i'm not a bad man

Chapter 134 I don't know either

Since arriving at the beach, I have almost finished smoking the cigarette in my hand, and have not spoken to Lu Xi yet. I have spent all this time thinking about my life and the past with Luan Yu... …

I shook my head and expressed disappointment with my past self, but I didn’t look forward to my future self because of this. I still didn’t know how to get enough money in this complicated society and make my life less because Regrets caused by money.

I put out the cigarette and lowered my head. I finally smiled and said to Lu Xi beside me: "Sister Ran knows that I like you and that you are a particularly outstanding girl. The more we get along with each other, the clearer I will be." Seeing the gap between us... I'm not conceited, I really feel that I am a very spiritually rich person, so the gap between you and me can only be money and social status... If you like someone, your heart will explode. Motivation, if I hope there will be a future between us, I will definitely work hard to narrow this gap, so this is why Sister Ran thinks you can definitely accomplish this..." After a slight pause, I relaxed. The voice then said: "Driving your sports car, taking you on the Jiaozhou Bay Bridge, with the sea on both sides, and the sound of wind, waves and birds in your ears. There is no more beautiful picture in life than this. ...Life is short. At that moment, I really imagined that I could have such a super car and be able to relive today's feeling anytime and anywhere. Why should I be afraid that life is too short... So, at that moment, I I have a desire to make money in my heart... If I were rich, my family would not be broken up. If I were rich, I would not suddenly feel sorry for my ex-girlfriend. If I was rich..."

I let out a long breath, but didn’t want to say any more, and Lu Xi also fell into silence, because I said it bluntly enough, she wouldn’t understand my thoughts, let alone Ren Ran’s intentions. .

At this moment, I suddenly no longer missed the days on the road so much. I began to miss the time before my family went bankrupt.At that time, I really had what I wanted. I would wear AJs that most people of my age could not afford, wear various trendy brands, and use the most expensive mobile phone. After school every day, either my dad would drive his Mercedes-Benz S or my mom. She drove her BMW GT to pick me up, and it was a smooth journey, so I easily picked up the cutest girl in school and had a relationship easily. But even if we broke up later because of studying in a different place, I never I won’t feel sorry for her, because I gave her something she had no conditions for, and a sense of vanity...

But now facing Lu Xi, the roles have been completely reversed. I have become the one who gets a sense of vanity, which is a good or bad feeling.

"Han Chao, why is Sister Ran so nice to you?...Although you always emphasize the material gap, she doesn't seem to care about the gap between you."

Faced with Lu Xi's sudden question, I was stunned for a moment, and then I said: "Maybe it's because we have experienced too much together. I have seen too many times when she is fragile, and I will comfort her in my own way... … She did the same, and over time, we became like family.”

"So, some things don't need to be said so absolutely. The experience of being together is also important."

When Lu Xi said this, she kept looking into the distance, which reminded me of the skating boy who didn't know where he went. And she must have been thinking about that skating boy, so she said this to me. In a word...

Yes, sometimes the experience of being together can indeed change something, but it also requires opportunities and conditions.That skating boy may not be as good as me at that time, but he was luckier than me, because he met Lu Xi when she was the most vulnerable and helpless, and we experienced a lot together, just like I did when Ren Ran was the most unsatisfactory. It's like entering her life.

Women are emotional, but they only pay attention to spiritual communication and dedication when they are vulnerable and helpless.

After a moment of silence, I asked her, "What about you, why did you agree to help Sister Ran do this?"

Lu Xi was in a daze, so I asked again. Then she looked at me and replied: "I don't know either..."

What a "I don't know", I could only smile awkwardly, and then fell into silence again.

...Dusk is coming. Qingdao is a very magical place. Because there is an inland sea, you can see the sunrise and sunset on the seaside. In the early morning, Zuo Xiaowei and I were watching on the seaside. At sunrise, in the evening, I will enjoy the sunset with Lu Xi at the beach again...

I can’t say who is more shocking, sunrise or sunset, but both can make people emotional, so at sunrise I hugged Zuo Xiaowei, who wanted to give me a simple life; at sunset, I wanted to hug Zuo Xiaowei again. Holding the deer stream that gave me desire.

The last time I hugged her was at Sao Zhu’s bar. That was the day I accidentally entered Lu Xi’s room after drinking.

But I didn't reach out my hand after all. In this golden dusk, I just opened the black bag containing the drone, took the drone out, and said to Lu Xi with a smile: "It's not windy right now." Big, try a drone.”

"Okay."

After saying that, Lu Xi took off his baseball cap and faced me as usual. I stared at her and then started to adjust...

This was my first time flying a drone, and I wasn’t particularly good at it, so it took me half an hour to get ready. The unique golden sunshine at dusk had already spread to our feet. There is no more beautiful seaside than this time... …

I quickly started the drone and used the tracking mode, keeping the camera pointed at me and Lu Xi. As the drone flew higher and higher, Lu Xi and I became smaller and smaller on the screen... Then, the sea and the sunset took over. We become the protagonists in the camera, and we become the spectators...

A magical thing happened. We gradually turned into two black spots, and finally merged into one. You have me, and I have you. In my memory, this is the closest time that Lu Xi and I have ever been together. a way...

……

I extracted this footage from the drone. I was pleasantly surprised, but also felt even more regretful. If I had had such a drone when I was traveling across the country, I would have had countless more shocking beautiful scenes on my phone. , such as deserts, Gobi Desert, grasslands, and snow-capped mountains. Only flying drones can capture truly spectacular visual effects.

……

It was getting dark, so I put away the drone, and then saved all the pictures I just took into the photo album; I knew that I should make a call to Ren Ran, because I already had the answer in my heart. .

But I didn't expect that Zuo Xiaowei's call came in before me; I knew that the reason why she didn't call me in the afternoon was probably because of Ren Ran. I didn't know what Ren Ran would say to her, and whether he would also persuade her not to. Take me to a small county town?
Almost at the same time that I answered Zuo Xiaowei's call, a call came from Luxi. Luxi answered the call before me, and I heard her call "sister-in-law" into the phone.

(End of this chapter)