The sacred right side of a certain comic
Chapter 57
What Shokuhou Misaki longs for is to be trusted and believed by others, while Mitsuru Aiyu is just the opposite. What she longs for is someone who can trust and believe.
That's why Roy said"I believe you" to Shokuhou Misaki; that's why he said"Will you believe me" to Honey Ant Aiyu?
Shokuhou Misaki and Honey Ant Aiyu, they are like contradictory individuals, with completely opposite emotions, but also have a similar side.
"I am just an ant who will never become a bee."
I don't know when the dark night has come. The stars in the sky are reflected in the Milky Way, but the light of human beings has covered up the light of the stars, making the shining in the darkness dim and difficult to see with the naked eye.
Honey ants Aiyu leaned in Roy's arms, and her stiff body gradually softened. She was not a strong person, she was just a girl who needed someone to rely on, otherwise she would not have felt inferior due to the impact of reality. and suicidal emotions and thoughts.
Once, she longed for her teacher. Once, she was happy with the friends she met in the institute, but in the end she only ushered in a tragic ending.
The teacher she longed for did not complete her quest to become a hero. The children who dreamed and laughed without knowing it became experimental subjects and corpses on the operating table.
After experiencing all this personally, the honey ant Aiyu became cowardly, fearful, incompetent and furious, and... Her mind is extremely fragile. Just like Shokuhou Misaki wants to clean up her memory, Mitsumi Aiyu's thoughts are even more extreme, and she even wants to give up her life.
If we say the greatest misfortune for Mitsumi Aiyu, I'm afraid it's... Academy City, with her family background and beauty, if she studied in any country, any city, or any school outside of Academy City, she could become a princess with stars in her eyes and the apple of her parents' eye.
But In this city where family conditions and self-efforts are of no use, and everything is determined by ability level, she who should be flying high in the sky can only crawl humblely and struggle in the dirt.
Coupled with the ability of the psychological system The patient already has various psychological problems. After experiencing so much darkness, it becomes understandable that Mitsumi Aiyu would have thoughts of committing suicide, get angry for no reason and resent others. Sex with
Shokuhou Unlike Qi, a girl with a strong temperament, Shokuhou Misaki only needs a little guidance from others to get out of this haze relying on her strong psychological endurance. However, Mianyi Aiyu, a more cowardly girl, needs more careful guidance. Care can make her mental state healthy.
"What's wrong with ants? They never give up, they plan ahead, and they are full of expectations. They don't have to compare more with others. They just need to live how they want. Although this is just a cliché, humans As long as we live in society, we will come into contact with others and have emotional entanglements."
"……‘Comparison is the source of human progress, but at the same time it is also the evil of human beings. I don’t force you to live your life regardless of other people’s opinions. Just remember, little ant, no matter how bad you are in this society. Even if your head is broken and bleeding, I will protect you and give you a warm embrace. As long as you still believe in me, I will not let you get hurt."
Roy hugged the petite girl in his arms tightly, his voice was gentle and his smile gave people a huge sense of trust."……Just become an ant and struggle hard, because your way of never giving up is really beautiful. Don’t give up easily. Be full of expectations. Even if others give up on you, I will save you. No. Let someone hurt you again!"
Mianyi Aiyu closed her eyes. She curled up her perfect and slender legs and hugged Roy tightly, as if she wanted to blend into his body. What Mianyi Aiyu longed for and expected was so simple. Things are the most painful in her heart. When she is about to sink into the sea of suffering, there is a person who can appear in front of her like a hero, grab her wrist, and take her away from the shore of the sea of suffering.
Yuanfeng Ye Li is Mianyi Aiyu's teacher. That woman has a great influence on her life. Yuanfeng Yeli, who longs to be a hero, makes Mianyi Aiyu also have the child-like longing for a hero who can protect her. The arrival of the girl. When the girl is emotionally fragile, it is the best opportunity to overcome obstacles, avoid the fragments of her soul, and enter the depths of her heart, leaving her own taste, her own shadow, and her own voice and smile deeply imprinted on her heart. Deep in her heart, when the gap in her heart is closed, she will never forget you even if she regrets it.
Why are women most likely to be impulsive when they are broken up in love? Why is there an important prohibition in the field of psychological counseling, that is, a psychiatrist You must not have any emotions with your patients.
Because one is taking advantage of the moment when your heart is broken, and the other is actively asking you to put down your guard and open your heart.
Mianyi Aiyu longs for this moment to become forever. , she is at ease now, can forget the pain, and does not have to remember and grieve.
Roy did not persuade Mianyi Aiyu to give up his resentment towards Shokuhou Misaki. That is not Mianyi Aiyu in essence. Ayu's hatred for Shokuhou Misaki is her own hatred towards herself.
Although Ayu is not familiar with the world, since she has experienced this dark past, can she really still face it innocently? This city, this world? If she could really continue to be innocent, she would not have such a source of painful emotions. How could an innocent and happy child still have psychological problems?
In fact, Honey Ant loves Yui has long known that Shokuhou Misaki can become Level.5, and it has nothing to do with Shokuhou Misaki herself. When she is emotional, Honey Ant Aiyu will turn a blind eye to her and impose all the blame on Shokuhou Misaki. Qi's body was like a person who was angry and spoke without thinking. Angry people would never reason.
But after Mi Yan Aiyu gradually calmed down, she You will know that the reason why she lost was just because 'Heart Puncture' was not as good as 'Psychological Mastery', so she lost her best chance.
Mianyi Aiyu was just resenting herself and feeling inferior to her own abilities, leaving her without the strength to go Save teachers and friends.
Her relationship with Shokuhou Misaki may become better again as time goes by, but that is definitely not now. Let a junior high school girl put aside her prejudices and settle the feud with her 'enemy'. That is adulthood. People can't do it, let alone ask for a child.
Everyone has their own reserve, dignity and little pride, but everyone can't let go and apologize.
Roy is not in love with Honey Ant Yu talked about too many truths and didn't say too many words to her, because Roy knew that what Aiyu now needs is just a listener and a companion. It would be better if he could become an understander..
The two of them just silently watched the artificial lake reflecting the human shadow, watching the crescent moon in the sky rising above the branches and treetops, the occasional chirping of insects at night coming from the grass on the shore, and the cool night breeze. Penetrates human skin.
After a long time, Roy took out his cell phone and took a look. He found that it was already ten o'clock in the evening. Aiyu in his arms was curled up like a cat. She was already very tired today and seemed to be in a daze. sleep
"Are you hungry?"
Roy's sudden voice seemed so abrupt in this quiet and uninhabited environment, which made Miyi Aiyu's delicate body shake and wake up.
She shook her head first and then nodded.
"It's already this time, can you still go back to the dormitory?"
Roy asked again
"If you go back at this time, you will definitely be caught by the dormitory master."
Mianyi Aiyu shrank down. Spring nights are always cold. What happened on this day made her mentally exhausted. If she was blown by the cold wind, she would easily catch a cold and have a fever.
At this moment, Mianyi Aiyu Yu felt her body feel warm. Roy took off his coat at some point and covered her body. The girl who was born in junior high school has a petite figure, and Roy's coat can be worn as a skirt.
"Since you will be caught if you go back, then don't go back. You didn't go back to the dormitory yesterday. You asked your roommate to help you fool you. Let your roommate help you fool you again today."
Roy's words made Mianyi Aiyu not think too much, and just nodded and said:"……Okay, I will tell my roommate. Her ability is very special and she should not be caught by the dormitory."
Speaking of this, Mi Yan Aiyu's pretty fair face blushed. She knew that if she didn't go back to the dormitory at night, there was only one place she could go, and that was Roy's home.
Although she also lived there yesterday At Roy's home, her mood today is completely different from yesterday. If yesterday she was vigilant and nervous, then today she is as shy and nervous as a deer stumbling around.
"Let's go have something to eat first. What do you want to eat?"
"I want to eat...eat kebabs."
Miant Aiyu's timid voice came, a little embarrassed.
Hearing her words, Roy couldn't help but laugh. He remembered that this young lady's past life consisted of red wine and steak. Now that she suddenly tasted common people's food, she probably discovered something new. world
"Okay, let's go eat skewers, buy some to eat at home, and go to the convenience store to buy some drinks."
Roy took the little girl's hand and stood up, while Mianyi Aiyu silently opened his famous brand bag.
Different from Shokuhou Caoqi's bag, Mianyi Aiyu's bag looked... It was very ordinary. Only those who really understood the upper class could know how expensive this bag was. She found her wallet in her bag, took out the black card with unlimited overdraft and handed it over.
"The password is XXXXXX……"
Roy was stunned for a moment, then took the card with a smile. He felt that this girl was really smart and knew how to take the initiative to pay for it!
The night is getting dark. In this atmosphere, as long as you are a little stronger and use some tricks, you can understand a woman's heart from another aspect.
Roy would naturally not give up the opportunity that was at his fingertips. Since he was being taken care of by others, he had to provide services.
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