i'm not a bad man

Chapter 263 Return to Qingdao
After entering the service area and having something to eat, Qiao Jiao and I drove the car again, facing the stars and heading towards Qingdao; it was already late at night, and the number of vehicles on the road was gradually sparse, with only a few people running around for a living remaining. A large truck was accompanying us all the way, so the whole journey became more boring. In this boring driving environment, Qiao Jiao, the driver, couldn't help but yawn repeatedly. This made me, who had originally planned to take a nap, forcefully overcome my sleepiness. , just keeping her company with her eyes wide open, for fear that she would accidentally fall asleep.

Qiao Jiao thought this was unnecessary, and yawned again and said to me: "You asked me to drive, just to sleep for a while. Don't stare, like opening an eight-fold telescope, while I can still drive." , just go to bed quickly."

"If you can hold back your yawns, then I can sleep."

"Yawning doesn't mean I'm sleepy, I'm just bored."

I had no confidence in Qiao Jiao, so I shook my head at her, indicating that I didn't dare to sleep. Qiao Jiao was a little unhappy because when I was driving, she trusted me unconditionally and slept all the way from the small town to Kaifeng. But when it was her turn to drive, I was unwilling to sleep soundly. In her eyes, this was a reservation.

Women's logic has always been weird. This is of course not a reservation, but a cognitive difference between men and women when it comes to driving. Men are more cautious, while women are more careless, which is why so many incredible car accidents happen to them.

After arguing like this, neither of us was even sleepy anymore. We just stared out the window together, then left the heavy trucks behind and chased the stars...

……

Unknowingly, the car had already entered Shandong. Although it was only Shandong, I seemed to have smelled a smell that only belonged to the sea. The smell of the sea was the smell of Qingdao, so I fell into a trance and... I have thought back over the years I have lived in Qingdao from beginning to end. I only feel that I died because of Qingdao and came back to life because of Qingdao. This is really a feeling of being a human being in two lives, so I feel like this about Qingdao. Mixed emotions.

"Han Chao, how do you understand the pi you told me about before? Why can calculating all the pi prove that this world is fake?"

I calmed down and replied: "If pi is exhausted, it means that calculus is wrong. Then the integrated circuits made by modern people using calculus knowledge will not exist, and the electronic instruments we use now will not exist. The simulated orbits produced using calculus in aerospace engineering will not appear... But these things that exist based on pi do exist in our cognition, so what is the problem?... It can only be proved This world is an illusion, or in other words, we are like characters in a game. The appearance of these things is just a gift from the creator, rather than us humans mastering some kind of law... Don't you like playing games? To put it bluntly Well, we may just be a piece of code in the game. Since it is a code, why do we need so much emotion? Just accept the control of the creator honestly. "

Qiao Jiao stared at me dumbfounded, and then replied after a long while: "What are you thinking about? You probably didn't come out of a mental hospital, right?"

"The truth is only in the hands of a few people...Don't deny my exploration of the truth easily."

"Then do you think this pi can really be calculated?"

"I'm just thinking about it."

"Okay, where did you end up?"

"You came over just after we reached number 68."

Qiao Jiao nodded and replied after a while: "Fortunately, I arrived in time. If you really let me count, then I would also be a fake... I don't want to write a piece of code, after all, I am such a smart person. , I cannot accept that my consciousness is controlled by others, let alone that my fate has been doomed from the moment I was born."

"Are you sure you're smart?"

"Of course I'm sure... By the way, apart from you who can calculate this pi, is there anyone else who can calculate it?"

"The whole world is counting, and now it has been calculated to 62.8 trillion." Qiao Jiao replied with a look of surprise on her face: "Is this world crazy? It is actually keen on such a self-destructive behavior, and you You are the weakest one, so you are ranked 68th... Haha, you are the weakest even in such a stupid act as self-destruction, you are too... haha..."

I was speechless for a while, and then I replied: "It took me a while, but I finally got to the 68th digit. You don't even know what pi is, and you dare to boast about your cleverness... If one day pi is really calculated to the end, You must be the first group of people to be destroyed, because you are useless and have no existence value at all!"

Qiao Jiao gritted her teeth and looked at me, and said bitterly: "Shut up... The steering wheel is in my hand. Do you believe that I will let you perish now?"

"What's the matter, do you have an indestructible body?...I tell you, if this car crashes, we will both die together."

"Even if we die together, I will still be the smart one, and you will still be the stupid one!"

This is probably what it feels like to be with Qiao Jiao. There are always a lot of wild topics between us, accompanied by bickering and noise. Originally, I was quite afraid of this thousand-kilometer journey, but after practice, I found that as long as With Qiao Jiao by my side, I really won’t be bored or lonely. We just talked, laughed, and made noise, and then we saw the long-awaited "Jiaozhou Bay Bridge".

This is a sea bridge spanning both sides of the Taiwan Strait. For the first time in my life, I drove on its road before dawn, and got a completely different feeling than before. Everything was too quiet. The quiet bridge corresponded to In the quiet city, there are only some lights flickering in front of you, and the sound of the waves turns into a soft whisper, telling the feelings and changes of the city. The so-called changes are the distant places. The high-rise buildings and the criss-crossing viaducts have always remained my footprints. As long as I come to Qingdao, I want to visit every inch of the land here. I miss the days of drinking beer and eating seafood in the alleys. I will never forget the pride and loneliness of sitting in the private rooms of those high-rise buildings overlooking the whole city...

These emotions filled me up in an instant...

Even after a long journey, at this moment, I felt it was worth it. This is the charm of the city of Qingdao, a charm that I will never experience in a small town. Although in a small town, I have a very strong presence. However, when I returned to Qingdao, I preferred the feeling of being submerged in the city, no one cared about me, but more free.

For me, there is no fighting here, only tenderness!

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I subconsciously looked at Qiao Jiao next to me. Although I couldn't understand her mood, I could also feel her nostalgia for this city. If her father hadn't pushed her too hard, she would have been reluctant to leave here, because In Qingdao, she was a veritable mermaid. She didn’t have to worry about her livelihood or prove anything. But when she arrived in the small town, she transformed into a little miscellaneous fish who had to do everything herself. There was no one to feed her. She has to find food by herself for every meal, so when she lives in a small town, she will be like me and worry about hunger from time to time.

"Sister Jiao, please put me down after we cross the Jiaozhou Bay Bridge... Whatever you want to take, go back and get it yourself... call me after you finish it."

"No, you have to come with me. It's too heavy and I can't move it alone."

"What the hell is it?"

"You'll know when it's time..."

After Qiao Jiao said this, she no longer gave me a chance to refuse, let alone get out of the car. She drove all the way, and the road conditions were excellent before dawn, and she drove the car to her villa in the blink of an eye. door.

(End of this chapter)