Recast youth

Chapter 2130 I don’t want to become someone I hate
Ye Feng is a scheming person.

Even for Kong Jingke, he would have scheming intentions.

Don’t you have feelings for Kong Jingke?It was simply impossible, and because of this, Ye Feng had always cared about Kong Jingke, but he had always been very restrained, but there is an old saying that it is better to be sparse than to block.

Especially the word emotion.

If it has been suppressed for a long time, once it breaks out, it will be like a flood that is released and out of control.

This was also the main reason why Ye Feng couldn't help but kiss her when Kong Jingke was drunk. After all, Ye Feng was still reluctant to break up with Kong Jingke, so his scheming showed up.

He deliberately said some unreasonable things, and then asked Kong Jingke to ask curiously.

After Kong Jingke asked "Why are you here?", Ye Feng's goal was achieved, and then without giving Kong Jingke a chance to react, he blurted out: "Because I like you."

In fact, Ye Feng wanted to say that it was because he cared.

But he was afraid of being too conservative and moved the subject away, so he said it with words like "I like you."

Kong Jingke was also a little surprised. He didn't expect Ye Feng to actually say it. He was happy and a little sad at the same time, because if she let go, she and Ye Feng would go back to the old ways.

If so, why did she go to Zurich three years ago?
So Kong Jingke sighed in his heart and said nothing.

Ye Feng also felt Kong Jingke's disappointed mood at this time, and asked nervously: "Is it because what I just said made you angry?"

"No."

Kong Jingke shook his head gently.

Ye Feng asked tentatively: "Then I like you, do you mind?"

At this point, Ye Feng couldn't hold back the emotions he had been suppressing, and simply said: "Actually, my feelings for you have never changed, and you have always been in my heart."

Kong Jingke lowered his lips and said nothing.

Ye Feng could actually feel that Kong Jingke also liked him, but if she didn't say anything out loud, Ye Feng felt uneasy, so he asked again: "What about you? Do you like me?"

"I do not know."

Kong Jingke shook his head, looked out the window, and then said in a deep tone: "Actually, liking is not enough between two people."

"I know."

Ye Feng took a deep breath, he knew what Kong Jingke meant.

But what can I say?

Do you call yourself greedy?

Or do you mean that you not only love Zhang Lan, but also her?

Ye Feng couldn't say this, and it was still the same as three years ago. He couldn't give Kong Jingke a promise. In other words, he couldn't give her a sense of security, and what Kong Jingke needed most was a sense of security.

So Ye Feng was a little painful.

Kong Jingke was a thoughtful person. He saw Ye Feng's pain and didn't want to see him sad, so he talked to himself in a gentle tone: "Actually, when I went to Switzerland three years ago, I felt very sad. "

"It's really sad."

"Can you understand? The feeling of leaving everything behind, getting on the plane alone, and going to a foreign country. The most important thing is that I feel as if something important in my heart has been left behind in China."

"If you ask me if I like you, of course I do."

"But liking her doesn't mean we can be together."

At this point, Kong Jingke turned to look at Ye Feng: "You said that if I let go now, why would I go abroad three years ago? I will ask myself this question repeatedly."

"I understand." Ye Feng nodded.

"No, you don't understand."

Kong Jingke looked at the traffic outside the car and expressed the biggest contradiction in his heart: "Actually, my mother used to be in good health. It was just because she saw him with other women that she got excited and suffered a ruptured blood vessel that caused paralysis." , I had a big fight with him because of this, and then took my mother to Dongzhou, where she used to stay."

This is Kong Zhong.

Kong Jingke's original world was a very simple one.

Ever since she saw her mother admitted to the hospital with half her body unconscious and unable to speak clearly, her world collapsed and she has hated that man ever since.

indifferent.

ruthless.

When his mother was taken to the hospital, he didn't even come.

Therefore, Kong Jingke was deeply disappointed with this cruel man, so he left Yanjing with his mother, and then broke off all relations with Yanjing. She did not want to hear any news about that man, including his name.

down a few years.

Kong Jingke still hated Kong Zhong, and he kept arguing with Kong Zhong when he returned to Yanjing. He just said that once during the quarrel, he suddenly discovered that the man who was originally cold, strong, and almost never bowed his head actually had a lot more temples. White hair.

Kong Jingke suddenly realized that he was actually old.

I am getting old without realizing it.

Even in the face of her sometimes deliberately making things difficult and looking for trouble, he remained silent. This was almost impossible to happen before, but it really happened.

Then Kong Jingke relented.

And being soft-hearted also made Kong Jingke hate himself particularly. He had obviously hurt his mother like that, but he would actually be soft-hearted towards him?This also made Kong Jingke feel particularly sorry for his mother.

Didn't he deserve what he had today?
But Kong Jingke still found that he could no longer hate him, especially when he remained silent and gave in when facing her.

In addition, the relationship between him and Ye Feng was fruitless, and Kong Jingke was unwilling to embarrass Ye Feng, so he ended up leaving the country without saying goodbye.

"You know what? I really want to hate him."

Kong Jingke said in a low tone: "If it weren't for him, my mother would not have a cerebral blood vessel rupture, nor would she leave me so early. Do you think I shouldn't hate him? But after I saw that he had a lot of white hair, , I actually can’t hate him anymore, I even feel that he is lonely and pitiful sometimes, do you think it’s funny?”

Ye Feng could understand Kong Jingke's mood and comforted him: "He is your father after all, and blood is thicker than water. This cannot be changed. In fact, he still cares about you, otherwise he would not force you to come to Yanjing with him. "

"Really? Maybe."

Kong Jingke smiled self-deprecatingly, then glanced at Ye Feng with complicated eyes, and then said: "You asked me just now if I like you? Actually, I do, very much, but..., but I don't want to become the person I hate the most. people."

Hearing this, Ye Feng suddenly felt something was wrong.

Sure enough, Kong Jingke looked at him again, as if his eyes were trying to penetrate him, and said, "I not only hate him, I also hate the woman who destroyed my family. I don't want to be her, you know? I don't want to hate you either."

"..."

After Kong Jingke finished speaking, Ye Feng suddenly felt that all his strength had been drained. He understood the meaning of Kong Jingke's words, so he said with difficulty: "I'm sorry."

"I don't want you to say sorry. If you say sorry, I will still feel sad."

Kong Jingke shook his head and turned around.

In fact, there was the most crucial sentence that Kong Jingke did not say to Ye Feng.

That is because she is afraid that she will be as soft-hearted and accepting towards Ye Feng as she is towards that man, because her psychological defense line has been almost broken by Ye Feng...

(End of this chapter)