i'm not a bad man

Chapter 276 It’s also you

The space inside the car was claustrophobic and dark. I could feel Qiao Jiao's breath clearly, but I couldn't see her face clearly. What was also not clear enough was the world in the rearview mirror, which was full of all kinds of things. Neon, neon wrapped around high-rise buildings, streets, and an open-air basketball court, like a colorful light group. A cold wind blew through, and the fallen leaves were like knives. When they cut the light group, I suddenly woke up. …

At this moment when I was awake, Qiao Jiao's breath seemed to be closer, and I began to reflect on what she had just said to me. While I was moved, I also had a question in my mind. When I started my business, During the process, do we really need such a woman behind us?

Qiao Jiao said that her father was able to fight his way out of the vast army of entrepreneurs thanks to her mother’s decisive efforts. I couldn’t help but think of my parents and their entrepreneurial journey.

In my memory, my mother told me more than once that she and my father met on the construction site. My mother was an accountant on the construction site, and my father was just a young man who was just starting out at the time. Men on the construction site are generally dull and godless. , but my dad was an anomaly among them. He was full of passion and enthusiasm. Not long after he stayed on the construction site, he began to try to contract water and electricity projects by himself. My dad was flexible, hard-working and hard-working, and it didn’t take long for him to get the job. Appreciated by the big boss, my mother also noticed this young man who was different from others at this time... When my dad was 24 years old, he got the best opportunity in his life. The big boss took over a large municipal project. After the project, the hydropower project was subcontracted to my dad. Municipal projects are generally reliable, but the payment cycle is relatively long, so I need to advance part of the project payment in the early stage. My dad comes from a poor family and has few capable friends around him, so This part of the project payment that needed to be advanced by myself almost forced my father to despair. It was at this time that my mother took action. As an accountant, she often dealt with major banks, so she also made acquaintances during her work. Some friends who work in banks. In order to help my dad get a loan smoothly, my mother went to almost all banks and begged all her friends who worked in banks. Finally, she helped my dad find one at a small local bank. A loan of 20 yuan came in; in that era, 20 yuan was already an astronomical sum, and its value was no less than 200 million yuan today. That is, this 20 yuan allowed my dad to successfully make a wonderful turnaround. In the end, he got all the project funds, and established his reputation in the water and electricity industry. From then on, he was out of control, and his relationship with my mother also started from then on... My dad told me more than once, if Without my mother's full support at the beginning, he would not be who he is later. My mother is not only his partner in life, but also his benefactor.

This kind of love that supports each other and builds a better life together must be the most fascinating thing in the world; but is there really love between Qiao Jiao and me?

Qiao Jiao and I have known each other for a long time, and we have experienced many unforgettable times, but this is the first time I have thought about this issue.

She is Lu Xi's best friend, and there is no doubt that I like Lu Xi. This is what makes me feel conflicted in my heart, and this conflict broke out through the opportunity of my career. In fact, the conflict is not terrible. What is terrible is the expansion of imagination based on contradictions.

How would I feel if I suddenly lost Qiao Jiao in my life?Or, how would I feel if I lost Lu Xi because of Qiao Jiao?

Just thinking about it makes me feel very lonely. Loneliness is because unconsciously, I have regarded them all as indispensable women in my life. Qiao Jiao is so lively that she can bring me a good mood every moment. , Luxi is a kind of satisfaction. As long as she is by my side, I have no complaints about anything...

In the end, it became a battle between me and myself until I decided which feeling I preferred.

……

"Han Chao, are you mute?"

Qiao Jiao had already unbuckled her seat belt and was lying on the divider between the two seats, looking at me. I don’t know what brand of perfume she used. It woke me up and made me feel excited at the same time.

"You smell so good!" "Changing the subject again..."

"Let's not change the subject. What we should be talking about right now is, isn't it Xiao Chang's car? ... Your car door over there has been scratched!"

"It's all over if we take insurance."

"Then I'll call the insurance."

After saying that, I picked up the phone, but I didn’t know which insurance company insured Chang Yuli’s car, so I awkwardly hung the phone between me and Qiao Jiao...

Because of embarrassment, I avoided Qiao Jiao and looked out the car window on her side. Only then did I realize that there was a bronze statue of a man and a woman bending down to kiss outside the car window. The car was just a hair away from running over the bronze statue...

"I know why you like Deer Creek."

I looked back at Qiao Jiao, feeling that I could no longer keep up with her jumping thoughts.

"Among all the women you know, she is the one who will least cause you trouble..." Halfway through her words, Qiao Jiao, who was lying on the isolation belt, finally sat back upright in her seat. From the front, he continued: "Let's talk about Luan Yu first. In order to be with Lu Ming, she did not hesitate to have her hymen repaired, and then forced you to leave Qingdao. Such a woman, even if you have loved her before, you really can't like her anymore. After her, there is Zuo Xiaowei. Zuo Xiaowei is probably the woman who can least give you a sense of security. Although she brought you to the small town, she also caused you a lot of trouble, including her own contract disputes. , and then you lost the bracelet that Sister Ran gave you, and in the end she suddenly got together with Guan Yubo. Now that you think back on this relationship that was exposed to death, you must feel quite uncomfortable, right?... And Sister Ran , I’m not sure what kind of relationship you have with Sister Ran, but Sister Ran’s divorce turmoil is enough to make you drink a pot... Finally, it’s me. I don’t seem to be a fuel-efficient lamp... From our perspective From the day we met, we have been living in noisy situations. I asked you to pretend to be my boyfriend and deceive my dad. Today, you have witnessed the breakup between me and my dad. The future is confused, but you still have this... A confused future is tied up with you... You must be quite tired from being with me!"

I fell into silence, and then lit a cigarette in the silence. The reason why I smoked in this confined space was because of my emotional fluctuations...

Halfway through the cigarette, I finally smiled and replied: "Listening to what you said, I seem to be quite unlucky."

"Aren't you unlucky? I haven't said anything about Lu Xi yet... I should be Lu Xi's best friend. I know better than anyone what it feels like to get along with her... She is very warm and quiet, but not... Boring... She is beautiful, charming the country, flowers blooming... Just looking at her face is enough... Besides, she is not really a boring person... She can tell cold jokes and tease others, except In addition, she can also eat together, watch movies together, go shopping together, chat about other people's gossips, and give each other small gifts... Not to mention you, when I get along with her, I always feel excited, so... For a period of time, I really wanted to enter her world... But I am also a woman. I just want to be a man like you... When I saw you approaching her so unscrupulously, I felt really sad. I have had such thoughts... This is why I was tired of you... But I didn't expect that the person who saved me in the end was actually you..."

(End of this chapter)