i'm not a bad man

Chapter 174 Who do you think I’m waiting for?

After Qin Minhong said her bold idea, she kept looking at me. Although I also looked at her, my heart was in confusion; even if I don't count the wasted years in the middle, I had already regarded music as a hobby. For ten years, in this long period of time, no one has ever told me that they want to make me a singer for the public. In addition, I have no intention of becoming a professional singer, so I have no intention at all. Thoughts on this…

Seeing that I didn't speak, Qin Minhong said again: "I really think you have the potential to be a professional singer. First of all, you have creative ability, are proficient in various musical instruments, and can also dance hip-hop. If it weren't for your emotional conduct between men and women, Improper, this is completely the standard configuration of a high-quality idol... If you could meet me when you were 21 or [-] years old, I'm afraid you would already be a very successful singer. Now you are a bit disadvantaged by your age, but I can still do it. Package you as an original singer... After working in our industry for a long time, I really believe in luck. In this era, there is no shortage of talented people, but Bole does not always have them. If you can meet me, I will be yours. luck!"

After another period of silence, I finally spoke: "Sister Minhong, I absolutely agree with what you said, because no one has ever mentioned to me about becoming a professional singer before you. It's not that I don't love music enough, but This is something that really requires a lot of luck..."

"Yes, how many top-notch agents are there in the country? We agents can still go to the private sector to find talents all day long. In fact, we only have enough energy to create one or two popular stars. , so you can completely operate it as your own, and you should know what kind of benefits a person will get once he becomes famous."

I took a long breath, and then smiled: "But, in the past, present, and future... I have never dreamed of being a singer. I don't want to live under the flashlight, let alone in the public eye. These are all She is the executioner who kills freedom... Just like Lu Xi, every time we meet, she wears a hat, sunglasses, and a mask. Although I don't know her inner feelings, as long as she is in a place where no one is around, she will do whatever she wants. One thing is to take off her hat, sunglasses, and mask... She is not a woman who particularly likes to smile, but when she removes these burdens, she will smile unconsciously..."

Qin Minhong seemed to really not want to talk about Lu Xi's inner feelings with me. Before I finished speaking, she interrupted me and sighed: "No wonder they say people flock together and birds of a feather flock together. How can you and Zuo Xiaowei run into such a place?" It has been proven that you don’t have the desire to stand under the flashlight in your bones. No matter how much I tell you, it will be in vain... You don’t want to go to Luxi. Since you don’t want to stay in this circle, You should not have signed such a contract with Chen Linqi at that time. Now that you have signed it, you should pay for your duplicity. Others have no obligation to wipe your butt."

After saying that, Qin Minhong waved her hand and gave me an order to expel me. Of course I knew why she suddenly became angry. She could tolerate my rejection, but she would never allow me to talk about Lu Xi’s mood, because Lu Xi was the one she was in here with. The foundation of the industry, shaking Lu Xi's military morale, is destroying her job; this time, it was my low emotional intelligence.

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I was kicked out of her office by Qin Minhong, but I found that Lu Xi was not in her office, she was sitting on the sofa not far from the door; at this moment, she was still wearing the white dress she had attended the party, but She wore an extra black down jacket outside. The black color made her look a little cold. This coldness made me, a person who already felt guilty, even more afraid to look at her. I just put my gaze directly in front of her, intending to Pretending not to see anything, he just passed by her...

Facing Lu Xi, I felt like a mirror. No matter who I asked for help on this matter, I couldn't talk to her.

However, no matter how I avoided it, Lu Xi's figure still appeared in the corner of my sight. I couldn't help but speed up my pace, but just when I thought I was about to escape, I suddenly stumbled under my feet and almost fell down. On the desk opposite...

I was barely able to stabilize my body so as not to fall. I subconsciously looked back and found that Lu Xi’s leg was stretched out where I just stumbled. She was the one who tripped me!
"I...you!"

I kept mumbling, unable to utter a complete sentence. Instead, Lu Xi stood up first, and then said to me with an emotionless expression: "You're walking so fast, who do you think I'm waiting for?"

I have always been upset about not being able to say thank you to her in person at the concert. Now that she has intercepted me here in this way, I ignore the logic of what I said and look directly at her for the first time. She looked at her and said "thank you" loudly, making Qin Minhong behind her and the woman who stayed in the company to work overtime look like they were looking at fools.

...On the rooftop of the company, Lu Xi and I stood side by side by the guardrail. I didn’t know what kind of perfume she used. When the wind blew over, her scent seemed to make people psychedelic. I couldn’t help but click on it. A cigarette to wake me up, I kept smoking and smoking, but I didn't know what to say to her first.

On the contrary, she didn't like to take the initiative, so she took the initiative to speak: "I heard what you just said to Sister Minhong in the office."

Thousands of words, in the end, only turned into one word "um".

Lu Xi turned his back to the guardrail, then looked at me and said, "Suddenly I feel that you have changed a lot. When you were chatting with Sister Minhong just now, I didn't hear your laughter from the beginning to the end."

"I laughed."

"I know you smiled, but if you don't smile, there will be no sound... I still remember the first time we met, you were in my room, even if it was very embarrassing, you could still smile with me shamelessly ... There is no trace of artificiality in that smile, but now, not only your smile, but also your words are full of traces of concealment... I don't know what you want to hide."

I was silent, not because I didn't want to talk to her, but because I couldn't see through her in this confused night.

"I'm not a fool. I was really angry and sad that day... But when I really calmed down and thought about it again, I felt that every move you made was abnormal... You can say that you see If you are not used to my arrogance, you can retaliate against me because of my arrogance. But after revenge, why do you become like this?... Shouldn't you be very happy?... When you see me again, won't you be more happy? Should you be arrogant?...Why don't you even smile from the bottom of your heart now?"

"Stop talking, it's just arrogance. I'll do it for you."

After saying that, I walked over to Lu Xi and looked down at her with an uneasy expression...

Lu Xi didn't shy away at all, with a fearless expression on her face, she just looked at me in the cold wind and light...

Just when I was gradually feeling weak, she spoke to me again: "In my heart, you are my friend, and this is not a fact that will be changed easily... So, you don't need to take Sister Minhong's words too seriously... When you need help, I will never make you feel embarrassed... I have already told my uncle about Zuo Xiaowei's matter. No matter whether she is willing to join this company or not, my uncle will come forward to solve it... So, Will you, like me, regard me as a friend who can have nothing to hide from the bottom of your heart?"

(End of this chapter)