dinner, but the wind was blowing very cold, and the snow was also freezing!
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Three minutes later, Lu Xi finished the call. She looked at me. I thought she was reminding me that it was time to answer her question; however, she picked up the glass again and took a sip of white wine.

At this point, I feel that she has reached the warning line of her drinking capacity.

Drinking can create a channel for imprisoned thoughts; therefore, Lu Xi took advantage of the drunkenness and whispered to me who had never spoken: "How could I not know that trapped between me and Jiaojiao, you How embarrassed I feel... Obviously you have made a choice, and I have also made a choice... However, fate seems unwilling to let us go easily... So, Boss Han, can you tell me, a man really Is it possible to like two women at the same time?... You might as well be honest. In a place like this, I don't think there is anything you can't be honest about... We can talk about anything, even about human nature... You must be honest Tell me, are men really just born passionate?"

I lit a cigarette and began to think about the changes that had occurred in my heart after meeting them, and tried to be honest with myself.

After a while, I finally said to Lu Xi: "Before you and Qiao Jiao, I will tell you firmly that a man will not fall in love with two women at the same time, at least that's the case for me... So, every time I A relationship has stages. In this stage, there are only me and her. We are so focused that even the details of life are blended together... So, happiness and pain are very simple... But now, I really I'm very confused. This state is like an endless wildfire. I don't want to make you sad, and I don't want to make Jiaojiao suffer, but there is no effective solution... Just like you said, fate is in our hands. I was given another chance to come back from the dead... If I promise you to go to XJ, the agreement that Jiaojiao and I made before will be invalidated; if I don't go, you will definitely be disappointed."

After pondering for a while, Lu Xi smiled bitterly and said, "Are there really so many confusing things between the three of us?"

I was silent, silent because I was incapable of settling this confusing account. It was true that I had already fallen in love with Lu Xi before I met Qiao Jiao, but Qiao Jiao's company also had a power that I couldn't resist. .

At this time, Lu Xi suddenly said to me: "How about the three of us go to XJ together... Maybe along the way, some things will naturally have answers."

I was so shocked by this suggestion that I finally replied after a long time: "Are you sure it wasn't a whim or a joke?"

"Travel is the best touchstone... A person's character will be infinitely magnified by travel, and when traveling, many details will happen that would never have a chance to happen at ordinary times. Such details will test the relationship between people. The tacit understanding between us will also allow us to see each other more clearly." I was speechless and replied: "Where did you see this method?"

"A travel magazine... Moreover, haven't you and Luan Yu already come to a conclusion? Whether they are in love or not, at least this journey has finally verified whether you are the right two people."

I took a heavy drag on the cigarette, and then began to recall the mental journey I had with Luan Yu on the road. The estrangement between us seemed to have started when she threw the toilet in the service area. She was tired of the life in the RV. She told me clearly what kind of life she wanted, and I felt powerless and tired of it.

Maybe we are two people who pursue two kinds of pursuits, but travel is a catalyst that makes those inappropriate things happen in advance. Therefore, to a certain extent, Lu Xi is right, travel is indeed a touchstone.

However, can we really go with them on that XJ trip that never took place?

I have no confidence, because there are really too many changes in life, and no one knows what will happen tomorrow.

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"Okay, the three of us will go to XJ together..."

I couldn't believe my ears, I heard Qiao Jiao's voice; I turned around stiffly, and Qiao Jiao was standing not far from me and Lu Xi. The street lights were a little dim, so her figure was not visible. So clear, but also so real, because there were only three of us as far as the eye could see.

She came back unexpectedly, on such a night that I was sure she would not come back.

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Qiao Jiao came to me and Lu Xi just like that. She didn't seem to have any bad emotions. Instead, she smiled very calmly and said to me: "You didn't expect that I grabbed that ticket... and... When you were making the video, I deliberately remembered the name of this scrap collection station... When I was on the plane, I kept thinking about the scene after we met... When I saw that Luxi was not on the Spring Festival Gala program, I I knew she would definitely come to accompany you... Therefore, I always think of the scene of you hugging on the street in my mind. To be honest, I feel quite uncomfortable... Actually, now it seems that I was overly worried, because we both Very restrained... Moreover, I also heard some true words... The three of us are destined to have a confusing incident... You don't want to hurt either me or Lu Xi, so why don't I, Lu Xi? You are the most important sister in my life. You are the man I can’t let go of no matter what. If I have to let go in the end, I also hope you are happy... The same goes for Lu Xi, otherwise why would she be so restrained and wronged herself so much? What?...So, I think going to XJ together is by far the best way...It is also the way to minimize the harm, because if it is inappropriate, it is inappropriate...This has been verified, no matter who If you withdraw, whoever is harmed should be convinced and have no complaints!"

Qiao Jiao is a free and easy woman after all. After these words, she smiled and said to me: "Han Chao, you must not feel complacent because of our decision, because many answers are not unique... So, have you ever thought that after walking through XJ, there may be another possibility... that is, none of us like you, no one cares about you, no one feels that we are suitable for you, and we all leave you. ...In the end, you are just trying to draw water from a bamboo basket but in vain!"

(End of this chapter)