i'm not a bad man

Chapter 355
Drinking the hazelnut latte cooked by Qiao Jiao was really refreshing. Qiao Jiao had been sitting opposite me. After staring at me for a while, she finally said to me: "I really don't want to be with you." Angry...but I always feel that you don't understand me well enough, so you always give me some incredible suggestions...As for where to celebrate the New Year, I would rather stay in a small town than go back to Qingdao...I don't want to face that person and me A man who is related by blood but has no warmth at all... So, what really makes me angry is not that you refused me to go to see your godfather and godmother with you, but that after you refused, you made arrangements for me on your own initiative I made a choice that I was least willing to accept.”

"Do you really hate your dad that much?"

After Qiao Jiao pondered for a while, she replied: "He has the ability to give me a complete family, but he didn't do it... Can you understand that feeling? You obviously have a very happy family that everyone envies. You, but one day, this family suddenly fell apart. The root cause of the problem turned out to be your father..."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, and after a while of silence, I replied: "Why don't I understand... Although the nature is different and the process is different, the result is the same... But do you know? Even if my parents and I There were such deep conflicts, but after wandering for so long, I gradually let go of those conflicts. Especially during the Chinese New Year, living alone in a RV and looking at the bright lights outside, I would think of many things related to the Chinese New Year. Details... In the past few years, I have traveled to so many cities and visited so many places. Looking back, the most warm place is still the home... I miss the food cooked by my mother, and I also miss my dad during the Chinese New Year. I was really happy to make an exception and let me have a drink... But when I really worked up the courage to go back and take a look, the home I once had was empty... So, what you said doesn't matter. No, at least your parents are still where they are. You can meet them if you want, but for me... they have really disappeared from my life..."

After a short pause, I forced a smile and said to Qiao Jiao: "You should understand my feelings better than anyone else... because letting you go back to celebrate the New Year with your dad is entirely due to my own painful experience... your dad Of course he has done something wrong, but he has always used his own way to make up for you. At least he has never treated you materially, and many things are indeed based on your temper... Shouldn't you reflect on it? , have you done everything right over the years, and have you lived too much in hatred, making yourself very unhappy?"

Qiao Jiao fell into silence. Silence means reflection. Just when I thought the conflict between us would end because of her reflection, she suddenly stared at me and said, "Even if what you said is right, ...But what do you mean by giving my father’s contact information to Blackfoot?”

"Uh……"

"Don't be hesitant. Regarding this matter, I have to figure out your mentality."

"No...there's nothing to figure out, right? It's not like you don't know that Blackfoot likes you...he just wants one more chance to get along with you."

"This is his mentality. What I want to know is your mentality. Why did you give him my dad's contact information?"

"He asked me to give it."

"He asked you to give it?... He asked you to die, will you go?"

"It's almost Chinese New Year, don't say such unlucky words."

"If you don't die, I will almost be mad at you!"

"Don't be angry, let's find a way that suits us, and then spend this new year happily."

"You're right... Let's go back to our respective homes and find our own mothers... I have decided that I will go abroad to accompany my mother during the Chinese New Year this year... Think about it, I haven't seen my mother in almost three years... …I feel like my mom needs me more than my dad.”

"...It's also a good choice... When are you going to leave?"

"Just a few days."

"Okay." After a short pause, I asked again, "How long do you plan to stay there?" "This has nothing to do with you, right?"

"come back earlier."

Qiao Jiao's expression finally softened a little, and then after a period of silence, she said to me: "You should come back soon too."

……

Qiao Jiao really prepared a box of cheesecakes for me. After arriving at the scenic spot, I distributed these cakes to the staff, and then convened a group of staff with planning skills to formulate the theme of "Love is Priceless" Program of activities for the event.

Whether it is for me personally or for the entire scenic spot, this event is an unprecedented challenge. The event process is actually not complicated. The real difficulty lies in execution and guarantee...because we have to serve [-] couples. Now is the coldest time of the year. How should we ensure transportation, food and accommodation for these people, and most importantly, safety?
Throughout the afternoon, we had repeated discussions around these points. Finally, we came up with a preliminary plan and divided our respective responsibilities. Black Foot was responsible for ensuring transportation, and Chang Yuli was responsible for connecting with the hospital to ensure the safety of tourists. , an operations manager of the scenic spot is responsible for ensuring food and accommodation, while I am responsible for information distribution, and in addition, I am also responsible for coordinating the overall situation.

With this division of labor, there was a framework for the activities, and I was able to breathe a little. When I came out of the scenic spot, it was already dark, and I was still alone because I didn't want to mix with Heizu and Chang Yuli. They There is nothing to worry about. I just drink and have fun all day long. I can no longer fit in.

……

After returning to his residence and eating something briefly, he transferred part of the money Zuo Xiaowei had transferred to the card he had given to Lu Xi before, leaving 80 for himself. (Follow the author's Weixin public account: ***, reply "B&B" to view the prototype of Tank Inn B&B. Reply "Lu Xi" and "Qiao Jiao" to view character pictures! You can also view the latest chapters)
After finishing this matter, I called Xiao Chen again and informed him to prepare, and then we would go to Tianjin together the day after tomorrow.

In the process of doing these two things, I felt somewhat lonely, because this was originally a common wish of Lu Xi and I, but now I am the only one left to do it. It is not that I am unable to do what I want, but I am a little lonely, but I I didn't bother her. I'm not sure what her mood is now, and I'm not sure whether I am a burden to her now.

It's no wonder that I have such doubts. I have indeed seen what kind of emotion Lu Xi felt towards that man. Even if I hear a piece of explosive entertainment news soon saying that Lu Xi's relationship has become clear, I will not feel it. be surprised.

……

Lying on the bed, looking around blankly, my phone suddenly vibrated. I picked it up and looked at it. It was a WeChat message from Lu Xi. This was also the first message she sent me after I sent her to the airport. .

My mood fluctuated because of this, and a question arose: Was she going to tell me how she felt after meeting that man?

If so, I would rather she not send me this message, because no matter from which point of view, this man is an uninvited guest to me.

(End of this chapter)