i'm not a bad man

Chapter 289 Did You See It?

Blackfoot and I only drank half of a bottle of white wine, but we were both silent. This silence divided us into two camps, making us seem a bit incoherent.

Are you kidding? No one knows Blackfoot's relationship history better than me. This is a completely invincible scumbag in the universe. He may think so now, but after he really succeeds, who knows what mentality he will use and what kind of relationship he will have. Qiao Jiao gets along with each other; and I promised Qiao Jiao's father that I would take good care of Qiao Jiao in the small town. If I go to bring him and Qiao Jiao together based on Black Foot's words, then I am not Han Chao who promises a lot of money.

So, I put away the guilt I felt just now and said to Heizu who was still choked: "You scumbag, don't think about this, unless you can endure not having a girlfriend for two years, Come and talk to me about this again."

Heizu put down his wine glass and said to me in a serious manner that I had never seen before: "I can really hold it back... I used to be just afraid of emptiness, but when I really know what the woman I want looks like, That emptiness was already dead in the desire to be close to her.”

"You big scumbag, you keep saying the same thing."

"Just watch."

After saying that, Heizu stood up and walked straight downstairs. I kept looking at his back, feeling inexplicably. I thought that the two of us could drink at least a bottle of liquor when we sat together, but because of what he said, Qiao Jiao only drank half the bottle.

What a displeasure!
……

I didn’t have the desire to drink alone, so I put the remaining wine back in the kitchen on the first floor. Then I moved a lounge chair and sat on the balcony on the second floor, looking at the building shining in the distance. The golden top of the mountain was lost for a while.

The night in the small town was really too cold, but I didn’t want to be alone in the house, so I moved out the heater left by Grandpa Chang Yuli, added charcoal, and sat against the heater. A little more comfortable.

……

At about ten o'clock, Lu Xi finally came back. He was the driver who took her back. She seemed to have drank some wine.

I gave her the lounge chair, moved a very low bench, and sat next to the heater; Lu Xi was still wearing Qiao Jiao's plush coat, which made me dazed for a moment...

I finally spoke to Deer Creek and said, "Blackfoot just came to me for a drink."

"Have you left?"

"Yeah, and he left with a little emotion."

Lighting a cigarette, I looked at the shining golden dome again. Just in the blink of an eye, the light of the golden dome suddenly went out. I also suddenly remembered that Zuo Xiaowei had told me more than once that the golden dome The lights will only be on until ten o'clock in the evening.

So, the night became the main theme, it seemed to open its bloody mouth and swallowed up the mountains that were originally illuminated by the golden dome; I couldn't help but shook my head hard, not wanting to create an illusion for myself; it was all because of the black feet, every time If I don't enjoy myself after drinking for the first time, I will think about it uncontrollably like now...

"Aren't you very good friends? Why did he leave with emotions?"

I turned to look at Lu Xi, and she still looked like she was deeply liked by me. This made me reluctant to talk about other people, but I brought up this topic myself, so I suppressed the impatience in my heart and replied. Said: "He is really too ridiculous... He actually told me that he likes Qiao Jiao, and that he can get married at any time... Just a few days ago, there was a female internet celebrity next to him. As a companion... I asked him to see himself clearly first, and then talk about this matter. He may not have gotten the kind of matchmaking he wanted from me, so he left with emotions."

I thought Lu Xi would have an emotional resonance with me, but she held her chin and looked thoughtful. After a long time, she said to me: "It's really strange. Jiaojiao always has that kind of let-down attitude." The ability of others to fall in love at first sight... You and Jiaojiao have not known each other for a long time, and maybe we don't have a deep relationship with each other, but we have known each other for 20 years. I have seen too many people who fall in love with her at first sight... Among them, there are even some Woman... In fact, her own sexual orientation is not a problem at all. She was led astray by those women... So it is not unusual for Blackfoot to be like this." I smiled and replied: "I didn't expect that you also It would be an exaggeration.”

Lu Xi was noncommittal, then took off his gloves and put his hands on the heater to get the temperature...

Snowing!
The snowflakes seemed to be blown by the wind, falling diagonally towards us, then fell on our shoulders, fell on the stove, and melted again in the blink of an eye. Regarding snow, since I came to the small town, I have also had an experience, It seems that as long as it snowed in the mountains the day before, it will inevitably snow in the small town the next day. Just like a hesitant person, he finally made up his mind to share the rain and dew, rather than just leaving the kindness in the mountains.

When it snows, the situation changes. Those snowflakes are like noise in a camera. They blur the world and at the same time seem to be trying very hard to present a clear world. This seems very contradictory.

Lu Xi is a woman after all, but what she sees is a kind of romance, so when the snowflakes fall, her hand leaves the heater and tries to catch those cold snowflakes...

Romance aside, this seems to be a contradiction. I don't know whether she wants to be hot or cold.

Contradiction seems to have become the main theme between the two of us. Sometimes we are like a couple, and sometimes it is difficult to find a common topic.

I was determined to break this contradiction, so I took the initiative to find a topic and said to Lu Xi: "I'm curious about something. Since you returned to Qingdao, you have always stayed in hotels. Have you ever bought a house of your own?"

Lu Xi shook his head.

"What about BJ? Have you never bought one?"

"No, until now, I don't have a house that truly belongs to me."

I was a little surprised. With her income, she should have achieved financial freedom long ago, but she did not use the money to buy even a house.

Lu Xi seemed to understand my doubts. After a short silence, she said to me: "I don't like to face those cold walls and furniture alone, living in a house like that. It feels like a constraint, so I always live in hotels in BJ... How about you, besides that RV, have you ever bought a house?"

I smiled awkwardly and replied: "Are you too confident in me?... With my income in the past few years, it would be too much for you to ask me to buy an apartment in Hegang... Do you know Hegang? That's the one A house in a resource-depleted city where a house only costs 5 to [-] yuan.”

As I talked, I helped Lu Xi popularize some geographical knowledge, but Lu Xi didn’t seem to be interested in the city of Hegang. She still talked to me about the topic of houses: “If you have enough money to buy a house, Will you buy?"

I still shook my head and replied: "No, because I already have a house in my mind... Do you want to see what it looks like?"

"What does it look like?"

"Come here, I'll show you."

Lu Xi left the recliner I gave her, and then walked to my side. At this time, I held her back with my right hand, and hooked her legs with my left hand, and then in the sky In the wind and snow, he held her in his arms and whispered in her ear: "Only when two people are together can there be a house in our hearts... Without you, there is only frost in my heart... So, Have you seen it? Did you feel it? Every time my heart beats, I am building walls and tiles..."

(End of this chapter)