i'm not a bad man

Chapter 346 You still don't want to go

Before that man appeared, although Qin Minhong also had opinions about me, she was somewhat restrained emotionally, but at this moment she was so unscrupulous. She not only created emotional opposition, but also created opposition in terms of position. In her words, I saw her arrogance and prejudice against the lower class society, and this is also the most disgusting mentality in my life. I immediately replied coldly: "What's wrong with the lower class society?... She wants to see the lower class society." What's wrong?... Let me tell you, I have dealt with all kinds of people over the years. Regarding social class, I have more say than you. You can think that your class is good, but you can't deny that this The last bit of warmth in society is hidden in this low-class society... The reason why Lu Xi is willing to go to Hunan with me is because she sees in my godfather and godmother the personality that you don't have... My godfather fucks Mom’s son is a firefighter who died in the line of duty. Their family is the bottom of your mouth, but their dedication to this society is something you will never have... You just want to suck blood from this society, Come and feed yourself... After you are full, you still want to watch the jokes of the lower class. Do you still have a little bit of humanity in your body?... You and Lu Xi have been together longer than me. Don't you know, Until now, whenever she returns to Qingdao, she will stay in a hotel. Why does she stay in a hotel? That’s because her parents can’t give her the feeling of home, so when she feels lonely, she wants to go to a warm place with me. , Isn’t it wrong to lean on someone with a human touch?... You always say that her attention is not on her career, and you always feel that she has an obligation to protect the livelihood of your entire team, but have you stood up? Think about it from her perspective, what does she want deep down in her heart?..."

Qin Minhong fell into silence, but this did not mean that she thought what I said was right. She was just organizing words to counterattack, so after a while, she replied: "These are all your wishful thinking... I'll wait for you. One day, when she really turns into the next Luan Yu, look at her attitude towards you... She no longer has luxury cars and mansions, and has lost the love and favor of millions of people. Do you think she can bear it? How long?...The reason why she is close to you now is just because she has never been in contact with someone like you before. She is just curious for a moment...You'd better wake up as soon as possible and don't harm others!"

After saying this, Qin Minhong hung up the phone, but because I was emotionally shaken, I didn't put down the phone held by my ear for a long time. I just looked at the people coming and going, completely falling into silence. …

"Han Chao, what are you doing?"

I suddenly came back to my senses, and then looked at Lu Xi who had walked over at some point, with mixed feelings in my heart... Should I tell her that the man had found Qin Minhong?

I lost my mind again.

Lu Xi waved her hand in front of me, and then I said to her: "It's nothing, I just finished the phone call."

"That phone call just now was made by Sister Minhong, right?...Did she tell you that I had declined the invitation from the Spring Festival Gala program team?"

Since Lu Xi had guessed it, I didn't deny it and nodded to her.

"She's always like that!"

Lu Xi's words revealed his dissatisfaction with Qin Minhong, but he didn't say much.I know that she also has very complicated feelings for Qin Minhong. She is a smart woman, so although she feels disgusted with what Qin Minhong has done, she also recognizes all that Qin Minhong has done for her over the years. Qin Minhong may not be a good person. But she must be a good agent.

"You should go to that Spring Festival Gala. After all, you have already made a verbal commitment, and the other party is a very influential satellite TV station. If the relationship is blocked, it will be really detrimental to your career."

After pondering for a while, Lu Xi replied: "It's also a promise, but I think the promise to Luan Yu is more important, because it was the last thing she told me in her life."

"There is no room for this matter... Then just do as I said before. I will go find my godfather and godmother first... and then meet me after you attend the Spring Festival Gala..."

When I said these words, I suddenly felt a very strong feeling of dissatisfaction with myself. I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, my heart sank, and I said to Lu Xi truthfully: "You still don't want to smoke." Went... Sister Minhong just said to me on the phone..." Lu Xi looked at me...

My heart was trembling, but I still suppressed my uneasiness and continued: "Your senior in Shenyang is back... He found Sister Minhong and explained to Sister Minhong that he had lost contact with you over the years. The reason... He also asked Sister Minhong for your contact information... He said that he would contact you after he calmed down... Compared to your obsession with him, the matter of going to Hunan is really It’s not that important.”

This short paragraph almost made me exhausted. I knew better than anyone else what it meant to me after telling Lu Xi about this matter. I just looked at Lu Xi with uncertain emotions...

Lu Xi seemed to be distracted. She looked at me blankly, unable to say a word.

I can feel her mood at this moment, the ups and downs, probably even more intensely than when I saw Luan Yu two years later. At that time, I still had hatred and incomprehension for Luan Yu. She couldn't help herself. She had no hatred for that man, and the time span was several times longer than the time between Luan Yu and me. Therefore, she had absolutely no way to face this with a rational attitude. information.

I finally said to her again: "Go to him and tell him everything. Don't be like me and Luan Yu, who didn't give me a chance to understand her until she passed away."

Lu Xi was still there, and I stopped talking. I knew she needed an independent space to resolve the myriad emotions in her heart.

……

After leaving the hospital, I suppressed my inner uneasiness and contradiction, drove Lu Xi to the airport in Luoyang, and then watched her enter the terminal. In these few long hours, we Without even saying a few words, I kept driving and she just kept looking out the window.

Just when she was about to completely disappear from my sight, she suddenly looked back. Because she was wearing a mask and sunglasses, I couldn't see her expression and eyes clearly, but I could feel in my heart that this glance Very forceful, like saying goodbye, but also like lingering...

It was at this moment that I felt like my heart had been ripped out!
After calming down, I felt that Qin Minhong was not being alarmist. I was indeed not as good as that man. No matter from any aspect, I was not as good as him...

In fact, even I am not as idealistic as before. I am already working hard for my career and no longer enjoy wandering, because after experiencing this relationship with Luan Yu, I have completely awakened; It is impossible for me to lead Lu Xi into that kind of life. Although this kind of life will give her a sense of novelty in a short period of time, it is definitely not a long-term solution.

She is a star, and the amount she spends on maintenance every year is an astronomical amount. How can she go downstairs and downgrade?
If I wasn't even sober, I really deserved to be bombarded mercilessly by Qin Minhong.

(End of this chapter)