Recast youth

Chapter 252 Sad and lonely

The surrounding sound is very noisy.

Turn around.

Suddenly, there was a buzz——

Ye Feng felt as if his head had been knocked, and there was a blind sound in his ears. Then, the noisy sounds around him became smaller and smaller like whispers in retreat, and then Ye Feng had the illusion that his body was stretched and deformed.

Consciousness is also distorted.

Then, in a trance, Ye Feng seemed to have left his body all of a sudden. The scene was exactly the same as on December 2001, 12. Countless shots like in the movie appeared in front of Ye Feng's eyes again, but this time it was not backwards, but fast. Enter.

Could it be that these two years were just a dream I had?
Do I have to go back to the future, to that useless life?
Ye Feng was frightened. It didn't matter to him if it never happened, but this feeling of gain and loss made him extremely scared. No one would like this feeling, just like the story in which a rich man let a beggar stay in a five-star hotel for a day. The suite is like a beggar never wanting to go back again.

It is not terrible for a person to be in hell all the time.

The scary thing is that he has experienced heaven and has to return to hell. This huge sense of loss is not something ordinary people can bear.

Ye Feng just watched his consciousness rise, unable to do anything. At this moment, he felt himself being shaken violently, and the blind sound in his ears seemed to be mixed with a woman's voice.

The voice was familiar.

It seemed to be calling his name.

Leaf maple.

Leaf maple.

The voice gradually became clearer and filled with panic: "Ye Feng, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me."

Just like that, Ye Feng felt that his consciousness was stretched suddenly, and then fell suddenly. Then he saw Li Jia standing next to him with a worried look on his face, pulling his arm.

"You, what happened to you just now? You didn't respond no matter what I called you. It scared me to death." A worried expression appeared on Li Jia's face.

Ye Feng looked very sad and touched his head. He sweated a lot in just a short moment. He forced a smile and explained: "I may be a little afraid of heights. I have never been to such a high place before."

"Then let's go down." Li Jia said. She had also heard that some people were afraid of heights, but she didn't expect it to be so serious. Just now, the way Ye Feng's face turned pale and his forehead was sweating really scared her.

Ye Feng asked: "We have just come up, and you haven't gone up to the highest point yet. Don't you think it's a pity?"

Li Jia said with some pity: "It's a pity. There's nothing we can do about it. You're afraid of heights. I definitely can't leave you alone."

"Let's do this. You take me to the elevator entrance. There will be an elevator attendant inside. I'll just go down and wait for you below."

Li Jia also came here once in a while, and Ye Feng didn't want her to be disappointed, so he came up with this idea.

Li Jia hesitated and said, "I'd better go down with you. I'm a little worried about you. I'll see you at the Pearl Tower later."

"It cost almost 300 yuan. It's not a loss to go down now. Obediently, you can look up there for a while and try to give me the money for the ticket."

Ye Feng changed his strategy. He knew that Li Jia was more economical. As expected, Li Jia hesitated even more when he heard the ticket price, and then said to Ye Feng: "Okay, I'll take you to the elevator first and let you go down." , if anything happens, just call me, you know? I'll be down right away." Li Jia took out his phone and shook it.

"Don't worry, I understand." Ye Feng nodded.

Then Li Jia sent Ye Feng to the elevator and told the elevator lady inside that when they reached the first floor, Ye Feng held one hand on the elevator wall and waved to Li Jia when the elevator closed.

Then the elevator goes down.

I don't know why, when Ye Feng closed the elevator door and went down, he still couldn't help but feel a bit of disappointment in his heart, and then smiled to himself, why did he become like a woman after he was reborn? He obviously couldn't get out if he wanted to. , but as a result, they really didn’t come down, and they were actually a little disappointed.

Then, the elevator lady saw a complex and self-deprecating smile on Ye Feng's face that could not be seen in movies. He was obviously very young, but it seemed as if he had transcended time and space.

Ye Feng didn't know that his self-deprecating expression just now made the elevator lady stunned. When he got out of the elevator and put his feet on the ground, he felt much more at ease. He no longer had that blind tone or that pulling feeling.

At the same time, Ye Feng had a question in his mind.

What happened just now? Are you afraid of heights?Or maybe the fear of heights triggered a series of hallucinations later.

Ye Feng frowned and came to the riverside. Looking at the ships crisscrossing the river, the uneasiness deep in his heart slowly surged up, just like what he said to Wang Hao on the day of his rebirth.

He had a dream that lasted for more than ten years. In the dream, he broke up with Li Man, was kicked out of school, disappointed his parents, and felt ashamed of his eldest sister. He had a sensitive personality, was stubborn, and was poor for more than ten years.

So, is there a possibility that he is also dreaming now? From December 2001, 12 to now, maybe one day, when he wakes up from the dream, he will return to his full life more than ten years later. Is it a cigarette butt rental house?
As he spoke, Ye Feng picked up a stone on the ground, and slowly but firmly scratched the back of his hand. Blood gushed out and the pain was clear. This meant that everything that happened now was real and he was not dreaming. .

But Ye Feng can also be sure of one thing. If Li Jia hadn't called him just now, he might actually be able to consciously ascend into the sky and go away, and then leave this time and space and return to the future time and space.

Just like the ships that go back and forth in the river, they can go from one end to the other, and they can also go from the other end to this end.

The same goes for spacetime.

If you can come here, you can definitely go back.

But the problem is that Ye Feng doesn't want to go back to that time and space at all. He wants to hold everything he has now firmly in his hands, because only in this way can he complete many regrets that he failed to complete in his previous life, such as no longer owing his family.

Sometimes Ye Feng even felt that God might have given him a chance to do it again just to make him make up for the mistakes he had made in his previous life.

……

Li Jia was on the Pearl Tower, looking at the scenery below, but at this time she couldn't calm down and looked at it. She always felt that it was not good to let Ye Feng go down alone. It seemed that Ye Feng was always thinking of her everywhere, and she just Thinking of myself, I hurriedly came down.

After searching for a while, no one was seen.

Just when Li Jia was about to call Ye Feng, he suddenly saw Ye Feng. He was on the far bank of the river, with his hands on the railing, looking at the wide river, one cargo ship after another, and cruise ships.

In Li Jia's eyes, Ye Feng seemed to be frozen with the environment in front of him, becoming a still painting.

Sad and lonely.

(End of this chapter)