i'm not a bad man

Chapter 261 Give You a Gift

This is not the first time that I have been treated with disgust by others. The first woman who clearly showed disgust towards me was Luan Yu, Zuo Xiaowei was the second, and one of them was my ex-girlfriend. One is my ex-girlfriend, which can’t help but fill my heart with a sense of frustration, a sense of frustration with relationships; I have always felt that the end of any relationship should be a happy ending, but this kind of thinking doesn’t work for me. I couldn't realize it myself, so Luan Yu told me to leave Qingdao. Zuo Xiaowei in front of me was also murderous and heart-wrenching, just to get me to leave the small town. Their reasons were very consistent, because my existence would affect them and My current boyfriend also used money as a bargaining chip to let me leave. Zuo Xiaowei went to the extreme. She actually handed a check of 500 million in front of me and said that this was enough to change me. Money for living, but the more chips I was given, the more frustrated I felt, because it represented how much she disliked me. If she wasn't disgusted to the extreme, how could she be willing to pay such a high price?

While my thoughts were still in confusion, Zuo Xiaowei asked again in an extremely impatient tone: "Are you leaving or not?"

I looked at Zuo Xiaowei, with a magnanimous expression and a firm tone: "It is no longer my responsibility to make the Danangou Scenic Area a good one. I will not leave. You also tell Guan Yubo not to try to bribe me with money, let alone Don't try to establish a monopoly in this small town... This world is not just a life-or-death situation. We can work together to find ways to make tourism bigger. Danangou Scenic Area and its 5A-level scenic spots are two completely different styles. Scenic spots, as long as we work together to make the plate bigger, we can actually survive separately, and we can all survive better... If he insists on coveting this monopoly position, he will not only be an enemy of me, but also an enemy of the market economy. The enemy, and even more so the 32 people in the small town. I am not exaggerating. The result of pursuing monopoly will make the form of tourism economy extremely simple and weaken the ability to resist risks. Once its scenic spot fails, it means When the entire small town's tourism economy collapses, what will be the way out for the small town and the 32 small town people who rely on the tourism economy for their livelihood?"

Zuo Xiaowei looked at me and fell into silence. After a long while, she said to me: "I don't understand this. Compared to Yu Bo, I hope you can leave here... There is no longer any relationship between us. , I don’t want you to stay here and disgust me all the time.”

"Now that it's over, why do you care if I'm in the small town or somewhere else?... Even in the small town, we can never see each other."

After saying that, I glanced at Zuo Xiaowei again, then turned and walked towards the roadside next to the river bank, where my car was parked; before getting in the car, I looked back at Zuo Xiaowei again, she was still Standing there, looking at the rushing river...

The sun gradually setting in the west shone on her body. It was no longer so dry, but it gave me a feeling of loneliness. This loneliness stretched her shadow very long, very long, extending into the river. The wind blew The water moved, but she never moved...

This time, maybe I really went too far. She was the one who brought me to the small town. Now that we are completely separated, I have no reason to stay here. I am just a rootless dandelion, blowing with the wind. But I want to take root here. If there is a day when the branches and leaves really flourish, Zuo Xiaowei, who brought me here but failed to cultivate, will indeed feel very uncomfortable, but I can no longer care about this, because of fate The gears of the world have been turning with an unstoppable momentum. Even if I have been reduced to a chess piece, I still want to create a career of my own in this step-by-step chess game.

This is a change that makes me feel incredible. I actually have such a strong desire for my career. Maybe it’s because I finally feel guilty about my parents, maybe it’s because I have really reached a point of need. The age when money can improve your life...

What’s even stranger is that whenever I invest enthusiasm and energy in my career, I will inevitably think of the star-studded Luxi far away in BJ. I’m not sure if there is an inevitable connection between the two. But as long as I think of Luxi, I will have a strong desire for my future life. I want to go to BJ to find her, and I also want to buy a house in BJ, and these are all prerequisites for a successful career.

Speaking of which, the women in my life are like passers-by. It seems that only Luxi has built a platform in my heart. I wish I could stop under this platform every day to take shelter from the rain and sun, and wait for a train that can take me far away. train.

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Today, friends without special needs have left the small town one after another. Heizu and other friends who want to stay here to invest went to Xi'an and Zhengzhou in two batches. Xi'an and Zhengzhou, the two provincial capitals, are the largest tourists in the small town. The place of origin, so the small town is also known as the back garden of Zhengzhou and Xi'an. Black Foot and the others went to Xi'an and Zhengzhou just to do market research, and this is also to adhere to the principle of being cautious in investment. After all, it is an investment worth tens of millions. It must be We need some more real market data to support this, and of course I support this...

They go deep into the front line to do market research. After getting the data, they are still willing to invest here. Then it is not just for favors. Investment for favors is terrible. After all, the principle of investment is rationality...

I believe that after completing this market survey, they will definitely be more determined to invest here. My intuition tells me that the tourism market in small towns really urgently needs a resort-type tourist attraction, because these two major provincial capital cities There are too many wealthy people in China. Sanya is too noisy, and Dali and Lijiang are too far away. For them, small towns are the best choice for short-term vacations.

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After everyone left, Shuanglong Lake returned to its previous tranquility. I came to Shuanglong Lake again, sitting alone under the willow tree that had not yet regained its vitality, facing the reflection of the lake and the sunset, smoking and thinking. matter.

It wasn't until the sun set that I took out my mobile phone and sent Saozhu a message, reminding him not to walk in the emergency lane if nothing happened on the way back to Qingdao. The uninformed Saozhu immediately told me that he would gain a lot from the pain. Zhi, even if the traffic jam is dark, I will never illegally occupy the emergency lane again, but I didn't know that he was caught by the traffic police and I was the culprit.

Speaking of Sao Zhu, I thought of the time I spent in Qingdao and the stumbling love life that happened in Qingdao, and I just felt mixed emotions in my heart...

Why am I always disgusted by my ex-girlfriends?

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I had no answer, and the lack of an answer made me feel confused and bored, so I picked up a dead branch from under the tree and started counting pi on the ground. I became more and more attentive, and when I got to the 68th place, I finally Suddenly he was patted on the back.

I was shocked and turned around suddenly, only to find that it was Qiao Jiao standing behind me.She asked: "Why didn't I reply when I sent you a message?"

"Don't know how to respond?"

"I knew you were angry..." Qiao Jiao said this, and suddenly she lowered her voice and said to me: "I apologize to you. I said the wrong thing. I shouldn't have said that you are a father-in-law..."

I looked up at Qiao Jiao, feeling a little surprised. In fact, I didn't feel that way when she first said this, but it was already half a day ago, and I had already forgotten it.

My silence made Qiao Jiao mistakenly think that I was really angry. She handed me a box and said: "I'm giving you a gift, so don't be angry... In fact, when I said this, I was not angry at all. I didn’t think about it, so I didn’t think about your family’s affairs.”

After saying that, she quickly placed the box next to me, looking very cautious.

Qiao Jiao and I were not polite, so we immediately opened it and looked at it, only to find it was a mural. I asked in surprise: "Why did you give me the mural?"

"You think it's a mural, but it's actually a speaker... Look..."

This is really a mural speaker. Not only is the workmanship exquisite, but it can also display the lyrics. The lyrics seem to have fallen on the mural, which is full of artistic conception...

As a music lover, I quite like this gift.

Qiao Jiao added: "The scenes in the mural can be changed at any time. Knowing that you like music, I asked a friend to purchase one from abroad. The sound quality is also very good, and it will definitely inspire your creative inspiration."

I looked at Qiao Jiao and was touched, but I didn't know how to express it. Qiao Jiao didn't seem to care about my thanks. Her attention was suddenly attracted by the pi I calculated on the ground. She pointed and asked: " What are you drawing on the ground?"

"Pi has reached the 68th place."

"How boring do you have to be!"

"It's not boring. I heard that if you can calculate pi, you can prove that this world is fake... If this world is fake, the troubles and pain in my heart must also be fake, and there is no need for me to care."

After saying that, I lit another cigarette and looked at the lake in a daze. Qiao Jiao didn't seem to know what I was talking about. She stared at me blankly, probably wanting to scold me for being crazy, but she didn't speak. Maybe she was afraid and worried. It stimulates my vulnerability.

I spit out the cigarette in my mouth and said with emotion: "Suddenly I miss Qingdao a little. Although Shuanglong Lake is not bad, it is not as broad and endless as the sea..."

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This time I looked at Qiao Jiao blankly, and wanted to scold her for being vacillating. I could only miss Qingdao, but I couldn't go back, because the wheels of my career had completely turned.

Qiao Jiao probably saw through my thoughts, and explained: "We just go back and take a look, you look at the sea... I'll go get something from home... I'll go today and come back tomorrow... Isn't that okay?"

When I looked at Qiao Jiao, I felt more and more that she was acting on a whim, but she was also moved!

(End of this chapter)