i'm not a bad man

Chapter 146 What Did I Do Wrong?

After Qiao Jiao left, I fell straight on the bed.I really wanted to fight my way out of the chaotic consciousness so that I could free myself from this complicated situation, but the moment I closed my eyes, my consciousness disappeared, as if I had undergone general anesthesia surgery. I fell into a deep sleep without even dreaming; before that, I had not slept well for two consecutive nights.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already dusk, the light was dim, and everything was eerily quiet!
I opened the window, leaned down and looked down...

During the period when I was asleep, it seemed that there was a heavy rain. The rainwater soaked the streets, trees, and vehicles coming and going. It made the whole city look heavy and the lights were lost. Losing their vitality, they were trapped in the mist formed by the evaporation of rainwater, creating large and small circles of light. Once stunned, these circles blurred, as if they had turned into countless rising colorful balloons, which were gorgeous and burst silently.

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I don’t know how long I stood like this before I picked up my phone and looked at it. It was still eerily quiet. During the seven or eight hours I was asleep, no one contacted me, and neither did the band members. However, as the weekend approached and we agreed to rehearse together, Zuo Xiaowei didn't even give me a call.

I have never been flustered by silence, but at this moment, I was really flustered. I didn’t know what happened. I seemed to have been forgotten by everyone.

I first made a call to Tu Lin. Tu Lin, Sao Zhu, Brother Shanhe, and several other friends I didn’t know well were drinking together. I talked about the rehearsal. Tu Lin said, I am taking the lead. Even though I was not active in what I was doing, they were not enthusiastic either, so when I had time, I took Brother Shanhe to experience Qingdao’s beer culture.

I believe that I really need to organize this matter. I asked them if they were free to rehearse for a while in the evening, but it aroused public outrage. Tu Lin and Shaozhu all told me to get out, saying that there is no such thing as half-drinking wine in this world. , and angrily scolded me for not being discerning, and even if I didn’t entertain Brother Shanhe as a guest, I would also prevent them from fulfilling their duties as landlords.

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After sitting alone in the glass room on the balcony for a while, the sound of password unlocking finally came from outside the door. I turned around and looked around. This time, the person who opened the door was no longer Qiao Jiao, but someone who had also not contacted me for the whole day. Zuo Xiaowei.

She was holding a wet umbrella in her hand, and it looked like it was still raining outside.

"You're awake."

Zuo Xiaowei said as she put the umbrella on the shelf, then took off her shoes, sat on me, and looked down at me...

Her breasts squeezed me so much that I felt suffocated. I wanted to resist, but suddenly I remembered that we were already a couple, so I just tilted my head back and replied, "I just woke up, have you been here before?"

"I've been here. I brought you a braised pork rice. I saw that you were sleeping soundly, so I didn't wake you up."

I subconsciously looked at the dining table in the living room, and there was really a lunch box on it. Seeing that there was something to eat, I suddenly felt hungry. When I was about to get up, Zuo Xiaowei hugged me tighter and said He smiled and asked me: "We have been separated for a day and a night. Do you miss me?"

"Uh...a little bit."

"It's only one o'clock. Do you know how much I miss you?"

Just as I was about to open my mouth, Zuo Xiaowei kissed me, and she didn't mind that I hadn't brushed my teeth after I woke up... Her breath was so sweet, my consciousness only resisted it for a moment, and then she began to actively cater to her...

This feeling is very similar to the time when Luan Yu and I were trapped in the RV due to the rain. Sometimes we would chat for a few words, and then suddenly we would hug each other, kiss and be affectionate.

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Zuo Xiaowei let go first. I could have put my arms around her waist, but she smiled and said to me, "You almost swallowed me. You must be starving. I'll heat up some food for you."

After saying that, she trotted to the kitchen. After a while, the sound of hot rice came from inside. The rain outside the window suddenly became heavier again, and it was also hitting the glass. I was once again because of these two things. I fell into a trance due to this voice. I had almost forgotten what Qiao Jiao said to me before she left, because at this moment, Zuo Xiaowei already gave me the feeling of my girlfriend, and we already seemed to be living together. We have been a couple for a long time, and our lives are beginning to merge.

Sure enough, they merged. Zuo Xiaowei divided the braised pork rice into two portions. She gave me the big portion and put a small portion in a bowl for herself. In addition, she also divided the braised pork rice into two portions. The only half egg in the bag was also given to me.

Listening to the sound of rain, we leaned on the dining table and ate separately...

I asked her in a casual tone: "What did you do today?"

While eating, Zuo Xiaowei replied: "I'm going to run a long distance soon. In the morning, I drove the car for maintenance; in the afternoon... I went for a manicure in the afternoon. Do you think it looks good or not?" After that, she Then she stretched out her right hand in front of me, and I looked at it. All her nails were painted black, and there was a letter on each nail. The letters were light gold, because with these letters, they didn't look so... Dark, but somewhat sexy.

"Quite good looking."

"There are coupons on Meituan, and the total cost is only 68 yuan."

After a moment of silence, Zuo Xiaowei looked up at me and said, "Actually, besides manicure, I also did another thing... I ran to several agencies and gave them the information about the house you rented. Maybe someone will come to look at the house in the next two days.”

I looked at Zuo Xiaowei, but I wasn't angry because she was making arbitrary decisions. I just felt that with her actions, the countdown to leaving Qingdao had begun.

"You won't be angry, will you?"

"Don't be angry. I can't keep the house I spent so much money on renting. You saved me a lot of trouble by going to an agent."

My attitude made Zuo Xiaowei very happy, and she couldn't help chatting with me about life in a small town vividly...

At this moment, I decided not to hesitate anymore, I would go with her and start a new life.

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After dinner, while Zuo Xiaowei was cleaning the tableware, I received another text message from Qiao Jiao. She said: The performer who provided the stage did not plan to provide us with a stage after learning that Lu Xi had withdrawn from the benefit performance. …

When things have developed to this point, it is impossible for me to contact Lu Xi anymore, so I have to admit this matter without any resentment, because humans are very realistic animals; before, the reason why the performance company was willing to provide the stage was They just want to use Lu Xi's popularity to promote themselves. Now that Lu Xi is no longer participating, of course they will not do such an unprofitable thing.

No resentment does not mean no regrets, because after all, the big scene as imagined could not be realized.

After a while, Qiao Jiao sent me another message, saying that there was also a problem at the venue, and it was because of Luxi. The reason why those shopping malls were willing to provide venues for free was, on the one hand, for Qiao Jiao's sake, and on the other hand, it was also because of Luxi. I took a fancy to the popularity of Luxi; originally, Qiao Jiao negotiated with four malls in total, but now only two malls are still willing to give us free performances. These two malls have no choice but to do so because they really owe Qiao Jiao. Jiao's father's project money cannot be denied.

I told Qiao Jiao that after knowing the situation, she did not reply to the message again.

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After Zuo Xiaowei cleaned up, she came back to me and asked me why I looked so sad. I told her about this temporary situation. Not only that, but the band members also failed to organize in time because I was busy with trivial matters recently. And with the mood of being passive and slacking off...

Zuo Xiaowei comforted: "Don't worry about these things. How much can you do? The big deal is, the two of us will do a charity performance, you play and I sing... I think this model will make people look sad." More sincere..."

At the end, she held my hand tightly and said, "No matter what others do, I will never leave you."

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It was late at night, and only Zuo Xiaowei and I were left in the huge glass room, as well as a bunch of equipment that no one was operating, but this did not affect our rehearsal. We used the simplest mode of you playing and me singing. Because it was too simple, we quickly established a tacit understanding. Although the scene was not as exciting as before, if you listen carefully, it will be easier to immerse yourself in it and interact with the audience...

I thought: If there are really no conditions to hold a large-scale benefit performance, such a performance method is not unacceptable; in short, I did not give up my promise to Liu Chuang, and Zuo Xiaowei did not encourage me to give up on this matter because I was eager to return to the small town. , she is still trying her best to cooperate with me.

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During the break, I received a message. It was an unfamiliar number, but I knew who she was. She said, "What did I do wrong that you want to do this to me?"

Except for Lu Xi, no one will ask me that again.

(End of this chapter)