i'm not a bad man

Chapter 317
When Qiao Jiao and Lu Xi held their arms to me, I felt somewhat panicked in my heart, because I didn’t know what their purpose was. In my opinion, all behaviors that go against common sense are It's questionable, especially when Qiao Jiao is involved. It seems like she hasn't teased me for a long time...

I struggled instinctively, but Qiao Jiao and Lu Xi held me tighter, and their actions also attracted countless eyes on the street. Most of these eyes were curious, and pedestrians were also speculating whether this was something. The bad taste among young people; the rest is jealous eyes, mostly from men. They seem to be asking me, what virtues can I have? In such a social environment where the ratio of men to women is already imbalanced, there are two beauties around me. Keeping the company of unbelievable women seems to arouse their mentality of not worrying about scarcity but inequality, so the hostility and hatred in their eyes instantly overwhelmed me, and further amplified the fear and uneasiness in my heart.

"Sister Lu, Sister Jiao, what are you doing?"

Qiao Jiao said with a mesmerizing smile: "Aren't you too tired from work recently? I'll discuss it with your sister Lu and give you some benefits and let you try the feeling of hugging me on both sides."

"Is this... is this a hug from one side to the other?..."

"What's it if it's not a hug on the left and a hug on the right?"

"This is called rambling...your clothes have been torn apart by you!"

"Brother Chao, you are too cowardly... Don't think of this as a street with people coming and going. Just imagine it as an empty seaside, and then experience it."

I looked at Qiao Jiao, then at Lu Xi, then closed my eyes, and replied after a while: "It seems quite refreshing!"

"That's right... Lu Bao'er, what do you want to eat? Let Han Chao treat you today." After saying that, I seemed to vaguely hear Qiao Jiao muttering "Why don't I hate you to death?" I wasn't sure if it was me. auditory hallucinations.

Lu Xi looked at me, and I smiled awkwardly. I still couldn't fully immerse myself in it, but I really couldn't resist the sugar-coated bullets they fired at me. This feeling was like being in a flame. In the furnace that coexists with ice, sometimes the blood is boiling, and sometimes it is freezing cold.

Who knows what they have in mind. The scary thing is that even Lu Xi followed Qiao Jiao and did this.

Lu Xi ignored my embarrassment. After thinking about it, she replied to Qiao Jiao: "Can we have barbecue here in winter? I want to eat barbecue and drink beer."

"Of course. I know a restaurant that not only sells barbecue skewers, but also the signature tripe pot. We can eat the barbecue skewers with the tripe pot. It feels so good just thinking about it!"

"Okay, Brother Chao... then I want to eat this."

The atmosphere had already reached this point, and it was inappropriate not to agree, so I retained the doubts and fears in my heart and nodded to Lu Xi; then, the two of them still held my arms, one on the left and the other on the right. Stepping on the light and shadow of the street, they walked towards the restaurant that was not far away and not too close. They ignored the gazes of passers-by and talked and laughed all the way, but I was as stiff as a wooden man. I really felt that I did not have such strong blessings to control. Living in this situation, I'm afraid my life will be shortened because of it!
If this scene were seen by their friends in Qingdao, someone would definitely jump out and kill me.

Is it possible that this is really a benefit that can only be obtained after coming to a small town?Even if it's a tease, deep down in my heart, I still enjoy this feeling. As for why I enjoy it, I can't explain clearly. I'm afraid no one can explain it clearly, because this scene is something I don't even dare to touch in my dreams. Yes, it happened so suddenly that I didn’t have enough space to think deeply about their motives.

……

In the hotel, everything was normal. Although Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao were sitting on one side and I was sitting alone on the other side, there was still no sign that their behavior just now was a kind of teasing. They kept talking, talking about interesting things in the past, and talking about The friends around me talk about cosmetics and dressing tips that I don’t understand.After a long time, Qiao Jiao finally shifted her attention and turned to me and asked: "Brother Chao, you have been wandering outside for so many years. Qingdao and Xiaocheng should be the two cities you have stayed in the longest, so, I'm quite curious, which one do you prefer, Qingdao or a small town?"

"Well...everyone has his own merits."

"They say... it should come from the heart, don't make it so official."

When Qiao Jiao said this, I couldn't help but become serious in my heart, because after experiencing so much, it seemed that it was time to make a summary of this city. So, after thinking for a while, I finally replied: "Qingdao is right. For me, it means losing, losing the motivation to continue wandering, and losing the people I used to travel with. I degenerated to the extreme, but there is a kind of pleasure when I degenerate to the extreme. You seem to be indifferent to everything. I don’t care anymore, I completely follow my heart, or in other words, I live like an animal with only instinct. I thought I would never see the light again, but one day, a hole was suddenly torn open in my life shrouded in darkness. ...When I suddenly saw that beam of light breaking through the clouds, my inner shock and desire to survive really cannot be described in words... Compared with Qingdao, the small town is a new beginning, symbolizing With rebirth and struggle..."

Having said this, I lit up a cigarette out of habit. After taking a deep breath, I smiled at Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao, who were looking at me together, and said, "Tomorrow, I will prepare to have sex with the people in Danangou." Those aborigines talk about changing Danangou into Lover's Valley... This may be a difficult thing to do, because what I want to change is their belief that has continued from the Ming Dynasty to today, their Danangou is clearly written on the household registration, school registration, and even the genealogy... so..."

"So, Brother Chao, you won't get beaten up by them... I saw it on TV. People like this kind of village-based people with fixed ideas like to resort to force when they encounter conflicts. , if it’s a bit extreme, I might just pick up a hoe and hit your dog’s head... The scene feels bloody even when I think about it!”

I looked at Qiao Jiao and was speechless for a moment; after a long while, I said to her: "Nothing can stay stagnant forever, not to mention a small village, even a country will change dynasties... …But exploration and change are all for better development. If the Danangou Scenic Area can really be revived, they will benefit the most. Their houses and land will become a cash cow, and they can be used as B&Bs and restaurants. , at least three generations will not have to worry about livelihood..." (Follow the author's Weixin public account: ***, reply "B&B" to view the prototype of Tank Inn B&B. Reply "Lu Xi" "Qiao Jiao" to view the character picture! You can view the latest chapter)
"Then explain it to them carefully. I hope they have such foresight."

I nodded, and after a short silence, Lu Xi, who had not spoken much, asked me again: "Brother Chao, I also have a question for you...compared to the previous life of wandering outside, you would like it more Is this your current living situation?”

My heart became serious again, but this time I didn’t think about it for a long time. I replied to Lu Xi: “If we look at these two completely different experiences from the perspective of the long river of life, I feel that there is no distinction between them. , it is precisely because they are scattered and scattered that they make my life more three-dimensional and more interesting... Maybe, after finishing the things in the small town, I will start a new wandering... Don't forget, XJ me I haven’t gone yet, I want to walk the Duku Highway and see the Nalati Grassland..."

"It seems like there are no particularly gloomy days in your life."

Lu Xi’s concluding words made me deeply moved. It turned out that after the change of mood, those times that you thought were extremely painful turned out to be so kind and worth remembering...

This change made me feel better. I couldn't help but pick up the wine glass and drink a glass of wine. After drinking this glass of wine, I suddenly realized that the meal Lu Xi and Qiao Jiao had invited me to have was not the same. It’s just as simple as an ordinary meal…

Just when I wanted to really figure it out, Qiao Jiao suddenly raised her phone and said to us: "Look, Zuo Xiaowei's new album is online!"

Lu Xi turned to look at Qiao Jiao's mobile phone, and I asked with confusion: "Isn't it going to be online only the day after tomorrow?"

"It's officially launched the day after tomorrow. Today's is on demand in advance. If you buy it today, it's 25 yuan, and the day after tomorrow it's 15 yuan... It's so honest!" After saying that, Qiao Jiao opened the album and looked at it, and then said : "There are actually 10056 wronged people who have chosen to watch it on demand in advance... I am not the only one left. I will be the 10057th wronged person."

After saying that, Qiao Jiao paid for Zuo Xiaowei's first new solo album, and I couldn't help but get a little nervous, because I didn't know what the songs I wrote would look like after Zuo Xiaowei re-interpreted them. Such a sense of hearing.

(End of this chapter)