i'm not a bad man

Chapter 28
I tried to call Ba Xiaoguang again, but I still got a voice prompt that the connection could not be reached, which made me a little overwhelmed. I noticed something strange and Ren Ran took a step in front of me and asked: "What's the matter?" Already?"

"He can't be reached."

"Why can't we contact you all of a sudden?" After saying that, Ren Ran called out to a passing nurse and asked: "Beauty, may I ask why Ba Xiaoguang's family members in ward 502 were discharged from the hospital? Doesn't a caesarean section have to be done in the hospital? Is it enough to stay in the hospital for a week?”

"I'm not too sure about the specifics. Anyway, their economic situation is very bad, maybe because they don't want to spend more money."

Ren Ran said "thank you" and then looked at me with sympathetic eyes; I forced a smile and asked, "Why are you looking at me like that?"

"You trust others too easily. He probably doesn't want to pay you back and has blacklisted you."

"When I gave it to him, I never thought about asking him to return it."

"But he doesn't know what you are thinking. Don't underestimate the dangers of human nature, especially at this time... If you think about those drowning people, if someone goes to save them, they will not care about the life or death of the rescuer at all. , they only know how to pester them desperately, so there is news like this every year, the people who save people end up losing their lives."

I was silent, silent because I had such thoughts in my heart.

At this time, Ren Ran said with a little sigh: "So, sometimes people still have to be kind. That Ba Xiaoguang, if I can get along with you openly, I won't give away the 10 yuan." Well... don't feel bad, it's better to see his face clearly in advance than to cooperate with him in the future and be tricked to death by him."

"I don't feel bad. I still don't want to believe that he is such a person. Have you forgotten the last time we were in the bar? We drank more than 3000 yuan in total. He earned hard-earned money, so he kept it secret. Let's settle the account, such a person will never do such a thing."

"Then just find him and ask him."

"I can't find him now. This is the only way I can contact him."

"Then why are you standing still? Let's go."

With that said, Ren Ran pulled me towards the elevator entrance, and I glanced back subconsciously, remembering the scenes that happened here that night, and I couldn't help but have mixed feelings.

……

After leaving the hospital, Ren Ran drove with me along the seaside to look for my RV. I opened the car window and barely spoke to Ren Ran, just letting the sea breeze blow on my face.

It was Ren Ran who spotted my RV first. She pointed to the distance and said to me, "Look, is that your RV parked under the tree over there?"

I looked in the direction of her finger, and it was my RV. It was parked on the beach. From my angle, it was almost submerged by the sea water. Until Ren Ran took her car, When I drove to the RV, I realized that my eyes had deceived me. It was not submerged in the sea, it was just relatively close to the beach.

I unbuckled my seat belt, then smiled and said to Ren Ran, "I'm finally relieved, my home is still there."

"Yes, your home is still there, are you staying here tonight?"

"Just live here. It's quite quiet here. It's convenient to order takeout."

"I really admire your mentality. How on earth have you persisted in doing this RV business for so many years?"

"It's expensive to stay in a hotel and I don't have the freedom to rent an apartment. So an RV is the best choice for me."

"Okay, just live with your RV. Sweet dreams."

"Walk slowly."

Ren Ran smiled, got into his car, and then sped towards the direction where the coastline extended...

My world became completely quiet again. I didn’t go back to the car immediately. I found a rock and sat down on it. I felt the sea breeze blowing and looked at the flickering fishing fires in the distance. I completely lost my mind. I... let myself go, which made me feel inexplicably relaxed. After smoking a cigarette, I finally went back to the RV and took out the guitar.

I haven't touched the guitar for a long, long time. The last time I touched it was when Luan Yu didn't leave.We sat on the beach, and I sang her a song "Girl in the Flower House". She held her chin and listened to me singing softly...

"Han Chao, what exactly is a flower house?"

"Probably just a house full of flowers."

"Your explanation is too literal. Cui Jian is a rock master and would not be so superficial."

I put the guitar next to me, and then lay on the beach. The sea water was tickling my feet, which made me feel very comfortable. So I smiled brightly: "What's wrong with being superficial? There's no need for anything." When you think about things deeply... just imagine it is a house full of flowers, with a gentle breeze and fragrant fragrance... I am intoxicated by the beauty!"

"Then you can also build me a house like this in the future. I will stand under the flowers, turn into a flower fairy, and smile at you. How happy you will be."

"Okay, when the weather gets warmer, we will go to XJ. There are grasslands everywhere, and the grasslands must be full of flowers. I will pick all those flowers and put them in our RV. They will be so fragrant and beautiful for you."

"Yeah."

As Luan Yu said that, she also lay down next to me. We hugged each other and kissed passionately until the sea water almost washed away our clothes.

……

I closed my eyes and smiled, put my hands on the strings, and finally, after two years, I sang the song "Girl in the Flower House", and my phone recorded the entire scene of my singing. .

After I finished singing, I played back the video. I felt a little warm and a little lonely. Warm because I was under the stars and at the seaside; lonely because I was the only one on such a wide beach.I lit another cigarette, switched my phone to the WeChat interface, and then sent a message to Lu Xi: "Sister Lu, do you want to listen to some music?"

I didn't expect Lu Xi to reply quickly, but she did reply in the next second: "Didn't we agree to be brothers? Why did you start calling me sister again, and you are not much older than me?"

"I'm from Tianjin, you understand."

"You Tianjin people really call everyone you catch sister... We have agreed, should we be brothers or sisters?"

"It makes you look like a male or a female."

Lu Xi ignored my teasing and asked, "You act like a little hooligan every day, how can you still sing?"

"Of course, do you want to listen?"

"If you don't like me, don't call me brother in the future."

"If you don't think it sounds good, I won't sing anymore."

"Okay, then you can sing."

I sent the short video I just recorded to Lu Xi, and then began to wait for her evaluation. I felt a little uneasy in my heart; maybe it was because I cared too much about it, and time seemed to not go fast...

When I was about to finish smoking a cigarette, Lu Xi finally replied to the message. I couldn't wait to open it, and she said: "It's very handsome."

"Handsomeness can't be described in a song, so you're saying I'm handsome, right?"

"I mean the mood of the seaside, it's so cool."

"There is a word called borrowing things to describe people, I understand."

"Stop being narcissistic. What I don't like the most is slanted bangs. Your slanted bangs are almost blown away by the sea breeze. How cool are you?"

"This is not called slanted bangs, I call this a badass."

After saying that, I turned on the front camera of my phone and took a look. It wasn't too bad, but my bangs were really long. They were so long that they covered my eyes when the wind blew. It was time for me to get a haircut.

"You're quite brave enough to laugh at yourself."

"I can't help it. Who asked me to call him Han Chao?"

"The homophonic jokes are well played."

It's been a long, long time since I had such a comfortable chat with someone, so I unconsciously had a smile on my face. I looked up and wanted to see the vastness of the sea, but there was a meteor streaking across the sky. A brilliant light appeared. Unfortunately, before I had time to make a wish, it merged with the world.

So shocking!It comes from the distant starry sky, from a place without human beings at all, so it easily breaks into my heart. I really want to stay in this picture forever.

At this time, Lu Xi, who has never been very proactive, actually sent me another message without my reply: "I can see that you are still quite capable. Why haven't you developed in this direction?"

I quickly replied: "Compared to singing, I prefer to go to the construction site and sweat."

"Construction site?"

"Yes, in a city as big as Qingdao, every brick and tile was built on a construction site... Haven't you been taking a break recently? Do you want to follow me to the construction site to feel the power of beating workers?"

"Man, you are such a talkative person!"

"Haha, isn't it just to find an excuse to ask you out... just give me face!"

"Don't you know how to jump off the balcony? If you can find where I am now, I don't mind if you jump again. If you don't want to see me then, you will have to see me."

"The first time it was because I had no choice but to do it the second time knowingly, it would really be the pervert you say... Sister Lu, seriously, let's have a meal together, I know you are in Qingdao."

This time, after waiting for a while, Lu Xi sent me a message back: "It's okay to have dinner together. Let's wait until you sing a hundred songs for me."

"One hundred songs, how long will it take to sing?"

"If you're so afraid of trouble, then just disappear."

"Don't be afraid. I caused such a big trouble for you and you didn't bother me. Just a hundred songs are nothing."

After sending this message, I turned on the crazy singing mode. I saw voice messages one after another, quickly transmitted from my mobile phone to Luxi. I sang wherever I wanted, singing rock and roll, singing folk songs, etc. Love songs, singing rap...

Under the same starry sky, there is probably a picture like this, a man singing crazily on the beach, and a woman sitting on the bay window with white curtains, looking at the stars, listening quietly...

(End of this chapter)