i'm not a bad man

Chapter 21 You might as well be bold

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dark. Although I couldn't see the situation outside, I could clearly feel that the hospital was not as busy as it was in the afternoon. Only occasionally could I hear footsteps and... The sound of speaking.

I picked up the phone and looked at it again. Luxi still didn't reply to my message. There is a high probability that he will not reply again, because chatting also has a rhythm. Once the rhythm is broken, unless it is a particularly important person in my heart, otherwise it will be very difficult. It’s hard to pick up and talk about unfinished words again.

I put my phone back on the cabinet next to the bed, and boredom gradually grew in my heart. Over the years, what I am most afraid of is this boredom, but I am often troubled by it. Boredom is of course caused by too much I'm free. After all, I'm not like other people who have endless work and endless family problems to talk about.

……

It wasn't until Ren Ran came that I was freed from this boring mood; Ren Ran looked at me speechlessly, and after a while he said to me: "Let's see if you dare to be so pushy in the future. , you know how uncomfortable it is now, right?"

"It's uncomfortable, but if I don't drink like this, how will I know where my limit is."

"You must be so stubborn...are you hungry?"

"I'm quite hungry, but rather than eating, I want to..."

With that said, I looked towards the bathroom, indicating that I could no longer hold back my urge to pee. Ran Ran understood, and she supported me first, and then took down the bottle from the shelf. There was no trace of shyness in the process.

This is probably the aura of a mature woman. They are well-informed and understand everything. Therefore, when faced with matters involving privacy, they will have a kind of magnanimity that little girls cannot achieve. This makes me a little embarrassed. .

When she helped me to the bathroom, I took a special look and found that there was a hook for hanging bottles in the bathroom, so I quickly said to her: "You go out first, I can handle it myself."

As I said this, I pointed to the hook in the bathroom. Ren Ran took a look and replied, "You're usually quite a gangster, aren't you?"

"That's just drunkenness and cowardice... You should get out first, otherwise I should give up the title of gangster to you."

"Look at how promising you are."

After saying that, Ren Ran helped me hang the bottle on the hook, and then retreated outside. Only then was I freed and released freely...

"Han Chao, do you know you are famous?"

"I know, Han Erjin."

"You seem to enjoy this title quite a bit."

"Since you can no longer choose to refuse, then just accept it."

When I said these words, I always had a joking attitude, but Ren Ran, who was standing outside the bathroom, fell into silence. After a moment, she said in a low-sounding voice: "I don't know if you have any Such a feeling, but when I think of you alone in the hospital, helpless, I feel very uncomfortable... Han Chao, you should think about your life. You can't not be responsible for yourself for the rest of your life. It is even more impossible to be free from illness and disaster for the rest of your life, so you must have a stable home, no matter where it is."

I was silent, silent because I had this feeling in my heart. Before she came, I closed my eyes and all I could think about was this matter.

Seeing that I was silent, Ren Ran asked me again: "By the way, who sent you to the hospital?

"a friend."

"That's the friend you want to give the record to."

"Ah."

"Do I know?"

"We know each other, you have already met."

...I opened the bathroom door and walked out with the sling bottle. Renran followed me. It wasn't until she sent me back to the hospital bed that she said, "I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't know. Thinking of who it is, are there any friends around you that I’m not familiar with?”

"Her name is Deer Creek."

"Deer Creek? Why does this name sound so familiar?"

I didn't say anything. Suddenly, she remembered it and said in surprise: "Isn't this the name of a female star?"

"Yes, last time you tricked me into going to the balcony next door, she was the woman in the room."

"Really, no wonder I felt familiar last time. Who would have thought he was a celebrity!" After a pause, Ren Ran said with great doubts: "After this, you still have contact?"

"Have you not read the latest entertainment news?"

"I've long passed the age of chasing stars, so why would I pay attention to entertainment news?"

I hadn't fully recovered from my drunken state, and I just felt my head was dizzy again. I calmed down for a while, and then I replied: "That day, the whole process of me breaking into her room was filmed. And threatened her with these photos, and the other party asked for 300 million... Her agent later found me, we chatted for a long time, and she proposed a plan: She asked me and Lu Xi to pretend to be in love, and when we arrived in Lu Xi At this age, it is normal to have a boyfriend. As long as the public does not associate it with bad keywords such as being spoiled, being affectionate, or having hidden rules, they will be more tolerant of her, and her career will not be greatly affected. …”

"And then, do you agree?"

"This was the trouble I caused. If they really decided to use this plan, it would be fine if I cooperated... However, Lu Xi completely rejected this plan. She came to where I lived to find me once. Let me not be responsible for her, she doesn’t want to have anything to do with me.”

"It's rare to see a star as strong as her!"

"I thought so too. Later, these photos were released. Now, the outside world has a lot of criticism against her, and she herself is in a state of non-response... She seems to have a lot of say in front of her agent. , so, after that, her agent really didn’t come to me again.”

"I understand...but what does this have to do with you finding vinyl records for her?"

I didn't want to mention Luan Yu giving me the fake record, so I replied vaguely: "It's a long story. To put it simply, it's fate... Just like I know you, it's also fate. It's just fate. But her identity is a bit special."

Ren Ran nodded, then smiled and said: "Yesterday, the reason why you worked so hard was because you wanted her to be your girlfriend?"

I looked at Ren Ran, my heartbeat quickened, and I quickly replied: "Don't talk nonsense, I just appreciate it, and I really owe her a set of records."

"You might as well be bold. You still have to have a dream. What if it comes true?"

I laughed to cover up my embarrassment: "Sister Ran, you didn't even drink today, why did you start talking nonsense!"

This was really embarrassing, but I didn’t want to say it seriously: “If your parents still have the same expectations for you...one day, you can go back to see them with a female star and tell them that this is you. After many years of wandering outside, the greatest harvest...all the conflicts should be easily resolved."

I quickly made a stop gesture and replied: "Sister Ran, you really look mature, but it turns out you still have so many fairy tale-like thoughts in your heart."

Ren Ran didn't take it seriously. She continued the topic and said, "Have you seen Roman Holiday? It tells a romantic love story between a princess and a reporter. Compared with this, it's not an exaggeration."

"Isn't that a movie?"

"Well, it's a very classic love movie."

I looked at Ren Ran for a long time before she realized that this was just a movie, nothing more...

Then I said to her: "Actually, I want to talk to you more about when we can go to the construction site. I really have a friend here who can be useful."

(End of this chapter)