Smiling at the peach blossom fan, peach blossoms smile at the spring breeze

This year, Bian Sai was 20 years old, and when he was getting married, he wanted to wear it with enthusiasm. And Wu Meicun is young and ambitious, and the spring breeze is proud. Talented and beautiful people are open-minded, healthy and good-looking, and the relationship between Wu Bian and Wu Bian has developed very rapidly.

There is a little problem here, I just talked about Wu Meicun doing things "not exceeding the rules", why is it derailed now?

This is not derailment, because the previous track is different from the current track, feudal society is the golden age of cadres, the imperial court has no requirements for the life style of leading cadres, grapevine lace news is not a thing, officials and artists have an affair is fashionable, it is fun, everyone likes it, they all play like this, and some can still play through the ages, but it is abnormal, non-compliant, and unsociable. The people did not have any objection to this, but ate melons with relish.

Bian Sai and Wu Meicun have been calling since the moment they met, and they have been tired of being together. To emphasize, this is related to Dong Xiaowan's unrequited love and bitter love, and the two are going in both directions.

After a lingering day, Bian Saiyi was on Wu Meicun's chest, broke the new orange with his slender hand and fed it to Wu Meicun, and said sweetly: "Come with a little flying stick", the two of them didn't talk about love.

After a while, Bian Sai exhaled like an orchid, and whispered to Wu Meicun: "Village baby, the time between the two of us is not short, every time I break up with you, my heart is always uncomfortable, and I always think about how to leave you behind." There is also a lot of business in the unit recently, and I am always arranged to accompany some old men, which makes me sick here. Otherwise, you can discuss with your family, how about marrying a slave?"

That's a good question. For normal people, marriage is a vision and plan for a better life in the future, for people who are in love, marriage is a natural and ripe melon; for those who are bitter and sweet, marriage is a gift from God, and it is a necessary ceremony for those who marry their children, in short, the perfect result of all love in marriage is to realize the promise to the other party.

However, for two people who have no intention of getting married but sleep together, marriage is a taboo topic, which is very bad and bad mood.

Everyone has a love for beauty, Wu Meicun also likes beautiful women, intoxicated by Bian Sai's national color and strong affection, and is willing to stay with Bian Sai forever, but it will not make him so faint that he is willing to marry Bian Sai and go home. In other words, Wu Meicun is just playing now, and has never thought of being responsible for Bian Sai's future, and has never prepared to get married, for the following reasons.

The first is Bian Sai's identity. As we said earlier, it is not a matter of a warm relationship between leading cadres and female artists, it is no problem to drink and chant poems and make a scene to be a concubine, and it is okay to talk about ideals, life and love, but it takes a lot of courage for Ming Media to marry and go home. Bian Sai's identity is special and his fame is too big, as the sun is shining, it is too shocking to marry such a person to go back.

The second is Wu Meicun's personality. As mentioned earlier, Wu Meicun has been a good boy since he was a child, he is also timid, he is decent in everything, he has never done anything, let alone a big thing, and it is still lace news. He has been eating other people's melons all these years, and others will never be able to eat his melons. If you marry Bian Sai, not to mention that maintaining your personality for many years will collapse instantly, not to mention what relatives, friends, colleagues, leaders, students, and friends in the animal world think, you will not be able to pass this psychological hurdle. As a person who has always been strict with his internal quality and external image for many years, when the good baby has penetrated into the soul, he can die, but it is too difficult for him to break through the bottom line of life and moral defense and make deviant behavior.

The third is the reason for the future of Wumei Village. Wu Meicun's career, like Brother Dao who stole stones, is in a critical rising period. Chongzhen's high salary and sincerity to hire him as the prince's teacher, in addition to his knowledge, but also his teacher, Mr. Taoism, and his self-denial and prudence. If he braved the world's disapproval and married Bian Sai, what would Chongzhen think? He must have thought that he would teach the prince to be Song Huizong, who had a private relationship with Master Li, and then let him be the prince master to make a joke about the 300-year-old foundation of the Ming Dynasty. Chongzhen will not only doubt his style of life, but also doubt his quality of will, and then completely deny him, and then his dream of becoming prime minister will become a bubble of influence, and twenty years of hard work will be ruined.

Fourth, emotional reasons. During this period of time, Tian Guozhang took into account that Chongzhen's daily management was too hard, and the whole country was looking for beauties to relax Chongzhen, and drew a circle of key points among school-age women, Chen Yuanyuan, who was as famous as Bian Sai, has been elected to the palace, and Bian Sai has also entered the list of key candidates. One day, when Chongzhen and Chen Yuanyuan talk late at night, they will definitely talk about Bian Sai, and Chongzhen, who has tasted the sweetness of Chen Yuanyuan, must want to see Bian Sai's style. At this time, if Chongzhen found out that Bian Sai had arrived at Wu Meicun's house, how would he feel? He would definitely not have the family affection of his brother-in-law, let alone call Wu Meicun his brother-in-law or brother-in-law, but he was afraid that he would still feel a little uncomfortable.

The above four chasms lie in the middle of Bian Sai in Wumei Village, and any one of them is enough to separate the two of them, which one is also a hurdle that Wumei Village can't cross.

In addition, there is another reason why Wu Meicun did not realize it, which is the other two people in the "Three Mountains of Jiangzuo": Gong Ding's lust made Zhiyi marry Gu Hengbo, and Qian Qianyi was about to die when the old cow ate tender grass and married Liu. If Wu Meicun can't bear the loneliness, he will also follow the old path of these two people, and the combination of "Jiangzuo Sanshan" is afraid that it will be renamed "Jiangzuo Three Gangsters" by the people of the time.

Among all the reasons, Wu Meicun's wife's opinion is the least to consider. In the ethics of the time, jealousy was a woman's taboo. As a sensible wife, you should fully realize that if your husband marries a beautiful woman and takes advantage of her, she takes advantage of her own family, and if she takes advantage of herself, she should laugh when she takes advantage of it, and there is nothing unhappy, and some women will take the initiative to persuade their husbands to marry concubines.

Of course, Wu Meicun's lack of courage to marry a famous artist does not mean that other high-ranking officials do not have the courage, and many high-ranking officials of the imperial court marry Qinglou artists and go home. However, the situation of these people is different from Wu Meicun: Wu Meicun is a righteous gentleman, and some of these people are stinky and shameless, some are broken jars, and some don't know what shame is.

Before Bian Yujing proposed his marriage request, Wu Meicun had already asked herself in her heart many times if she wanted to marry Bian Sai. If it were another woman, this issue didn't need to be considered, it was obviously impossible, Wu Meicun would not allow herself to mess with any lace. But Bian Sai is really emotional, because Bian Sai is so beautiful, she is the most perfect woman he has ever seen in this life, and she has reached the peak of women in all aspects, especially a pair of eyes that always hide a haze that makes people love and pity, plus this night is too beautiful She is too gentle, and she always wants people to want to go to the white head with her, even if his heart is like steel, he is also soft. Every time he was distracted, Wu Meicun thought that with such a warm fragrance nephrite in this life, he had nothing else to ask for, thinking about what kind of mood he felt when this woman was warm with others, and he was a little afraid of losing this woman, and even fighting for the future and fame of each other, just wanting to have this woman.

But every time he wakes up, his final answer is "NO", even if he can not care about the future, not about life, but as long as he lives, his reputation cannot be abandoned, there is no positive person in history who gives up everything for women, on the contrary, they are stinking for thousands of years.

Rats have skin, but people have no etiquette! People have no etiquette, what is it to not die?

Even if Wu Meicun can be shameless, there is one more thing he can't ignore, which is Chongzhen's kindness, the cultivation of his parents and the trust of his wife and children, these people expect too much from him, and there are only two words for his character: perfect. He can't go to one extreme and suddenly go to another, and he can't let these people watch him go to the point of no return, this is the red line he must keep in mind, abide by the bottom line and resolutely not touch the high-voltage line. This alone must give way to Bian Sai.

He had already thought about these questions and made up his mind, but he returned to that topic - Bian Sai was so perfect, she was the best among women, and she gave him unprecedented satisfaction in all aspects, and her tenderness for him was even more dense and indissolvable. The thought of losing Bian Sai made Wu Meicun's heart ache.

On the one hand, it is a perfect life in the eyes of the world, and on the other hand, it is the beauty of his dreams, such as jade, and the two cannot be both, but he can't let go of either, so he has been avoiding this question, has always deliberately not thought about it, has been deceiving himself and covering his ears and stealing the bell, afraid that once he wakes up from his dream, he will lose all this.

And now, Bian Sai's words are like a basin of ice water poured on his head, Wu Meicun woke up from a sweet dream, the beautiful feeling of being in the arms just now was thrown out of the clouds, a heart sank to the bottom, cold sweat wet underwear, and the hidden worries could no longer be hidden after a long time.

Wu Meicun really regretted it, over the past few years, people have been saying that he has no size to exceed, and he is inevitably a little proud that he can be cautious in his words and deeds, not exceed the rules, be honest and honest, and be honest and self-denying, fearful, warned, and stopped, and has the excellent qualities of all good cadres. All along, he has high standards and strict requirements, built a strong fence of discipline, reminded himself not to make mistakes, and has always looked down on those cadres who have made mistakes, but he didn't expect to make a low-level mistake unexpectedly, let the lower body command the upper body, and he didn't know if he was wrong, and even thought that if he continued to make mistakes, he would ruin everything but he was willing to do it.

At this time, look at the gentle woman beside her, she is simply a humanoid bomb, a pink skull, a bone-scraping steel knife, a sugar-coated cannonball, and a red face and trouble. This woman has invisibly ruined his view of right and wrong in his career, and at any time she has ruined everything he has, making him shattered and ruined.

Wu Meicun didn't have any lingering mood and interest, and just wanted to leave here as soon as possible and leave this woman.

However, his basic human nature and upbringing make him unable to do this kind of thing that does not recognize people when he lifts his pants. This woman is innocent, she has done nothing wrong, she just loves someone who should not be loved. It's him who is wrong, it's because he doesn't have enough concentration and can't control himself. As a man, he can't put the blame on this woman, and there is no reason to hurt this woman, and he can't let this woman bear the consequences of his mistakes.

Wu Meicun tried to calm himself down, forced a smile, and subconsciously avoided Bian Sai's burning gaze. He didn't want or bear to hurt this woman, but he couldn't lie, and his pride in excellence made him disdain to lie. Facing Bian Sai, who was serious and full of tenderness and expectation, Wu Meicun looked at it left and right, held her hand stiffly and said softly: "Baby, I think of a joke." Zhang Ailing said that marriage is the grave of love. From this point of view, blind date is to see feng shui, confession is grave digging, marriage is martyrdom, empathy is grave relocation, and third party involvement is tomb robbery. Therefore, people must not talk about marriage, because they are too tired to get married, and they must not only prevent themselves from moving their own graves, but also prevent others from robbing their graves!".

The joke was very cold, and Bian Sai felt a basin of ice water pour over his face. She knew that in the love of career and love, Wu Meicun chose the former.