i'm not a bad man

Chapter 213 is over

This time, I finally avoided Chang Yuli and walked outside the villa alone with my phone. My mind was a little heavy, so I subconsciously lit a cigarette and leaned against the stone guardrail. Got the call from Luan Yu.

She seemed to have drunk, and drank a lot, so that she was emotionally confused and in pain when she spoke: "Han Chao, are you... a devil?... It's not enough that you ruined me once, now you ruined me again. ... I am about to get married to Lu Ming. Why... why do you want to jump out at this time... and ruin everything I have worked so hard to get... Will you let me live? Do you really want to? Are you willing to force me to death...?"

Feeling her emotions, I was speechless.

"Speak, you devil... bastard..."

Luan Yu was still venting her emotions. She cursed intermittently and cried bitterly, as if she had collapsed. At the beginning, I chose to leave Qingdao because I expected that she would be like this after the incident was revealed. , went to the small town... I didn't want to see her in such pain and despair, but I really tried my best.

Exhaling the smoke from my mouth, I finally said to her: "If scolding me makes you feel better, then you can scold me if you want."

"Even scolding you can't relieve the hatred in my heart... I want to kill you!"

I felt so heavy that after pondering for a while, I replied: "I was wrong before, but not after... When you wake up, you will understand."

"I don't understand anything, I only know... I know it was you who completely destroyed me... Why should I know you? If after graduation, I come to Qingdao, work in Lu Ming's company, and then be with him, How wonderful it would be... Why should I get into your shabby RV and follow you in danger... Why, why... why..."

I couldn't see Luan Yu's face on the phone, but when the why in her mouth became louder and louder, I seemed to see her clenching her fists and hitting her head hard.

The past I gave her made her regret like this, and I couldn't help but have mixed feelings in my heart. But there are no ifs in this world. We just met, and she got in my car. We have been to so many cities, just How many times have we had sex, maybe even more…

Based on this understanding, I replied in a deep voice: "I'm sorry, I can't change this past, and you can't change it either..."

"Yes, yes... when I saw Lu Xi and you together at the end of that concert, I knew that this was a destined ending."

"It's best for you to think this way. Don't think everything in the direction that is beneficial to you... After graduation, if you hadn't had that experience with me, you wouldn't have been able to come to Qingdao, and you wouldn't have known Lu Ming." ...You will most likely stay in Xiamen and find a job..."

Luan Yu seemed to sit heavily on the ground, tearing her hair in pain... After a while, she seemed to gradually calm down, no longer crying, but still in pain, and murmured: "I have been kicked out by Lu Ming , but my dad is still in the hospital... He has to pay more than [-] yuan for treatment every month to stay alive, what should I do?... What should I do?"

"Lu Xi will call you, or you can take the initiative to call her."

"What's the point of calling her? She and Lu Ming are siblings. She was the one who told Lu Ming about this..."

"I really hope that your kindness to Lu Xi is not because of the interests in your heart...otherwise, you really are not worthy of being her sister-in-law."

Luan Yu was extremely confused, so she didn't understand what I said. She was still mumbling to herself... Life is long and she is also very young. There will always be other possibilities. She would not be like this. , maybe really because of her seriously ill father.

She thought she had lost her only life-saving straw. When the lives of her loved ones were not protected, anyone else would be in trouble.I can understand her to a certain extent, but I don’t know how to comfort her, or maybe she just wants to vent, just like the countless quarrels we had when we were together, every time, she would be hysterical.

After all, I still haven't told her Lu Xi's promise to be responsible for her father. I hope she can remember the pain and despair at this moment, so that she can change her ways and stop doing those things that are eager for quick success.

……

When there was no movement on the other end of the phone, I also hung up the phone. I stood outside alone for a long time. It wasn't until the cold wind made my hands stiff that I returned to the room.

Chang Yuli was already leaning on the sofa, drowsy. After hearing my movements, he suddenly opened his eyes.

I asked him again: "Where did we just talk?"

Chang Yuli stretched heavily and replied: "I said, rent an RV in Zhengzhou or Xi'an to make up the money. If you don't let me do that..." After a pause, he asked me again: " Brother Chao, you look very out of shape tonight, what’s wrong with you?”

"Being troubled."

"Then I'll get you a bottle of wine. You can chat with me while you drink. If you don't finish talking about this annoying matter, I'm afraid you won't be able to find a job."

"No, it's all over."

Chang Yuli looked at me in surprise. He thought I didn't want to talk to him about too personal topics, but I wasn't trying to shirk it. It was all really over...

Zuo Xiaowei has made it clear that she wants to break up with me, and Luan Yu has also called me to question her. Everything that I expected has happened, so what else can I worry about?

I am not worried, only regretful. I should not have provoked these two poor women. You can imagine that Zuo Xiaowei must be in pain at this moment, but I can no longer wait for her call, or even question her. .

Based on this regret, how could I encourage Qiao Jiao to come to the small town? Even if Qiao Jiao is not the same person as them, and even if Qiao Jiao and I consider ourselves friends, I would not dare to take such a risk again.

……

I haven't been sleeping well recently. This night, although I went to bed late, I slept like a baby, without even dreaming. I just slept like this until the morning of the next day...

When I opened the curtains, the sunshine was brighter than any other day since I came to the small town. The temperature seemed to have picked up, so that when the air moved, there was a faint warm touch around me. This touch inexplicably gave me a feeling of letting go. courage.

My mood got a lot better because of this. When I felt better, I became less evasive. So, I took the initiative to send a message to Qin Minhong, asking if she and Lu Xi were still in the small town. Until now, I have not been able to After meeting Qin Minhong, he should treat her to a meal before they left.

(End of this chapter)