The ruddy face turned pale instantly, Su Ru's body was stiff, her eyes were full of confusion and she didn't move at all!
It was like a dream.
She couldn't believe what was happening in front of her eyes. Her heart was full of mixed feelings, and she was in a state of panic. She never thought that her senior brother Tian Buyi was still awake at this late hour.
Would come to her room quietly.
She felt that the world was silent, as if she couldn't hear anything, except the sound of the wind blowing outside, the fallen leaves flying in the sky, and the moonlight shattering on the ground!
It seemed to be particularly cold tonight.
It's over.
She was actually caught by her own senior brother?
Su Ru also knew that as a cultivator, it was natural for her to be pure-hearted and free from distractions. The purpose of their becoming a Taoist couple was just to reproduce. Since she had Tian Ling'er, she should follow the way of heaven and cultivate with one heart. She must not be like the demons of the demon sect...
Greed, anger, and ignorance are all delusions!
They are definitely not what their famous and upright sects should have.
So...
Whenever those thoughts came to her mind, she would be so entangled and painful, struggling between reason and ethics!
Until one day, she found the book under the bed by chance, and finally she didn't care so much...
She mustered up the courage to hide it secretly, and waited until the dead of night to read it by herself!
Unexpectedly, it was discovered by Tian Buyi.
"Master, Senior Brother..."
Tian Buyi tried his best to suppress the anger in his heart and said, "Do you still know that you are my Senior Brother?"
"Junior Sister, you have always been a model of dignified gentleness, quietness and generosity in Qingyun Sect?"
"Who doesn't know this?"
"Who doesn't respect you?"
"But look at yourself now, what have you done?"
"Are these books what we should read?"
"What would our daughter think if she found out that her mother was reading these filthy things in the middle of the night?"
"What would our disciples think?"
Su Ru's body trembled slightly, and she felt a flood of bitterness in her heart. She didn't know what to say and wanted to explain, but...
What Tian Buyi said seemed to make sense.
In the eyes of everyone in the sect, she has always been the representative of a good wife and mother, always gentle and intellectual, generous, doing housework, and treating her disciples in a friendly manner!
But...
Now that she is almost middle-aged, she can't escape the swamp of desire!
Just like those demons in the demon sect? !
Tian Buyi sighed and said: "Junior sister, I don't understand. Logically speaking, your cultivation insights should not be low?"
"Why do you have such dirty and filthy thoughts?"
"Didn't I give you the Qingxin Mantra before?"
"When you have desires in your heart, recite the Qingxin Mantra quickly."
"Is that useless to you?"
Tears were swaying slightly in her beautiful eyes, and she felt particularly wronged. The couple had been married for many years and rarely quarreled.
Even if there was a conflict occasionally, Tian Buyi would just keep silent.
This was the first time she had encountered such an accusation as today.
Su Ru bit her red lips lightly, with a trace of unwillingness and stubbornness on her beautiful face. She slowly raised her head, looked at her senior brother and said, "Senior brother, I just..."
"We have been sleeping in separate rooms for so many years."
"You have always been good at cultivation and are unwilling to come to see me."
"Sometimes I want to say a few intimate words to you, but you always ignore me and don't care."
"Senior brother, I occasionally doubt whether we are really..."
"Husband and wife?"
"We have been married for almost decades. Do you still have feelings for me?"
Even when complaining, Su Ru's voice still seems particularly gentle. She looks at her husband and asks from the depths of her soul!
Su Ru has always been very confident in her appearance, figure, and temperament. She is obviously a very beautiful woman.
But why is her husband unwilling to look at her more?
No matter how proud and charming a woman is, she can never do without the watering and nourishment of love!
Su Ru is no exception.
However, Tian Buyi is busy practicing all day long, and he hasn't been sweet and loving with him for more than ten years!
Even if the two of them are as respectful as guests, Su Ru always feels that something is missing?
She is just a normal person.
In the past years, Su Ru always felt that if there is nothing, then there is nothing!
That's no big deal.
But now...
It's different.
Her age is different from before.
If it wasn't true and there was no way, how could she put down her pride and take the initiative to find Tian Buyi.
Put forward the real thoughts in her heart.
"Junior sister."
Tian Buyi sighed and said, "I really didn't expect that all you think about all day is this?"
"Do you really think it's interesting?"
"Wasn't it like this when you got married?"
"Why is it now..."
Swish!
Su Ru felt even more wronged.
Tears in the corners of her eyes slid down involuntarily.
Sure enough.
Tian Buyi regarded himself as a fickle demon from the demon sect.
And asked her if it was really that interesting?
He also knew that the two had been married for many years. Could it be that in Tian Buyi's mind, she was really such a terrible person?
Su Ru bit her lips tightly, her body trembling slightly, and couldn't help but take a deep breath. She said, "Senior brother, do you still love me?"
"We are already an old married couple, why are you still talking about that?"
"No matter what happens, I will stand by you, isn't that enough?"
"I will treat what happened tonight as if nothing happened."
"Don't ever do such a thing again."
"If it gets out, your image will be ruined."
"Your reputation will be ruined too!"
"That book... I will burn it immediately." (To read the exciting novels, go to Fly Novel Network!)
Tian Buyi stretched out his right hand, and in an instant, the book was buried in the flames.
Su Ru's body trembled slightly. She looked at Tian Buyi standing in front of her, and her inner emotions were particularly complicated.
Is he a good husband? !
Definitely.
After all, he is quite good to her, but she, Su Ru, is definitely a model of a good wife. []
She has been quietly doing housework and taking care of her daughter for these years.
Tian Buyi said that he hoped that they could separate in order to be busy with cultivation. She agreed without thinking.
People need to eat when they are hungry and drink water when they are thirsty. It is normal to have some thoughts occasionally!
When she has some thoughts, she practices the Heart Purification Mantra.
However, when thirsty, the only thing that can really quench thirst is always water!
Even if you eat fruit temporarily or do not feel thirsty through other means, you will not be able to hold it back one day.
The same is true for some thoughts!
Especially in recent years...
Is her request really too much?
Why does he say such harsh words?
But, Su Ru doesn't think...
What did Tian Buyi really do wrong?
"Brother, is my image in your mind really so bad?"
Tian Buyi sighed and said, "It's not bad, but I'm very disappointed."
"You are so different from what I thought."
"I always feel that we are brothers and sisters from the same school."
"We should have the same beliefs and goals."
"But now you are falling into the devil's way little by little."
"I can turn a blind eye to what happened tonight."
"I never want to see such a thing again."
"I don't want my disciples to know what their mistress thinks in her head every day."
"You have to pay attention to your image!"
"Do you understand?"
Su Ru bit his lips tightly, and his beautiful face showed a very complicated expression. He seemed to be considering himself everywhere!
But...
She clearly knew what she wanted.
But in Tian Buyi's eyes, that was the idea of a demon from the Demon Cult.
Then what was she?
"Brother, I...I know!"
Tian Buyi sighed and said, "Junior sister, it was all my fault just now."
"It's possible that the tone of his speech was indeed a little heavier."
"I also hope you don't think too much."
"I just felt that it was a little too surprising."
"I didn't expect that my junior sister would become someone I don't even recognize one day."
"But I can understand you, after all, that's human nature."
"It's normal to have some messy thoughts now."
He hesitated for a moment and said, "I'll leave first, junior sister."
Looking at Tian Buyi's figure disappearing in the gentle and vast moonlight, Su Ru stood in the room, feeling a wave of bitterness in his heart!
Fickle. (Qian Zhao)
Demon cult monster.
Thinking about indecent things all day long!
That's how his senior brother evaluated him?
Is he wrong?
It doesn't seem to be too wrong.
But am I wrong?
The cultivation of Taoism should preserve the principles of heaven and eliminate human desires.
But humans are not plants, so who can be heartless?
Why can we eat when we are hungry and drink water when we are thirsty...
Some thoughts must be killed.
Isn't this against the principles of heaven?
Su Ru dragged her tired body and reluctantly closed the door.
Lying alone in bed, she felt that the night outside was particularly cold!
A heart sank and continued to sink.
Finally sank into the abyss!
It was bottomless!
...
Long Kui couldn't sleep.
She was lying on the bed, thinking about a question in her mind.
That girl was obviously bullied so badly by Jiang Chen last night?
She cried because of the beating!
But why was she still so close and friendly to Jiang Chen during the day?
The two of them leaned on each other?
The girl even looked like she liked Jiang Chen very much.
It was totally out of character.
More importantly, Long Kui found that she seemed to want to see that scene again.
I felt uncomfortable just thinking about it.
I changed two sets of clothes last night!
How about...
I'll go over tonight to see it? .
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