Recast youth

Chapter 328 The building is too high

Xin Xiaowan has watched "Green Snake".

When she watched Maggie Cheung's Xiao Qing and Zhao Wenzhuo's Fahai, she couldn't help but wonder, since Fahai has Xiaoqing in his heart, why aren't they together?

Just because shemales have different paths.

Or maybe it's because Fahai is a monk?
Now Ye Feng is so similar to Fahai played by Zhao Wenzhuo. Both are leaders in various fields, but they are unwilling to follow their hearts and restrain their true thoughts.

"You are wrong about one thing. Fahai and I are still different."

Just when Xin Xiaowan was distracted, Ye Feng suddenly spoke. He counterattacked and roughly pressed Xin Xiaowan on the passenger seat, looking at her face expressionlessly.

"At least, Fa Hai, played by Zhao Wenzhuo, has feelings for Xiao Qing, but I don't have feelings for you."

"Please, please don't hurt me. I can't afford to offend you. I saw the man who came to see you at night."

"Are you scared?" Xin Xiaowan felt disappointed after Ye Feng took it back.

"I'm really scared. At least I don't want to get into trouble. I don't want to be tricked into someone's shoes for no reason." Ye Feng nodded. He and Xin Xiaowan had already come to this point, so he simply spoke straightforwardly.

"So it is."

Xin Xiaowan stopped insisting and sighed.

Ye Feng was not in a hurry to drive. He took out a pack of cigarettes from his bag and lit it. The car window opened a small crack to let out the smell. He took a puff of the cigarette and asked casually: "What does that man do?" ?”

Xin Xiaowan turned her head and smiled, trying to tempt Ye Feng: "Want to know?"

"Love to talk or not to talk."

Ye Feng only took two puffs of his cigarette, then threw the cigarette out the car window, then started the car: "I'll take you back."

"Am I in love now, or am I out of love again?" Xin Xiaowan asked, leaning on the co-pilot.

Ye Feng shook his head: "It doesn't count."

"Why doesn't it count?" Xin Xiaowan asked unconvinced.

Ye Feng frowned: "I just met you, where did the love come from?"

"Why isn't it love? Do you know what it means for a canary in a deep cage to be a hero and save her beauty? It means love. Haven't you heard of love at first sight?"

Ye Feng couldn't accept this.

Perhaps because the alcohol dissipated, Xin Xiaowan gradually calmed down, and then told Ye Feng about her. When she was in high school, she went to the city to participate in a speech contest.

It was because of this that he got into that man's sight.

I have been with him since then. After graduating from college, with his help, I entered an organization like Dongzhou Daily. Interviews are the best resources. I will be promoted to deputy editor-in-chief next year.Ye Feng said, isn't this good?The iron rice bowl is a career that many people dream of.

Xin Xiaowan looked out of the car and laughed at herself and said, I used to feel pretty good, but as time went by I didn’t feel so good anymore. Now I feel like a canary that he has raised well, giving me a bite of food, giving I took a sip of water, and then I couldn't fly.

Saying that, Xin Xiaowan turned to look at Ye Feng again: "You know? No matter how good the cage is, with gold rims and agate, it is still a cage, you know? I will be thirty next year. Where is my future? I can't just live in it all my life. No future, no love, waiting for him to visit me like an emperor, right?"

"But I have no choice. Once I choose who to be with, or leave Dongzhou City, it means that all my efforts over the past few years have been in vain, you know?"

Xin Xiaowan's tone gradually fluctuated: "Then what was the purpose of what I did in the past few years? To be honest, I am really unwilling to do it!"

"There's nothing to be unwilling to do. It's the path you choose." Ye Feng thought of his university teacher, Cheng Yuan.

Xin Xiaowan nodded mockingly: "Yes, I chose it all myself, so I admit it."

"Let me tell you something."

Seeing that Xin Xiaowan was in a bad mood, Ye Feng said to her: "When I was in college, I had an assistant teacher, whose name I won't mention. In 96, she was raped by the grade director, and then she stayed in school as a teaching assistant. After that, they This relationship has been maintained for a long time. The grade director said he wanted to help her turn into a lecturer, but she was never able to do so. In the end, the assistant teacher chose to jump off the building, sacrificing his body and youth, but got nothing."

"So, I got the job I wanted, should I be satisfied?" Xin Xiaowan looked sideways at Ye Feng.

"That's not what it meant."

Ye Feng said while driving: "I just think that no matter whether the result is good or bad, everyone should be responsible for what they do."

"But sometimes there is no choice." Xin Xiaowan replied.

"Well, there are such cases, so I'm talking about those who can mostly make their own choices, except for special circumstances."

Ye Feng did not deny it, just like assistant coach Cheng Yuan, did she have a choice?If she had a choice before she was raped by grade director Wang Liren, but after she was raped, she had no choice.

We can only go down step by step towards the abyss.

……

Arriving at the gate of Xin Xiaowan's community, Xin Xiaowan, who had been chatting with Ye Feng for a long time, seemed to have returned to the intellectual, sweet, and confident female reporter. She looked at Ye Feng in the car and raised the corner of her mouth: "You really don't want to have a cup of tea upstairs at my house?"

Ye Feng asked: "How high is your building?"

"Third floor." Xin Xiaowan didn't understand why Ye Feng asked this.

"If you don't go up the building if it's too high, you might fall to your death!"

Ye Feng shook his head, raised the window and left.

Xin Xiaowan was stunned for a moment. After she came to her senses, she laughed forward and back, feeling indescribably happy.

(End of this chapter)