i'm not a bad man

Chapter 143
There was a strong wind blowing outside the window, and the sound of the wind was particularly shrill on the high-rise buildings, but there was no movement in the house. Both Qiao Jiao and I were petrified. I was petrified because of panic. I couldn't understand Qiao Jiao's mentality, but She was indeed like me. She didn't say a word for a long time, and she didn't even drop her hand holding the photo sticker.

I'm already imagining what would happen if Qiao Jiao revealed this matter. This would really affect the whole body. At least, Luan Yu would be brought back to his original form, and I wouldn't have to leave Qingdao. .

"Lu Ming's fiancée is your...ex-girlfriend?"

The evidence was overwhelming and I could not refute it. After pondering for a while, I finally replied in a low voice: "Yes, she is the ex-girlfriend who traveled to 296 cities with me."

"That's not right... I know Lu Ming. He has religious beliefs and is particularly opposed to premarital sex. He has had several girlfriends before. Some of them broke up because they were not virgins, and some of them because he couldn't stand his quirks and He broke up. It stands to reason that the woman he can talk about marriage with must be pure and pure, but she has been with you for so long and has been to so many places... You are not a good person. Along the way, it’s scary to think about it, there are 296 cities, enough for you to draw a lovemaking map!”

Qiao Jiao is a person who is very talented in languages. When she said the four words "lovemaking map", I also had such a picture in my mind. The picture was a map with many marks on it. That’s where we walked and where we mingle with each other.

In a daze, Qiao Jiao said to herself again: "Did Lu Ming give up his quirk?... It's so shocking. I'll call and ask right now!"

After saying that, Qiao Jiao picked up the phone, and I broke into a cold sweat. I immediately held her down and said, "Don't ask, Lu Ming didn't give up on his persistence. It was Luan Yu who had the hymen repair surgery... She Cheating Lu Ming..."

When I told the key to the whole incident, Qiao Jiao understood. She first had a look of realization on her face, and then said to me: "So, you hurt Lu Xi and insisted on leaving Qingdao to help her hide it." This lie?"

My breathing became heavy. When Qiao Jiao knew the truth, it meant that I lost the ability to control the situation, because Qiao Jiao is not me. She has no feelings of guilt towards Luan Yu. Instead, she is Lu Ming. From her position, it was absolutely impossible for her to help Luan Yu conceal this matter.

I lit a cigarette and took several puffs. After I calmed down a little, I said, "I didn't expect Lu Ming's fiancée to be her, but sometimes fate plays tricks on people... When I was in the hotel When I saw them walking arm in arm at the door, my mind went completely blank, and I even lost the ability to think... This probability is probably about the same as a person winning the 500 million grand prize in a row, but my mood is completely different. For me, it is a nightmare, because I will face a very difficult choice... Either expose her, or I give up Luxi and the city of Qingdao..."

"She dumped you, right? And this is another kind of deception..." After a pause, Qiao Jiao said with an incredulous expression on her face, "Are you really mentally ill? You no longer have any sense of right or wrong. We're done!" I shook my head and smiled bitterly: "I'm not crazy, I'm just more mature than before and have learned to reflect on myself... There must be a reason for a man to be abandoned by a woman, either because he doesn't have money, or because he's boring, or I dislike him... I don’t dislike him, I feel desperate! Do you know what kind of person I used to be? I have lived a life with no shortage of money since I was a child, so I don’t have such a strong desire for money; at that time, we were on the road. When we have money, we leave. When we run out of money, we stop and find a job. I know some craftsmanship, so I often find carpentry work on construction sites. Luan Yu goes to the store to work as a shopping guide. I just think this is a very cool and unrestrained way. After all, I can come and go freely in my life, but I have never thought about her feelings or her material needs... I don't even want to get married or have children. I always feel that I have given her a very special life, and she should I'm glad for this... She once mentioned to me that she wanted to find a city to settle down. She said to go to Rizhao. I thought Rizhao was not lively and prosperous enough, so I chose Qingdao... The current situation may seem accidental, but there is also a certain reason Inevitability, I brought her to Qingdao, where she met Lu Ming and got the life she really wanted..."

After a pause, I continued: "I never thought about giving to her, I just took it blindly, asking her to accept such a man who is not married and doesn't want a family...until I met Lu Xi , just yesterday afternoon, there was an event in the mall, and I was upset for a long time because I couldn't help her win a set of cosmetics. At that moment, I understood that I didn't love her with my whole heart, and I didn't calm down and think about what she was like. What kind of life do I need, what kind of partner... She is not a fool, she gradually saw through me, so she left without saying goodbye and chose Lu Ming, who was a hundred times stronger than me... Haha... Destiny is really mysterious. Strange, how wonderful it would be if she met Lu Ming first! At that time, she was still a pure woman. She didn't need to go through any kind of surgery, and she didn't need to cheat. Everything was reasonable and fell into place... I was the one who ruined it. She, I should not appear in her world... In love life, of course there should be no deception, but I owe her too much, so I can't be the one to expose her, and I can't destroy her in a row. twice……"

I probably understood it, and Qiao Jiao also probably understood it. After a period of silence, she replied: "You can't destroy her twice, so let me destroy her..."

I kept swallowing because of the pain...

Qiao Jiao picked up the phone at this time. Forced by the situation, my subconscious once again helped me make a choice; I snatched the phone from Qiao Jiao's hand and said to her in a pleading tone: "You destroy her, It's like I indirectly destroyed her... She can't leave Lu Ming now. Her father has a serious blood disease and is waiting for a bone marrow transplant. If she loses Lu Ming at this time, it means her father has lost his life. The chance to go down..."

Qiao Jiao was stunned, and after a while she said, "Why should Lu Ming be taken advantage of?"

I raised my head and exhaled the turbid energy in my heart, but I didn’t know what to say, because for Lu Ming, this was really unfair!
……

I had almost finished smoking the cigarette in my hand, and then I spoke to Qiao Jiao again: "Didn't you have dinner with Lu Ming and his family once before... You must know more deeply than I do, Luan How is Yu’s relationship with Lu Ming, and how is his relationship with his family?”

Although Qiao Jiao is willful, she is fair, so she replied to me in a very fair manner: "The two of them have a very good relationship, and it can be seen that they are two people who truly love each other... Lu Ming's Her parents are quite satisfied with her, because she can help Lu Ming in all aspects, and she is not greedy for credit. She is also very good to Lu Xi, like a sister-in-law should be... Let's put it this way, she and Lu Ming are together, Although she is a high-spirited person, she can also handle all kinds of family relationships in an all-round way. This is what the Lu Ming family needs most... She can make Lu Ming better. This is Lu Ming's fucking reason at the dinner table. talk."

(End of this chapter)