Collapse: Beginning Production Game

[Raven paused and said, "... Gray Snake told you?"

Not many people know her brother, and Gray Snake is one of the few who knows.

"I found it myself." Mei said. There is a record in the World Snake, and she happened to see it when she was looking for other information.

Raven didn't say anything, but just kept sighing. She didn't expect Mei to ask such a question. For her, it was indeed impossible to answer quickly.

"When you and Gray Snake left, he was not dead yet."

After Mei said this, both of them were silent. Finally, the car stopped and Raven said that they had arrived at the destination.

Unconsciously, they came to the beach. Outside the right window was the wide beach under the sunset. The car was parked next to the beach road.

"It's still a while before nightfall. Accompany me to get off the car and walk for a while."

The two got off the car and walked on the beach. The sea water under the sunset was reflected in orange and sparkling.

Raven talked about her childhood with a nostalgic look on her face. Those were her most precious memories. If there had been no collapse, she would have lived with her brother now.

Raven would never forget that experience, and Mei also listened to Raven's story seriously, being a qualified listener.

Raven walked barefoot in the sunset with her shoes in her hands.

The sea water regularly slapped her ankles, erasing the footprints she had left.

"You asked me if I was looking forward to it? Yes, of course." Raven turned around and answered the question Mei asked in the car.

"I have returned to Siberia to look for him more than once, and I have also asked informants to inquire about him more than once."

"I always hope that he didn't die that night, and was not buried by those ruins-"

"I hope that he will suddenly appear in front of me one day, calling me Nata like before, and give me a surprise."

Raven squatted down, picked up a shell and played with it for a while, and then threw it back into the sea.

"You know? In fact, he really appeared."

Mei was slightly stunned. Is there really resurrection from the dead?

"It was a winter as cold as when I was a child, and even Vancouver was snowing."

"I was driving to meet the trading partner. When I was waiting for the red light, a person who looked exactly like my brother suddenly walked past me."

"Is it a child?" Mei asked. Maybe Raven was wrong, but it could also be a similar person. After all, the world is so big, there will always be extremely similar people.

"No, it's not a child."

"How should I put it? I just thought that if my brother was still alive, he would look like this."

Mei was silent. She could guess that it was just a coincidence.

"My mind was blank and I couldn't think of anything. When I came to my senses, he had disappeared around the corner. I immediately got out of the car and chased him."

"I chased him for a long time, but there was always a constant distance between us, either because of the red light or because of the flow of people.. "

"I stared at him, trying to keep his back in my sight - running posture, sideways to avoid passers-by, exactly the same as in my memory."

"But I couldn't catch up with him after all."

"How could that be? I am the top mercenary in North America, stealth tracking should be easy to catch."

"So in the end I found out that it was not that I couldn't catch up with him, but that I didn't want to catch up with him."

Mei nodded: "I understand this feeling."

"In fact, deep in my heart, I knew that it was not him, I knew he was dead, it was just a shadow of the past."

"But I didn't want to admit it, and still wanted to grab it, like grabbing a straw."

"But I didn't want to deny it either, so I didn't dare to catch up with the shadow, and I didn't dare to wait for him to turn around and greet him with a "sorry, you recognized the wrong person." ”]

[Alas, I feel deeply touched. Hearing this sentence, I really feel bad inside.]

[Anyone who has experienced the situation of Raven will probably make the same choice in the end.]

[When you desire something, you are afraid that when you really touch it, it is not what you desire.]

……

“It really makes me miss it, but I didn’t expect that I would even tell that young lady about this.” Raven said to herself.

It seems that she and Mei have become very good friends. She can go to Mei to have a drink later.

[“What happened next?”

Raven shook her head and said, “What happened later… I don’t remember clearly. I probably went back to that red light.”

……

“In the end, I found a dream for myself—buy an island and build a big house. I have been wandering for too long and want a home to return to. ”

Raven looked at the distant coastline, as if her island was not far away.

“But that was also a fairy tale of yesterday.” Raven forced a smile, her own island, the abominable Herrscher of the Sky.

“I’m sorry.”

Mei’s expression became awkward. She remembered what Xiaokong said and could only force herself not to laugh. This matter was related to Kiana.

“It doesn’t matter. I don’t care anymore.” Raven said casually, but Mei remained silent and didn’t care at all. She felt it was impossible, because it was an island.

“When the island sank, I finally realized that I had never really lived for so many years.”

“Before my brother died, he only said one thing to me—live well! ”

“Live, Nata, live, it’s like a spell, a curse, making all my actions become derivatives of the meaning of survival.”

“But now I know that even if the island still exists, I can’t be relieved, because I still can’t be sure whether I am living well.”

“For so many years, there is only one thing that canLet me feel the warmth of life still remaining in my body."

Mei understood immediately and said, "You told me that it was when I was with the children."

Raven nodded: "Yes, you can say it is self-satisfaction or that it is useless in troubled times-"

"But that is the only thing I think is right, and it is what I still want to continue doing after breaking the curse."

"It is also a great thing. "Mei sighed.]

[This plot makes the character of Raven fuller and more three-dimensional. He looks like a decisive villain, but he also has a soft and gentle heart.]

[Born in the Collapse World, whether it is the protagonist or the supporting role, there is basically no happy life.]

[However, does Raven really not care about his island at all?]

[I think he still cares. After all, the money to buy an island is a pretty astonishing astronomical figure for a worker.]

...

Everyone's impression of Raven is even deeper. Although he is a so-called villain, he is not annoying..