Recast youth

Chapter 172 You Are Not A Saint
Wang Hao threw the cigarette butt in his hand on the ground, stamped it out with his toes, then turned his head to look at Ye Feng, and spoke calmly.

"So I have been thinking about a question. This is the 90th anniversary of Dongcheng University. So in 10 years, at the 100th anniversary, how many of our group will be upright and come back with glory? I, Wang Hao, will have I don’t have the courage to come back.”

"First, the car."

"Then comes the room."

"Ten years, according to my original idea, go on step by step, with a salary of 500 yuan a month, including floating points, I won't make much money in ten years. Can I come back?"

"unable."

"I didn't have the courage to come back at all. Even if I came back, I would only dare to hide in the crowd and look up at the splendid classmates on the stage. I couldn't even say that I knew them and were classmates with them."

Wang Hao kept talking.

He seemed to have been thinking about this for a long time, and it was not until the end of the school anniversary that he said it out in one breath. In fact, it seemed that since he broke up with Xu Wen, he seemed to have become far away from everyone's activities.

Ye Feng has been listening quietly. Hearing Wang Hao's narration, he was very touched in his heart. There are many people whose hearts are higher than the sky and whose lives are thinner than paper. Many people will indulge in self-comfort.

I can do it.

I can.

In fact, without external help, what awaits them is often despair and a numb life. As Wang Hao said, it is impossible to make the alma mater proud and return in glory as an outstanding senior. .

Ye Feng did not object to Wang Hao's point of view. Relatively speaking, Wang Hao came to his senses earlier than Lin Rui and Wang Xiaoqiang. In essence, he already had the mentality of stepping out of society and becoming an adult.

Perhaps this school anniversary reception with outstanding seniors was the beginning of sobriety for him.

But Ye Feng felt it was a little inappropriate, so he asked Wang Hao for a cigarette. The cigarette was Soft China. Ye Feng looked at the Soft China in his hand and did not light it in a hurry. Instead, he asked: "All the money is used to buy China." Okay, is the living expenses still enough?"

"Lao San, your words almost made me cry."

Wang Hao smiled bitterly and said: "If it weren't for the fact that the school hosted a uniform meal for the past two days, I really don't know how I could have survived. There is no way to socialize at the critical moment. I have no money in my pocket, so I can only make a fool of myself. What do you mean? Outstanding senior brothers are all soft-hearted, even the 100-pack Hetianxia, ​​the Nine-Five Lord, why do I have the nerve to hand over my ten-eight-dollar cigarettes? I don’t even dare to mention late-night snacks to them."

Ye Feng asked: "What about Wang Na? What's going on between you and her? Li Jia's phone calls have all come to me."

Wang Hao was silent when he heard this. He took out another pack of cigarettes from his suit pocket. The cigarettes were not expensive. They cost 5 yuan a pack of red plums. After lighting them, he took a deep breath and exhaled. The smoke blurred his eyes. .

Then he wiped his eyes, which seemed to be wet.

"Haha, it's a 5 yuan cigarette after all. It made me choke to tears."

Wang Hao laughed out loud and finally stopped laughing. Once he stopped, there was no trace of smile on his face. He stood up straight and said deeply: "I'm sorry for her. If I have a chance in the future, I will Make it up to her.”

"Wang Hao, we are the closest in the dormitory. We are in the same class, with the same seat. You are my top bunk even on the bed. In terms of size in the dormitory, you are the second oldest and are my second brother."

Ye Feng really didn't know what to say. He was caught in a dilemma. He took a long drag on his cigarette and said, "But Wang Na is Li Jia's roommate. Aren't you making it difficult for me?"

Wang Hao pinched his eyebrows and hummed.

"Who are you with now?" Ye Feng asked upset.Wang Hao said: "A senior sister, a student of Department 99, is here this time. She is from Yanjing. Her family is an official and she has a boyfriend. She had a fight with her boyfriend before she came, so I took advantage of her mood. No, I invited her out for a late-night snack, drank some wine and then fell asleep."

"She also gave this phone to me the next day." Wang Hao unconsciously played with the flip Motorola in his hand and said in a tone that was unfamiliar to Ye Feng.

After speaking, Wang Hao smiled at Ye Feng: "Do you look down on your second brother now? He actually started poaching and tried his best to get her pregnant."

"Is it worth it?" Ye Feng could see that Wang Hao was unhappy, and he could also see that he felt guilty towards Wang Na. It was all because of the smoke that blinded his eyes that he was deceiving himself.

"Why isn't it worth it? She has a Yanjing registered permanent residence and has two houses at home. Her father is a section chief. If nothing else, one house in Yanjing alone is enough for me to spend half a lifetime on, right? It won't even last a lifetime. The house price in Yanjing is not low now, so you have to be strong-willed, but the key is that you don’t have money in your pocket, you really can’t hold your head high, and you don’t have the courage to speak. You worry about this and that, and you’re afraid of asking for dinner or something.”

Wang Hao looked at the half-burned red plum cigarette in his hand and said: "I can't always put a pack of Zhonghua in my outer pocket and smoke 5 yuan red plums secretly, right? If I can catch this senior, I can There is no need to argue with Wang Xiaoqiang about whether Volkswagen or Toyota is better, I also buy Mercedes-Benz and BMW, and again, Audi can never outperform."

Ye Feng sighed: "You still can't forget what Xu Wen said to you."

"I can't help it, I really can't forget it. As for feelings, sometimes I'm just a bitch. Xu Wen is sorry for me, and I'm sorry for Wang Na."

Wang Hao hooked Ye Feng's shoulders and said with deep feeling: "Actually, when two people are together, their feelings are secondary. What suits you is the most important. Senior sister wants someone to love her and coax her. I will give it to her." She just loves her, and then I can save 30 or 50 years of struggle."

Ye Feng said speechlessly: "You are really not cute at all now."

"Cute?" Wang Hao was a little stunned.

Ye Feng said angrily: "Well, from head to toe, you exude an adult's view of money and worldview, and you are completely a realist. You are so mature now that it would be a bit weird to call you a mouse. "

"There's nothing you can do about it. People have to grow up. When they grow up, they naturally stop being cute."

Wang Hao understood what Ye Feng meant, and he smiled: "But you can bark at any time, mouse. I recognize what you barked."

Ye Feng chatted with Wang Hao for a while.

In the conversation between Wang Hao and Ye Feng, the three words that Wang Hao said the most were no way, and laughter. This kind of laughter made Ye Feng feel quite uncomfortable. He was even thinking about Wang Hao's sudden maturity. , do you have any responsibility?
Obviously I have the ability to help him.

Wang Hao noticed Ye Feng's depression and hugged his shoulders, indicating that it was nothing. If I had thought about it, I would have shamelessly come to you as early as when you brought Lin Rui and Wang Xiaoqiang to make money.

What's there to bear?

You are not a saint.

Wang Hao said this to Ye Feng. At the end of the sentence, he calmly extended his hand to Ye Feng: "Lend me 500 yuan. I really have no money."

Ye Feng took out 500 yuan.

Wang Hao took it, looked at the 500 yuan in his hand, and smiled: "I won't pay back these 500 yuan."

"Be your phoenix man steadily. Anyone who asks you to pay back the 500 yuan will treat it as a rat."

Ye Feng's mood suddenly relaxed, a smile appeared on his lips, and he cursed with a smile.

(End of this chapter)