Yearning for the cloud in my heart

Early in the morning, Chen Keyan started to pack things in the dormitory. In fact, there was nothing to pack. She was waiting for Jiang Ming. She wanted to see Jiang Ming or have a chat, and then go to Wucheng.

Maybe, after going to Wucheng this time, I will never come back again. Then, I won't be able to talk to Jiang Ming face to face for many years to come. Although she still couldn't accept this ending in her heart, the relationship between the two people could never go back to the past. She still couldn't understand that two people who had been close friends since childhood were in such a situation.

She also understood at this moment that it was also a mistake for her to be aloof and expect others to cater to her.

Everyone is equal, and only when people with ulterior motives ask for help do they assume a low profile. Then you can't associate with such people. They are obviously here for your benefit.

At noon, most of the students went home to eat. The teachers all went to the cafeteria to eat.

Chen Keyan was still alone in the dormitory. She thought about it and didn't know whether she was right or wrong to go to Wucheng this time. She thought about it for a long time, but still couldn't figure it out.

When Jiang Ming walked into the cafeteria, he was shocked when he didn't see Chen Keyan. In front of the teachers, he tried his best to look indifferent.

He straightened his rice bowl and ate, and then looked at Chen Keyan's bowl from time to time, but no one came to pick it up. What was he thinking about? He felt more and more unable to eat.

When he walked out of the cafeteria and walked toward his dormitory, when he passed Chen Keyan's dormitory, he hesitated for a moment and then quickly left. He thought that he was a married man and should not affect Chen Keyan now.

Chen Keyan saw Jiang Ming walking over and thought, this is enough. So she quickly packed up the things she needed to take away.

After Jiang Ming walked over, he stopped again. He was heartbroken and had to turn around. He tried his best to control his emotions and walked slowly to the door of Chen Keyan's bedroom.

"You go and eat. The food will be cold after a while."Jiang Ming said, just like a colleague's tone

"I'm not hungry. Have you eaten?"Chen Keyan also concealed something and whispered,"I will write to you after I go to Wucheng."

Jiang Ming was stunned for a moment. He looked towards the cafeteria. Most of the teachers had finished their meals and were chatting and laughing.

"Bon Voyage. Jiang Ming said quickly. He was worried that the teachers were already paying attention to him.

"On the contrary, you should pay more attention to your body. Just in case, just in case that doesn't work, why don't you go to Yangcheng?"After Chen Keyan finished speaking, she said in a very firm tone,"Lei Chaoqian, Li Xiaozhi, they go to Yangcheng, you also go to Yangcheng. No matter what you say, we are also relatives. Jiang Ming shook his head and said,"

I won't go to Yangcheng.""

"Why don’t you want to go to Yangcheng?"Chen Keyan asked

"I don't want to be with her. Jiang Ming said helplessly.

Chen Keyan laughed and said,"You are all married, what's the use of talking about it?""

"Whatever you say," Jiang Ming said,"Anyway, I can't get along with her."

"Remember, men need to wait!"Chen Keyan said intentionally or unintentionally

"What's the meaning?"Jiang Ming was suddenly startled. He didn't understand what Chen Keyan meant at all. He wondered whether he had made a mistake by not waiting well before; or whether he had to wait in the future, what to wait for?

Chen Keyan smiled slightly,"You Think about it for yourself and you will figure it out."

Jiang Ming didn't stay too long because the teachers all walked out of the cafeteria, fearing that the teachers would find something and run away quickly.

The teachers came to Chen Keyan's dormitory and said politely:

"If you go to Wucheng to make a fortune, you can donate money to rebuild our school."

"When you come to Wucheng, write to us more often"

"When you go to Wucheng, you have to pay attention to safety."

……

Teachers, you say something and I say something. Chen Keyan greeted everyone with a smile and responded one by one.

Chen Keyan carried her two duffel bags and was sent out of school surrounded by teachers. At this time, she most hoped that Jiang Ming would come to see her off, but she knew that Jiang Ming would not come to see her off at this time. She just looked in the direction of Jiang Ming's bedroom, and then turned around. She thought that she could only move forward, move forward, and the past would be unbearable to look back on.

The teachers saw Chen Keyan leaving the school and started talking a lot.

Jiang Ming heard something and walked out of the dormitory. The teachers' discussion immediately stopped. Jiang Ming felt that he couldn't stay in school anymore, but he just didn't have a good place to go. He thought of Lei Chaoqian. Lei Chaoqian had only been away for a few days. He thought, Chaoqian, you should have written earlier. When he thought of this, he felt extremely empty in his heart.

After the evening office, the teachers hurriedly walked out of the school, and after a while the school became quiet. Jiang Ming didn't feel tired at all. He walked out of the school gate casually. He wanted to go somewhere alone. If a miracle occurs, he may meet Chen Keyan again. He thought and couldn't help but quicken his pace.

Jiang Ming walked forward alone. He did not dare to go directly to Chen Keyan's home. A man walked leisurely to the lake. He thought of many things he had done by the lake in the past. As he thought about it, tears flowed out.

As he continued walking, he felt more and more familiar and familiar. He looked around from time to time, hoping to see that person appear, but after a long time, the surroundings were deathly silent.

Men need to wait. Wait, wait for what? Jiang Ming has been thinking about what this means and what it implies. He thought for a long time and couldn't figure it out.

The night was getting later and later, and Jiang Ming was still walking alone in the fields. I once walked through this place with Chen Keyan, and it was particularly desolate for me to walk alone on this road. He sang a song unconsciously:

I have never thought that the feeling of separation is so desolate.

At this moment, I suddenly feel like a lost lamb.

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If I had known this was the case,

I would not have allowed you to leave my side.

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I wanted to hold back the tears, but I couldn't hold back the sadness.

Unknowingly, the tears formed

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