i'm not a bad man

Chapter 360 Meeting after seven years
Cars are waiting in line to pay. Every time I pass a car, I feel that I am getting closer to the city. I try to find a sense of closeness, but it is not easy. Maybe I have been away for too long. , the relatives I most want to see are not in this city, so looking at the tall buildings I have seen before, I feel more strange.

But this is really a city I have lived in for 20 years. Faced with this strange feeling, I was somewhat at a loss, so that I didn’t say anything. I just looked at the neon lights flashing under the viaduct, and... There were street lamps displayed like a procession, and there were countless hurried footsteps under the street lamps. Only then did I regain some familiar feeling. This is the rhythm of Tianjin, countless busy office workers, and countless different anxieties. , scattered in every corner of this city.

……

In my absence, my phone vibrated again. I knew it was a call from Zhao Yingrou. After all, we arrived more than two hours later than the agreed time. She had to wait for us at the hospital. For her who works the night shift, it is still quite a delay. So, after getting through the phone, I said to her apologetically: "It's really because I wasted time going back to get the vaccination booklet...otherwise it wouldn't have happened." Until now...don't be too anxious. We've already got off the expressway. We can be there in half an hour at most...Look at what you want to eat. You don't have to save money for me. Pick the most expensive one and I'll wait for it. I’ll treat you to a nice meal.”

"I haven't said a word yet, and you've said so much to me!"

"I'm not afraid that you'll complain about me. After all, I'm asking for your help now, and I haven't been able to keep things on time. Based on my understanding of you, you will definitely have to complain to me."

Zhao Yingrou calmly replied: "Didn't you send me messages and explain it to me before? Why should I blame you... I just want to ask how the child's mental state is now. If everything is normal. , take a good rest tonight, and then arrange a checkup tomorrow. If your mental state is not good, do the checkups you can do at night first. Her disease is at risk of sudden deterioration, do you know?"

I looked back at Jiani. She was sitting in Xiao Chen's arms. She seemed to be full of curiosity about this strange city. She kept looking out the car window and she didn't look depressed.

"She seems to be in good spirits."

"Yes." Zhao Yingrou responded, and then said to me: "When you arrive at the entrance of the hospital, tell the security guard my name, and he will tell you where to park... Forget it, I'll go to the entrance. Wait for you."

"It's okay, I can touch it myself."

"I'm sure you won't have any shortage of things. I'll help you get something."

Since Luan Yu passed away, I seem to have suffered from hospital phobia. Whenever I think of the hospital, my heartbeat will speed up, my palms will become sweaty, and I will feel physically uncomfortable. However, because Zhao Yingrou arranges everything carefully, this discomfort The feeling was actually relieved. This feeling was really amazing... I couldn't help but wonder: Is this still the woman who only reaches out and asks me for things?
Inexplicably, I felt a sense of curiosity about the current Zhao Yingrou, and I began to imagine the scene after we met. She would be wearing a white coat and looking like a benevolent doctor.

……

"Is the person who just called you your first girlfriend who is a doctor?"

I came back to my senses, looked at Qiao Jiao who was driving, and nodded; she said to me again: "I still have 5000 yuan in cash in my bag. Is it too little to give her a red envelope?"

I looked at Qiao Jiao...

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

"I haven't thought about this yet. Do you think I need to give you a red envelope?"

"Of course...haven't you always emphasized that she is a person who particularly likes to reach out for things? If you can't satisfy her hobby, you're afraid she won't try her best in the future."

"I think she...she seems to have changed."

"Really or not... they say that a country's nature is easy to change but hard to change."

This time, I didn't choose to answer Qiao Jiao, because I couldn't tell whether she had changed or not. This was just my feeling now. I would only have a clear answer after I get in touch with her again.

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While talking, Qiao Jiao had already paid the toll for the car, and after driving on the viaduct for another 10 minutes, we arrived at the entrance of the hospital.Zhao Yingrou said he would wait for me at the door, so I kept looking for a person in a white coat, but after looking around, I couldn't find him... I leaned over and looked again, but still didn't see him, so I called Zhao Yingrou. ;She answered the call quickly, and I asked: "Are you at the door?"

"It's here, I've been waiting for almost 10 minutes."

"Why didn't I see you?"

"You didn't go to the wrong hospital, right?"

"I followed the position you gave me. How could I go wrong?"

"Then did you go to the wrong door?"

"I'm at the east gate."

"I'm also at the east gate..."

"Strange!"

After sighing like this, I subconsciously looked out the car window again, and what I saw were the same small vendors scattered around the door, as well as some people standing beside the stalls buying things, except for the ones wearing white coats; just when I was about to When I gave up, suddenly a very exquisitely dressed woman turned back. She was holding a mobile phone in her hand and looking around...

Who is it if it’s not Zhao Yingrou!
She wasn't even wearing a white coat!
If we hadn't been together so closely, I really wouldn't believe that this was Zhao Yingrou. Although her facial features had not changed significantly, her temperament had, especially the kind of baby fat that made her look harmless. Has disappeared, replaced by capable. At first glance, she looks like the heroine in the urban elite drama, with long hair shawl and deep eyes. When she looks over, she just feels that she belongs in this busy and... In the crowded city, the designer bag in her hand and the light and luxurious dress proved that she already had her own place in this city, so she stood under the neon lights, drowned by all the noise, but she still looked so charming. Calm and composed.

It wasn't until our eyes met that she opened her mouth slightly, and then pointed at me, as if she couldn't believe that I was the first man in her life.

I also seem to be a bit high-profile, because I have been driving Chang Yuli’s Mercedes-Benz G worth nearly 300 million recently.

Life is really interesting!I thought she was wearing a white coat, and she thought I was poor, so even though we were close in front of each other, we didn't recognize each other; but people who should meet will eventually meet, and in the end, we still let each other know each other in this way. We met in an unexpected way...

Seven years later, we met again. There was no spark of passion, only unexpected changes.

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Zhao Yingrou got into my car, guided me to park the car, and then took us to the ward that had been arranged. It could be seen that she really did her best for Jiani's medical treatment, because in such a In a cancer hospital where beds are hard to come by, she actually reserved a ward with only one bed for us. While we didn’t need to be crowded with other patients, she also specially arranged another bed for accompanying family members and equipped it with Separate bathroom.

This surprised Xiao Chen so much that he was speechless. I was also surprised.

At this time, Zhao Yingrou explained: "You are really lucky. This ward was originally occupied by a retired cadre. His condition has stabilized recently. He checked out yesterday and moved to a nursing home to recuperate, so this room is empty. Come out, otherwise you have to stay in the general ward..." After that, she pinched Jiani's face again and said, "So our Jiani is really lucky... With good luck, plus Jiani He is a very brave and good boy who will definitely be able to defeat all diseases, right?"

Jiani seemed to understand. She first looked at Xiao Chen, and then nodded to Zhao Yingrou. At this moment, hope seemed to revive in Xiao Chen's eyes. Zhao Yingrou took Jiani from Xiao Chen's hand. While teasing her, she said warm words.

At this time, Qiao Jiao, who had not spoken much, finally whispered in my ear: "You, my first girlfriend, don't seem to be as annoying as I thought. A truly annoying person will never think about patients." What kind of words do I hope to hear... If I were Xiao Chen, I would feel heartwarming when I hear these words from her. Really, it’s as if I was finally favored by the goddess of luck after being unlucky for a long time!"

I nodded in agreement, and then subconsciously looked at Zhao Yingrou. I felt that many unknown changes had really taken place in her, or maybe I had never really understood her.

(End of this chapter)