Recast youth

Chapter 1670: Not hard-hearted at all

Yes.

magic barrier.

Everyone has demons in their hearts, but the direction is different. How can a person not have a little bit of his own pride in his heart, and the same is true for Gao Xuan.

I used to suffer from emotional issues, and even suffered from depression.

Why is this so?
Isn’t it also because the thoughts are not clear?
Including the past life, the relationship with Li Man was the same. Yes, it was my own problem. Others told me to break up, but I couldn't get out of it. Then I resigned myself to degradation, and then I dropped out of school step by step and ended up in despair.

But Ye Feng doesn't blame others, he only blames himself.

I am not a saint, I am an ordinary person. I have advantages but more disadvantages.

Ye Feng has always understood this very clearly. Listening to what Gao Xuan said, Ye Feng also had many feelings. He never thought that he had left an impersonal impression in Gao Xuan's heart.

Thinking of this, Ye Feng took a puff of cigarette and said slowly to Gao Xuan: "Actually, I didn't mean that. I just think that with your conditions and IQ, you can have a better life. You don't have to stick to me. .”

"Is it really better then?"

Gao Xuan asked back.

Ye Feng was speechless when asked by Gao Xuan. Is it really possible?Now Gao Xuan is the executive vice president of the company. Even though Lanshan Company is far from reaching the height it should be, Gao Xuan's position is already shining enough.

And she now holds 375 million shares of the company. For ordinary people, these 375 million shares are already a wealth that is out of reach in a lifetime.

Ye Feng admitted that Gao Xuan was very smart, and she could do well even if she changed to another listed company, but she had to admit that no matter which company Gao Xuan changed to, she would not be as good as she is today.

But the problem is different.

I am a plug-in that does not belong to this time and space, and many things cannot be calculated based on common sense.

Thinking of this, Ye Feng overturned his thoughts. This assumption was unrealistic. In fact, Gao Xuan stayed regardless of everything, and then got something that was impossible for normal people to get.

Then Ye Feng looked up at Gao Xuan and returned to the original topic: "So now that you have gotten what you want, why are you still worried? Logically speaking, you should be very proud."

"Well, that's what I thought originally."

Gao Xuan nodded, then looked at Ye Feng quietly with her beautiful eyes: "But you won't find out until you really get something. It turns out that you are not as happy as you thought. I discovered something."

Ye Feng subconsciously asked: "What's going on?"

"I find I can't keep up with you."

Ye Feng was startled.

Gao Xuan continued to look at Ye Feng and said: "I thought I could keep up with you. I thought that as long as I worked hard, I could stand by your side. Even if the distance was a bit far, I wouldn't be able to raise my head. But after arriving in New York, I found that I was a bit too naive. Really, I have never tried to look up at a person, so much that even if I tried all my strength to look up, I couldn’t see his back.”

At this point, Gao Xuan paused, pursed her lips, and said, "What I can do is to look at you silently when you are talking to others."

Yes.

This is how Gao Xuan feels now.

In the past, she thought that if she studied hard and learned about the Internet, and then she could help Ye Feng, maybe Ye Feng would look at her differently. When she became the executive vice president of the company, Gao Xuan was very happy, thinking that she could finally help Ye Feng.But the fact is that she was soon brought back to her original state. Ye Feng's focus was not on the company at all. He had a film company outside and a popular Weibo social networking site. Even after he came back to start the company's IPO and came to New York together, I can only sit aside and watch him, just like watching the male protagonist on the TV through the TV screen, I can only watch from a distance.

But...but it seems so far, so far...

So Gao Xuan felt a little lonely, as if the distance between herself and Ye Feng was getting farther and farther.

Ye Feng was silent. He rarely spoke to Gao Xuan alone. Today was the first time Gao Xuan said these words to him. Ye Feng suddenly became a little overwhelmed. After being silent for a while, he said to Gao Xuan: "It's not worth it. of."

Gao Xuan shook her head: "There is nothing worth it or not. In the final analysis, as long as you like it, maybe what people like most is the things and people they can't get. Don't you ever ask for something and you don't get it?"

"Maybe."

Ye Feng lost the desire to continue chatting. He stood up and looked at the charming Gao Xuan who had lost his charm and was replaced by a quiet one. He said, "But life is like this. Nine times out of ten things are not what you want, and there are many things you ask for but don't get." , there are also many dissatisfactions, but what we should do is not to immerse ourselves in them, but to step out and change our lives, because the other party will not be moved, or even know, in the final analysis, everything is moved by your wishful thinking. Just myself.”

"In the end, it's not worth it."

Ye Feng slowly shook his head and said, "I won't be moved by what you did."

Gao Xuan looked at Ye Feng's face and suddenly laughed.

Ye Feng frowned and said in an unhappy tone: "Why are you laughing?"

"What you said is so touching."

Gao Xuan told Ye Feng what was on her mind, and she felt much better. She looked straight at Ye Feng, suddenly came closer, her long hair hanging down, and smiled infatuatedly: "Do you also have such an experience?"

"have it."

Ye Feng originally wanted to say no, but thinking of Gao Xuan's sad look before, he followed her heart and said yes. In fact, what Ye Feng said was indeed true to his heart. In his previous life, he had moved him. As a result, Li Manlian even thought of herself because of her. I don’t even know what I did or how bad my life was.

But Ye Feng didn't want to think so, because thinking so meant that he was blaming Li Man.

We don't owe each other anything, and everything is just our own wishful thinking. How can we blame others for our own self-destruction?
"Go to bed early, I'm going to bed too."

Ye Feng didn't want to talk to Gao Xuan anymore and turned to leave.

Gao Xuan looked at Ye Feng's figure and suddenly smiled. She had a charming smile. It was completely different from her previous smile. With a hint of joy, she suddenly shouted: "Ye Feng."

"kindness?"

Ye Feng turned around and looked at Gao Xuan slightly impatiently.

"Actually, you are not hard-hearted at all."

The corners of Gao Xuan's lips curled up slightly, and she said to Ye Feng in a good mood, "Also, tonight is the happiest time for me this year."

"Neuropathy."

Ye Feng cursed with a cold face, then turned around and waved his hand without looking back: "Go to bed early."

(End of this chapter)