i'm not a bad man

Chapter 138 Official Announcement
This is a very strange intersection. On the phone, Qiao Jiao and I were confronting each other verbally; Zuo Xiaowei on the second floor had been waiting for me for a long time. I wanted to have sex with her again, but Qiao Jiao on the phone was in pain. They criticized me for being a beast. Zuo Xiaowei didn’t know who I was talking to, and Qiao Jiao didn’t know who the woman I wanted to sleep with was, but they all really existed in my world, so much so that I didn’t know where to pick her up first. Whose accent.

Qiao Jiao is a complete trouble for me. In line with the principle of solving the trouble first, I made a wait gesture to Zuo Xiaowei, and then said to Qiao Jiao on the phone: "Yes, I am a Beasts, you'd better stay away from places where beasts are found."

"Were you a beast in your mother's womb?"

I didn't like this sentence very much, so I frowned tightly, but Qiao Jiao refused. She said on the phone again: "I know who you want to harm, I can hear her voice, and I have no objection at all." You can be a beast, but please be more conscious. Since you have chosen to be a beast, don’t harass Lu Xi again in the future..."

"it is good."

My answer was so straightforward, which made Qiao Jiao on the other end of the phone a little uncomfortable. She was silent for a moment before she said, "Did you take the wrong medicine, or was your head squeezed by the door?"

Zuo Xiaowei upstairs couldn't hold herself any longer. She came to my side and looked at me with expectant eyes. I was confused again and didn't know who to respond to first.

……

This time, I chose Zuo Xiaowei because she was a real person standing in front of me. I could feel her gentleness and catering, but Qiao Jiao on the phone was just sarcastic and warning, like a cold-blooded machine. , so I ended the call with her without hesitation. At the moment when I ended the call, the distance between me and Zuo Xiaowei was only the clothes we were wearing, and I knew she would not reject me.

Zuo Xiaowei put her hands in the pockets of her down jacket, her eyes never leaving my body. I looked at her through the dim light...

"You smoke a lot."

I raised my arm and smelled it, and sure enough, the pungent smell of smoke was adsorbed on my clothes, so I put down the wine and snacks in my hands, took off my coat, and threw it on the ground like garbage, and then Opened his arms to Zuo Xiaowei...

Zuo Xiaowei did not reject me. She leaned in my arms and looked up at me.

Her eyes were still very bright and clear, but my heart was turbid because I knew she was my second best choice. I hugged her with my body, but my heart still stopped three kilometers away. That parking lot...

I can't help but think about the scene of Luan Yu and Lu Ming hugging each other, and I can't let go of Lu Xi. I don't know how she felt after I suddenly had a seizure and left, and how she faced Lu Ming and Luan Yu. ?
I don’t know since when, I, who only pursue happiness, actually learned to weigh the pros and cons. I can’t clearly define the scope of weighing the pros and cons, but choosing someone who loves me is definitely an act of weighing the pros and cons, because the result It is obvious. Although I will not get too much happiness, at least I will not be hurt. I firmly believe that Zuo Xiaowei will not cause me pain or hurt. This is the confidence that I am truly willing to live in a small city.

When I made this decision, I didn't think much about Zuo Xiaowei. I just thought that she would allow me to hide away for a while. As for whether I could grow old together, it was too far away, and I didn't have the energy in my heart to do it. Let's accomplish this matter of growing old together in a small city.

……

I avoided Zuo Xiaowei's gaze, and it was this move that made me see an old couple on the opposite street. The old man was wearing a baseball cap and riding a [-]-bar bicycle. The aunt was sitting in the back seat, her face A little sick, but he hugged the uncle tightly, fearing that the cold wind would blow into the uncle's chest. The uncle stood up straight, and was afraid that the cold wind would pass over his body and freeze the aunt.

I always say that life in a small city can be seen to the end at a glance, but there is no such picture in my mind from beginning to end. This is enough to prove that in my subconscious, I don’t think too much about my life and Zuo Xiaowei’s life. Far……

Isn't this the behavior of a bastard?
I couldn't hold Zuo Xiaowei in my arms anymore, but at this moment, Zuo Xiaowei asked me with a very happy expression: "Are you planning to live in a small city with me?"

I let go of Zuo Xiaowei, wiped my face with both hands, and then looked at the liquor I threw aside, and said: "I once told myself that if I have sex with you again, I will do it to you." Responsible, so on the way to find you, I bought a bottle of white wine. People say that wine can cause sexual incest. They say it is drinking, but actually it is to dispel the worries in my heart and not leave myself a way out... But calm down and think about it, This seems to be too unfair to you, because from the bottom of my heart, I just want to hide here with you to escape the current troubles and the pressure of living in a big city. This is actually a better way than a one-night stand. Irresponsible behavior... So, I won't drink this bottle of wine, but I should still go back to the small city with you. There are many things that you have to do yourself to know whether you can adapt to it, so no matter what Sister, neither I nor you should let it go. I have to experience it myself and come to a conclusion. In this case, even if there are still bad results waiting for us, at least a lot of harm can be avoided."

Zuo Xiaowei looked at me, her expression gradually becoming complicated. After a while, she smiled and said to me, "Then in what capacity are you going to come back to the small town with me?"

"Friends."

"Friends? It's very good. You can advance and retreat and defend."

"That's all."

Zuo Xiaowei suddenly shook her head with tears in her eyes: "But I don't accept it. Is it so difficult to be your girlfriend?... We can no longer have a relationship, but you have to give me a status, otherwise I can't do anything. If you bring me back to a small city, everyone will laugh at me, bringing back a living man, but not a boyfriend." "Why are you obsessed with such a status?"

"I'm afraid you haven't tried what it feels like to ask for something but not get it... Han Chao, you really can't make me humble anymore, I will look down on myself."

"Okay, I'll be your boyfriend, but what if I can't adapt to your city?"

"Then break up and I'll let you go."

"I can just slap my butt and leave, but have you ever thought about your reputation in a small city?"

"I've thought about it, but I don't care. I only care about whether I have it before." After a pause, Zuo Xiaowei lowered her voice and said: "If there ever comes a day when you leave, I won't stay alone." In a small city.”

Everything that needed to be said seemed to have been said clearly, and I finally nodded to Zuo Xiaowei.

When I found out that Luan Yu’s fiancé was Lu Ming, I couldn’t stay in Qingdao anymore. Compared to continuing to wander, finding a small city to stabilize seemed to be a better choice... This is the truest feeling in my heart The idea, without deception, also represents my change. I started to try to base myself on reality...

While thinking about these things, Zuo Xiaowei suddenly pointed the camera of her mobile phone at me and her. I was a little confused and asked, "What is this for?"

"Take a group photo and then make it official on WeChat Moments."

I didn’t know what my expression was, so Zuo Xiaowei reminded me to smile again. After making sure that I was smiling, she leaned into my arms, made a very intimate gesture, and recorded it with the camera.

She also sent the photo to me, and took the lead and posted a message on WeChat Moments with this photo. She said: "Get to know my boyfriend, Han Chao."

But I lost my mind looking at the photo. She pushed me again and said, "It's your turn."

"Meet my girlfriend, Zuo Xiaowei."

After posting this to Moments, I became even more confused. I was confused because after Luan Yu, I really didn’t find another woman to be my girlfriend for a long, long time.

Zuo Xiaowei finally hugged me with satisfaction, feeling more confident than ever. She whispered in my ear again: "My friend opened a bar in a small town, and now there is a special shortage of resident singers. When we go back, we will first Singing at his place, although the salary in a small city is not high, but considering that we are a dimension reduction attack, he can give each of us a monthly performance fee of 1 yuan... I have thought about it, when we save up 10 For ten thousand yuan, we can travel around the country together, and then we will find your parents on the road, and then we will take your parents with us to live in a small town."

"Have you ever thought about how my dad might have made a comeback, so how could he go to live in a small town?"

Zuo Xiaowei's face was full of joy: "That's even better, I can finally follow you and become a rich second generation... If there is no comeback, we will redouble our efforts to do a big business in small cities, and then be filial to them, Make up for your previous ignorance."

This is the difference between Zuo Xiaowei and me. She always thinks about things between us very far away, but I only care about the present...

I really can't think too far ahead. Zuo Xiaowei and I are different. She is focused on small cities, but for now, I still have many things that have not been completely resolved in Qingdao.

Just like a stone thrown into a river, it will definitely cause splashes.

……

Sure enough, when I was thinking about how to deal with the aftermath, Qiao Jiao sent me a voice message. Her voice was very angry: "Han Chao, are you serious? This has been officially announced in the circle of friends?! ... I heard Lu Ming say before that you guys were going to have dinner together in the evening. Why did it suddenly become official and why did Lu Xi suddenly go to BJ overnight? ... Can you tell me what happened in the middle?"

(End of this chapter)