i'm not a bad man

Chapter 336 Unexpected Results

It was already dark, and Lu Xi took me near the May [-]th Square. She left Xi Le to me. I hugged Xi Le and watched her leave. I felt inexplicable because we had not agreed on what the next meeting would be. time, and this busy state has been maintained between us for a long time. We have never tried to integrate our lives into one, so I never know what she is busy with, and she Same thing.

I was used to this, so the moment I looked down at Joy, I let go of all the feelings in my heart, and then looked up again at this familiar yet unfamiliar city.

Familiar because I know every street here, strange because a lot of changes have happened during the time I left. This city no longer has any meaning, and my subconscious has completely accepted it. A small city a thousand kilometers away, I think that is where I want to go, while Qingdao has become a temporary stop. No one will feel close to temporary things, even Qingdao is no exception. .

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Standing under the torch in May [-]th Square, I called Qiao Jiao. We made an appointment to meet at seven o'clock, and then drove back to the small town together. It was already six-fifty.

Qiao Jiao seemed to be still busy and said she couldn't leave until at least eight o'clock. She asked me to have some food nearby and come back to me when she was done.

I called Liu Chuang. I haven’t seen him since I went to the small town. I simply asked him to have a meal with him. In addition to eating, I also wanted to know some of his current situation... Back then, we were in various places in Qingdao. The charity show was held in the big shopping mall just to help him find the child. I don’t know if he has got any news about the child in the past few months. Regardless of whether it is reliable or not, for Liu Chuang, it is the motivation and motivation to live. hope.

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Liu Chuang was near the "May [-]th Square", and he arrived after a while. He was still riding the old-looking electric bicycle from before, but there was a little boy in the back seat, who looked to be five or six years old. look.

I was shocked. Could this be his son who had been missing for several years?If you've found it, why didn't you call me to tell me?After all, it's something I've always cared about.

Liu Chuang took the child out of the car seat and said to him: "Xiaotian, call someone, this is your Uncle Han Chao."

The child looked a little timid. He leaned closely against Liu Chuang and kept looking at me without speaking.

Liu Chuang said to me with some embarrassment: "He's a bit too naive."

"This...is this your child?"

"Ah."

Liu Chuang's answer stunned me. He really found his child, and he really didn't take the initiative to call me to tell me about it. Liu Chuang seemed to see the doubts in my heart, and he took something out of his pocket. I handed the child some change and motioned him to play in the children's playground opposite. After the child left, he said to me: "The child was found at the end of last month. He was abducted by human traffickers to Tieling. The buyer was a neighbor next door. A distant relative saw the benefit performance we performed and discovered the child when he went to visit his relatives. He fed back the information to me through TikTok..."

I sighed: "It's true that hard work pays off!... But do you have to call me to tell me about this matter? I've always been thinking about it."

Liu Chuang looked at the children playing in the playground, with an extremely complicated expression on his face. After a long time, he said to me: "I don't know how to talk to you..."

"what happened?"

"After the child is found, a DAN test will be done as usual. The test results show that the child is not my biological child...but the child is indeed the child I lost. The birthmark will not lie, and he can still remember some things he was with me in the past. Things happened together... So, this child was born from his mother's messing around outside."

I was shocked again, and after a while I replied: "This bar girl is really evil!"

Liu Chuang didn't respond, but I already understood his motive why he didn't call me to tell me. He was also very conflicted. He didn't know how to face this child, but the child was innocent after all. This was probably why he still The reason for taking this child. "What are you going to do in the future? Are you going to wait until the bar girl is released from prison and then return the child to her?"

"She can't take care of this child... I'd better take care of it myself."

"But if your parents know the truth, they will definitely not agree to you having this child... Moreover, if you take this child with you, it may cause a lot of trouble for your next relationship. No woman would be willing to do it. The stepmother of a child.”

"I have thought about all this, but I really can't bear to send him away... He and I are very close, and I still have my shadow in his memory." After a pause, Liu Chuang added: "Last night , he called me daddy... At that moment, I really didn’t know what it felt like. I was very conflicted... I thought of his mother, and suddenly I completely lost confidence in the relationship between men and women. We were originally because We were in love, and she kept saying that she loved me and couldn't live without me... However, she went behind my back and fucked with others outside. After having children, she took drugs and acted as a tool for others to sell drugs... She Have you ever thought about loving this child well and giving this child a home?... If she had done one thing right, we would not have reached this point; I no longer have any expectations for love in this life. So now whenever I think about marriage and family, I feel full of boredom and exhaustion... I don’t want to get married anymore, so I will live a good life with this child and treat him as my son."

"You have really wronged yourself!"

"It feels aggrieved to think about it, but if you regard life as a practice, you will feel relieved."

"If you really have such a state of mind, I won't say anything more..."

Liu Chuang turned to look at the child again. He lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and then said to me: "Please help me keep this secret, don't tell anyone...Actually, I also I shouldn’t tell you, but in this world, I have to have a close friend to tell me whether it’s right or not... Although you didn’t give me a clear explanation, after telling you, I My determination to raise this child has become stronger, after all, you are not that opposed."

"This is related to this child and your life. I don't dare to clearly agree or disagree. I just hope that you can truly see your own heart."

Liu Chuang nodded and said no more.

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Liu Chuang and I took the child to a nearby children's restaurant for dinner, and then bought some toys for the child. The child was very happy. When we were about to say goodbye, he finally opened his heart and called me Uncle Hanchao.

This gave me a greater understanding of Liu Chuang. Children are hope and the final destination in life. Liu Chuang made such a decision out of frustration, which seemed confused, but it was also a wise move; But I don’t believe that Liu Chuang will always carry the trauma of love and live so lonely; one day, he will meet a woman who is really good to him to heal his long-standing pain.

I thought of Luan Yu again at this time...

It is a pity that she did not leave a life in this world that could continue her life. If there was such a child, I would be willing to raise him even if he has no blood relationship with me.

At this moment, I understood Liu Chuang a little better, because children really give people a wonderful mood, allowing you to naturally let go of the grudges in your heart.

I let out a long breath, then patted Liu Chuang on the shoulder and said: "In the future, I will no longer live alone, and I will encounter many more difficulties than before... We are far apart, and emotionally It's hard to help when you're in trouble. If you have financial difficulties, just tell me freely. We are all brothers, so don't have any worries."

"Don't worry, there won't be any financial difficulties... Didn't I help Qiao Jiao sell a villa before? I got a lot of commission, which is enough to live in the past few years..." Liu Chuang paused for a moment, Then he said to me with some feelings: "Although my relationship has been a bit rough over the years, I am still very lucky when it comes to making friends... I am really lucky to meet friends like you... Selling a house In this matter, Qiao Jiao actually had a better choice, but she still gave me the agency right to sell the house. She sold it at a price far lower than the market price. Any agent she gave it to would sell it quickly, so this was her Give me a favor... Speaking of it, Qiao Jiao is really a good woman, and you will only feel this more deeply than me."

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Liu Chuang nodded, and then we subconsciously looked in the direction of Qiao Jiao's villa. Her villa was not far from May Fourth Square. If the angle was good enough, we could really see it.

I couldn't see the villa, but suddenly I saw the RV that took Luan Yu and I through 296 cities. It was not far away and slowly approaching us. The person driving this RV was Qiao Jiao, she didn't seem to be familiar with manual transmission cars. She saw the car shaking twice and then stalling on an uphill slope...

(End of this chapter)