Recast youth

Chapter 761 Confession
Ye Feng sat in the car for a long time.

He kept holding his mobile phone and kept looking at the mobile phone numbers of Zhang Lan and Kong Jingke. The alcohol gave him a headache, but Ye Feng liked this feeling of drowsiness and headache.

It seemed that only being in pain like this would make him feel better.

In his previous life, Ye Feng was expelled from school due to his paranoia about breaking up with Li Man, and he owed his family. Therefore, in this life, Ye Feng's requirement for himself is not to owe anyone, and he does not want to owe anyone.

For Li Jia.

Ye Feng knew that he was a little cold-hearted, and he also knew that it was because of his intention that the relationship with Li Jia slowly cooled down, but it didn't matter, because he could use himself to persuade Li Jia to stay in Dongzhou, or he could use although He didn't take the initiative to contact Li Jia, but Li Jia didn't take the initiative to contact him as an excuse to convince himself that he didn't do much wrong and didn't owe her anything.

And he also bought her a house and a car, so that she could have enough food and clothing. Cars aside, that house in Shanghai would be worth at least 800 million in a few years.

It was she who let go.

And the two things she did when she was in the Forbidden City and defending her junior high school classmates also made her very uncomfortable.

When people go through a test in their own hearts, they all need a reason to convince themselves.

Ye Feng convinced himself in this way. Although he said his position was very biased towards him, people have such bad roots and would subconsciously consider from their own standpoint, and Ye Feng was no exception.

How many people in this society are saints?

But with Zhang Lan and Kong Jingke, Ye Feng couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, and he couldn't convince himself that he was with Kong Jingke the night before, and today he came to see Zhang Lan and have dinner at Zhang Lan's house.

So who is Kong Jingke?

Who is Zhang Lan?
Why?
Ye Feng felt that he was nothing special. He knew very well that this road was going farther and farther and getting deeper and deeper. It was a dead knot that could not be untied. One day Zhang Lan and Kong Jingke would know each other.

What to do then?How to face their questions?
For example, in this concert, Zhang Lan is very likely to see himself performing on the same stage as Kong Jingke.

So what would Zhang Lan think?Will you ask about your relationship with Kong Jingke?
She must also be very angry and sad, right?

Ye Feng could say he had a one-night stand with Xin Xiaowan, or he had a one-night stand with another woman. Ye Feng didn't think it was anything, because he was not tempted and could turn against the person.

It's just that between Zhang Lan and Kong Jingke, Ye Feng couldn't turn against either of them.

Looking at the mobile phone numbers of the two people, Ye Feng hesitated for a long time and was impulsive for a long time. He knew that once something was said, there would be no way to take it back, but he still had the urge to tell the truth in his heart.

"sorry."

Ye Feng finally sent a text message to Zhang Lan and Kong Jingke. The moment the message was sent, Ye Feng felt very sad. He knew that he was mentally retarded in doing so.

But he just couldn't hide it from both sides.

Ye Feng knew that he was about to be sentenced, and the result waiting for him might be that Zhang Lan and Kong Jingke would become strangers to him and stop talking to him. Therefore, Ye Feng was particularly sad now and felt that he had failed. It was very likely that in this life It's the same as in the previous life, and in the end, I'm just single.

The news of Zhang Lan did not come, but the news of Kong Jingke came.

"Why did you say sorry to me?"

Ye Feng didn't know how to tell Kong Jingke, so he just replied: "I don't know how to tell you, but I'm really sorry. I feel that I am very, very disrespectful to you."

Then Kong Jingke’s call came.

Ye Feng pressed the button and did not answer. He replied: "I don't want to talk now, can I type? I don't know how to talk to you."

"Where are you now? Where is your friend?" Kong Jingke sent a message.

Ye Feng typed silently: "They have all gone back, and I am sitting alone in the car now."

...in a room.

Kong Jingke sat on the bedside and looked at the text message sent by Ye Feng. He was silent for a while and then sent a message: "Have you been drinking?"

"Drinked."

"How much did you drink?"

"A little more than a pound."

"Where are you now, I'll find you."

"Don't come, just send text messages like this, saying it's good to talk." Ye Feng sent a message: "Do you know that I feel very, very uncomfortable right now? Will you ignore me from now on?"

"Didn't I tell you to follow your heart and have no regrets in this life? Why are you the same as last time?" Kong Jingke was so angry that he thought of Ye Feng sitting in the room drinking alone in Dongzhou at the beginning of the year. , looking very decadent, distressed and angry at the same time.

"I tried, I couldn't do it."

"Why can't it be done?"

"Because there is no way to break a heart in half."

When Kong Jingke saw the news, he instantly understood why Ye Feng was acting like this suddenly. He felt disappointed and moved at the same time. What was disappointing was that he could not accept half of the love he shared.

What was touching was that he also held a very important position in Ye Feng's heart.

Then Kong Jingke became a little sad. She was very sad because she was going abroad after the concert, so she understood how sad Ye Feng felt now. She knew that Ye Feng looked quite mature on the surface, but in his heart he was as simple as Just like a child, as long as someone is kind to him, he will return it tenfold or a hundredfold.

This kind of person is lonely inside.

So Kong Jingke left Dongzhou at the beginning of the year because he didn't want to cause any more trouble to Ye Feng, so he left him the words "Act according to your heart and you will have no regrets in this life."

Why do people suffer?

It only hurts if you have a conscience.

Besides, it was his intervention that made Ye Feng so painful. Kong Jingke felt that the way he chose to leave was right. At least Ye Feng would not be tortured by his conscience.

Kong Jingke started to call Ye Feng.

Ring, hang up.

Hang up and call again.

Hang up again.

Kong Jingke did not call again and sent a text message: "Answer the phone. If you don't answer, I will keep calling. If you dare to turn off your phone, I will go out to look for you. If I can't find you, I won't go home."

Then Kong Jingke called Ye Feng again.

This time the call was not hung up immediately. Instead, it rang for a while and was finally connected. Ye Feng's drunken, choked, deep voice came from inside: "Hello."

"Where are you now, I'll go find you."

"No, can you not find me? Please, I just want to be alone right now." Ye Feng begged in embarrassment on the phone.

Kong Jingke refused: "No, you drank so much wine outside alone, how can I rest assured? I ask you again, where are you now? I will pick you up. If you don't tell me, I will go out. I’ve been looking for you street after street.”

(End of this chapter)