i'm not a bad man

Chapter 271 Tools kept in captivity

When I dialed Ren Ran's phone again, I got the voice prompt that the phone was turned off. When the artificial intelligence thought about it repeatedly on the phone, I felt depressed at first, and then became dazed again. I seemed to see a Ren Ran who endured humiliation and heavy burdens for the sake of life. However, for the first time, I questioned her choice. Is this superior life really that important to her?Otherwise, there is no need to procrastinate until now, and there is no need to divorce Lin Shengen; she has told me more than once that she wants to use Lin Shengen's resources to start a career of her own, and only after her career is successful will she really consider divorce. After the divorce, she no longer wanted to stay in Qingdao. She wanted to take her parents and her family to immigrate abroad.

Thinking about it carefully, what she is doing now feels like putting her own life on the line, but after all, she is not a ruthless woman, which leads to a faint feeling of weakness that she is about to be unable to control the situation.

Lin Sheng'en is an out-and-out local business tycoon. When fighting with Ren Ran, he will not fail to sense Ren Ran's motives. Perhaps this is the real trigger of the conflict between them.

This is just my guess. If I really want to find out the truth, I have to find Ren Ran. So, I calmed down again and recalled my experience with Ren Ran to judge where she was most likely to go at this moment. .

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Ba Xiaoguang asked other co-workers, but there was no whereabouts. As a last resort, I could only drive the car and start searching along the long coastline. Maybe she would be in a bar by the sea, or maybe she was Sitting quietly on a deserted beach, in short, it must be a place where you can hear the sound of the tide, because she told me that the sound of the tide and music are the best healing in the world.

I found it from 05 o'clock in the afternoon to 30:[-]. The sky gradually became dark, and a very strange landscape appeared. I saw the moon and the sunset at the same time. They were separated on both sides by the sea-ring highway under the wheels, as if they were both Caught at the edge of the night, each is lonely, each exuding a deserted brilliance. The street lights that have just been turned on are reflected in the light. The lights are spread on the road, as if the loneliness is embodied, so the fast-turning wheels are crushed to death. It has caused countless loneliness, but like weeds that cannot be burned out, they grow crazily as soon as the wheel passes by...

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At the end of the sea-ring highway, I finally saw Ren Ran’s Porsche Cayenne, which I had driven many times. She was sitting on an unknown beach, becoming the embodiment of loneliness, colder than the moonlight and sea water.

I didn't get out of the car immediately, but sat in the car and watched for a while. I tried to feel her mood. Whenever I felt that I was about to touch her, the waves under her feet seemed to turn into a giant beast and swallow her up in an instant. It affected my emotions; therefore, there is really no way for people to empathize 100% with each other, not even Renran and I.

The sound of the waves covered up the sound of my footsteps, so that when I walked up to her, she didn't notice anything.

"Miss Ran."

Ren Ran turned to look at me, and I finally saw her appearance clearly through the faint moonlight. Ba Xiaoguang didn't lie. She was really beaten. There was a crack at the corner of her mouth, which had already scabbed. The skin next to the crack was a bluish-purple color, which seemed extremely inconsistent with the whiteness and tenderness of the rest of the face.

I was extremely angry, but I didn't let myself get irritable. I sat down next to Ren Ran and whispered: "In my memory, you have never refused me when it comes to eating, not to mention that I finally replied once." Qingdao... So, I called Xiaoguang, and he said, you went to the construction site in the morning, and Lin Sheng'en also went there, and he slapped you in front of everyone... You are both decent people, even if there is a conflict , and wouldn’t break out on such an occasion, so what exactly happened between you two?”

"Don't ask."

Ren Ran seemed very resistant and humiliated.

"If you don't want to tell me, I'll go find Lin Sheng'en. He can't beat you in vain."

After saying that, I was about to stand up, but Ren Ran held me tightly, with tears in her eyes... "I will really go, Sister Ran... You told me a long time ago that we are as close as brother and sister." , now my sister has been insulted in this way, and I don’t even know what’s right or wrong. Is my brother doing it in vain?”

"I don't know how to talk to you. Just thinking about it makes me feel ashamed enough."

"Then answer me first, is it your fault or his fault?"

After a period of dead silence, Ren Ran finally replied: "Except for using his resources, I have never done anything to feel sorry for him."

"Then he really deserves a beating!"

I suppressed the anger in my heart and said these words coldly...

I had been holding back the tears that had not fallen, and they just fell from Ren Ran's face. I felt extremely uncomfortable. I knew that what Ren Ran wanted was definitely not for me to beat up Lin Sheng'en now. She just wanted a worry-free life. guarantee, and then leave Lin Shengen completely.

I couldn't give it to her, at least not now, which made me look weak, so I just looked at Ren Ran.

The tide was getting closer and closer to us, already wetting the trousers of Ren Ran and me, and bringing a chill to our bones. (Follow the author Weixin's public account: ***, reply "B&B" to view the prototype of Tank Inn B&B. Participate in the event to get a signed book.)
"Han Chao, the reason why I avoid you is because I know your temper. I don't want you to conflict with Lin Sheng'en. He doesn't deserve what you do, and neither do I. We are the saddest couple in the world. There is no respect for each other anymore..."

"But you yourself told me that there are no secrets between us. You can't just use this sentence to ask me, you must also do it..."

Ren Ran stared blankly at the rolling waves, and after a long time he said to me: "Yes, there should be no secrets between us... I hope that after listening to this, you can still maintain your love for the world and don't despair of humanity. , because my life cannot represent everything..."

I haven't seen Ren Ran smoke for a long time, but at this moment, she asked me for a cigarette. After lighting it, she forgot to smoke it. She held the cigarette between her two fingers, and the smell of tobacco mixed with it. The smell of sea water kept stimulating my nerves and made it impossible for me to really calm down.

Half of the cigarette had been burned by the wind, and Ren Ran finally spoke: "Lin Sheng'en has a friend who is now in a high position and is Lin Sheng'en's biggest supporter... I have had dinner with his friend several times, and also joined him. I started using WeChat, and not long after, he clearly told me on WeChat that he liked me very much... I was shocked, so I told Lin Shengen about this. I didn’t want him to have friends with such bad conduct around him. I already She is a married woman, and he can’t even understand that a friend’s wife should not be bullied... But Lin Sheng’en actually told me not to think too much, saying that he was just appreciating... Even if it was just appreciation, I couldn’t accept it, so I I deleted that person's contact information... I thought the matter was over, but one day Lin Sheng'en took me to that person's dinner... and created an opportunity for him to be alone with me... and He also took this opportunity to formally confess to me that he wanted me to be his woman..."

At this point, Renran laughed miserably, and finally took a deep breath from her cigarette and said: "He rushed towards me, and with the help of alcohol, he went more and more overboard. When I broke away, I hit him hard. This slap, that is, this slap, destroyed a project worth more than one billion yuan by Lin Shengen... The slap Lin Shengen gave me was just for this project..."

At this point, Ren Ran turned to look at me, and then said indifferently: "Actually, I'm not as sad as you think. Businessmen value profits over separation. What's more, Lin Sheng'en is still a grassroots person. If he is not ruthless enough, , not ruthless enough, he couldn't get to where he is today... I'm only sad because of one thing. I thought that Lin Sheng'en has responded to my requests for so many years and never restricted me in terms of money, because of love... In fact, love in his eyes There is nothing in it, and I am just a tool of his... The reason why he is so angry today is just because he spent so much money to raise a tool but refused to listen to him... He asked me to apologize to that person , I can’t do it, even if I die, I can’t do it!”

(End of this chapter)