Smiling at the peach blossom fan, peach blossoms smile at the spring breeze

When Ruan Huzi was first beaten, he was furious, thinking that he would hack the Fushe people to death one by one with a kitchen knife in the middle of the night, but now that the scar is good and he forgets the pain, he reflects on the shortcomings of his own beating this time: First, the measurement is not enough, if you want to make a big deal, you should not be angry with a few leather children, the prime minister can support the boat in his belly, and the prime minister can support the prime minister in my belly. The second is to act impulsively, endure the sea and the sky for a while, take a step back and suffocate for a lifetime, originally to pull the relationship, but this time the relationship is even more stiff. The third is that the occasion is not right, some things can be said in private, but cannot be said publicly, can be said to the high-level and cannot be said to the grassroots, and can be said by smart people and cannot be said without confidentiality.

After some reflection, Ruan Huzi decided to continue to look for opportunities to contact the Restoration Society, and he was beaten and neither fought back nor prosecuted, as always, he put his face on his cold ass with a hot face, and this sincerity should be visible to the people in the Restoration Society. Jin Cheng goes, Jin Shi is open, and all the beings of the Restoration Society are not all open-eyed, and the smarter ones can still see his heart of seeking peace.

The opportunity has come again. It didn't take long for the staff of the Restoration Society to come to the door, it turned out that the backbone of the Restoration Society was gathering in Nanjing, and Chen Zhenhui had a banquet for the two presidents of Mao Bijiang and Fang Mizhi.

Two more new characters and celebrities need to be unlocked.

Let's start with the adventure. The first time many male students saw the name Mao Bijiang should be in "Seven Swords Under the Heavenly Mountain". Mao Bijiang plays tricks in it, and there are two related characters: his concubine Dong Xiaowan - that is, Shunzhi's beloved concubine Dong Efei in the novel - Dong Xiaowan's story is quickly told;

Mao Bijiang was born in the family of "generations of eunuchs", and he is also an official N generation.

In the evil old society, officials needed to pass rigorous examinations, and completely relied on cultural achievements and first education, so almost all famous families were cultural families.

The view of the ancients was slightly different from today's. The ancients believed that compared to the identity of officials, intellectuals were more of an honor, and there were many plaques of "scholarly door", "poetry and book heirloom", "Bo Gu Tong Jin" and "Qin Yun Shusheng", and no one was willing to write "big officials", "local tyrant homestead" and "father Zhang Erhe". As for the "peasant" origin, the ancients considered it to be a respectable profession and there was no discrimination.

Under the subtle influence of family culture, Mao Bijiang was very literate at a very young age, began to write poetry at the age of ten, and published a personal poetry collection at the age of 14.

Some people think it is ridiculous to publish a poetry collection, and think that it is not difficult to publish a poetry collection: it is enough to be literate, rich and feel good about yourself, especially it is easier for celebrities to publish poetry collections, and even "The Book of Peace" can be published and become popular, which shows that the threshold for publishing poetry collections is indeed very low.

Mao Bijiang was able to publish a poetry collection at the age of fourteen and has a certain relationship with his parents' doting, but Mao Bijiang's parents are not shallow people, if Mao Bijiang really writes limerick poems, slips or forcibly separates each sentence of an article into a separate paragraph and claims to be a poem, his parents will definitely not support his poetry collection, otherwise this is not a show of children, but a family out of ugliness.

In fact, the poems that took the liberty did have a certain level, and they also alarmed the famous Dong Qichang at that time. Dong Qichang was shocked when he saw Mao Shi, and praised it greatly, and did not hesitate to lower his status to write a preface to his poetry collection, and compared Mao Bijiang to Wang Bo, the first of the four masters of the early Tang Dynasty.

Who is Wang Bo? Tang Gaozong called him "a genius of the Tang Dynasty and a generation of word sects," and Du Fu praised him as "a generation of rivers and rivers that will not be wasted." Wang Bo does not need to show other works, he wrote a "Preface to the Pavilion of King Teng" in his mood for love, which is known as "the world's first prose", in which the famous sentence "The mountain is difficult to cross, who is sad and lost the way; Pingshui meets, all are guests from other places", "When the old is strong, it is better to move the heart of the white head; poor and strong, do not fall into the ambition of the clouds", "Luoxia and the lonely bird fly together, the autumn water is the same color of the sky" and other majestic and vast, vigorous and heroic, others can not write a sentence in their lifetime.

Dong Qichang compared Mao Bijiang to Wang Bo, obviously full of praise and expectations for this child. But I have to say that although Dong Qichang is not a snake, he definitely has poison in his mouth, because judging from the later development of events, this metaphor is more like a prophecy and a curse. Mao Bijiang is not only a genius child, but also has a literary name like Wang Bo, but also unlucky things such as being in prison, being excluded, having a difficult career, and achieving nothing, and other unlucky things are more like Wang Bo.

At this time, let's go back and taste the phrase "debut is the peak", you will find that this is not a comedy, but a proper tragedy. Mao Bijiang reached the peak of his life at the age of fourteen, which means that he will continue to decline from this year, and youth, middle age, and old age will spend their time in twists and turns, ups and downs...... Ups and downs ....... Just like a flower, you bloom when others grow, and you wither when others bloom.

Mao Bijiang didn't know that he had fallen under the curse of Dong Qichang, and he took the youngest talent prodigy Guangguang to participate in the lifting exam with great ambition.

Like Hou Fangyu, Mao Bijiang thinks that the examination is not even called an exam, but just a small stage to show his talent, and his ideal is to overwhelm the outstanding talents of the whole country in the Jinshi examination, so that he has to be incomparable and outstanding.

Then, he fell off the list, "on the gold list, he occasionally lost the leader's hope".

Mao Bijiang felt that it was nothing, this failure was just a scenery of a magnificent life, and it was an indispensable mental journey on the way to maturity. I don't have the experience of falling behind, and I don't have a common topic when chatting with Hou Fangyu, Wu Yingji, etc. in the future, and I will feel out of the organization.

After some self-comfort and encouragement, he braved the frontier to put on the battlefield again, worked hard for another three years, and joined the army to take the exam.

Then, the life of Mao Bijiang entered a sad cycle: falling first-studying-going to the exam-falling behind...... Bury six times to Nanjing to seek fame, one after another, repeatedly defeated and battled, take advantage of the prosperity, and return with defeat, "occasionally lose the dragon's hope", "occasionally lose the dragon's hope", "double lose the dragon's hope" gradually become "must lose the dragon's hope".

16 years like this, don't let it go, Mao Bijiang has become a teenager's father from a teenager, and when his son reaches the age of going to the exam, he is still a showman, nothing more than the former prodigy Xiucai has become the current old Xiucai.

Mao Bijiang felt very tired, at this time he no longer dared to fantasize about becoming famous in one fell swoop, and he didn't want to think about what Lianzhong Sanyuan walked in front of the horse royal street, even if he was like Sun Shan at the end of the solution, he was also satisfied with Amitabha.

If you can't pass the test once or twice, it can be said that you can't make a mistake in playing the front hoof, and now you can't take the test even if you use your milk strength, it's obviously a problem of ability, and you really don't have the face to see people in the world, and you once released a heroic statement that is not in the world, but now you can't even achieve a small goal, and he wants to die depressed.

It doesn't make sense. As far as an ordinary person's IQ and education level are concerned, it is a miracle of life to be admitted to the examination, and it is necessary to smoke or even breathe fire on the ancestral grave;

From which we should see the following problems:

First, composing poems and poems and writing eight-strand essays are two different things. In other words, a great writer may not be able to write a report on the work of the imperial court.

Second, it is extremely difficult to take the exam, everyone who can be admitted is one in a million, and they are all fighters among talents.

Third, the imperial examination is very inhumane, there is no special recruitment, competition, early enrollment, teachers' families, cadres' children, etc., and it is impossible to solve the problem of academic qualifications through humanized methods such as running a Kyoto hukou.

Fourth, the imperial examination is not miserable, born in a rural area, lost both parents, raised by an older sister, deaf and dumb, and failed in 16 years, etc., are not conditions for passing the examination.

After failing in the sixth exam, I was at a loss, and it was a shame to take the same exam with a group of juniors, and what was even more humiliating was that I couldn't pass the exam with a group of unknown juniors.

He began to think about whether to give up the exam and walk away quietly, or to stay and continue. In fact, this is no longer an exam, this is a gamble, betting on tomorrow with youth. The result of losing the bet is that the years are wasted and nothing happens, and the whole game is lost in this life, and if you win, you must prove to the world that you are a real man.

There

is still a glimmer of hope if you gamble, but if you don't gamble, you will kill your dreams, change the expectations of several generations, and it is also the life trajectory that he has delineated for himself since he was a child, and declare the previous decades of hard work in the cold window invalid.

I am really unwilling to give up. If he doesn't gamble, this will be the first time in his life that he admits that he can't do it on a major matter, and he will admit defeat in the place where scholars are most proud, and the result is that he is destined to wear the hat of "Xiucai" for a lifetime.

For readers, the title of the gold list is the greatest glory and half a life, which is more exciting than the flower candles in the cave room to a certain extent. The examination room is the real battlefield for scholars, it is a place where scholars are called two pounds, no matter how famous they are, no matter how good they can brag, they can't compare with the hard grades, and the reputation of the masses is far inferior to the certification of the imperial court. If you can't pass the exam, everything is fake, and when you are slapped in the face by someone else's certificate or Jinshi certificate, you will definitely have no temper.

Mao Bijiang didn't know what was wrong and didn't know how to work hard, which made him even more mad and desperate. Sometimes he would even secretly look at his father, wanting to ask him if his father had done anything immoral and now retribution was on him. Over the years, he has not been diligent, he feels that he should memorize everything, he should learn everything, if he can be admitted, he will be admitted a long time ago, and he can't wait until now.

When I first took the exam, I was in the prime of my book, and for how many years I was buried in the subset of the history of the exam, I was far away from the smoke and moon of the five lakes, and now I have begun to have a sad gray hair, where have you gone?

After thinking about it for several years, Mao Bijiang finally endured his angina pectoris, and decided to give up with Danshen Dripping Pills in his mouth. It's not that he doesn't want to work hard to lie down and rot, he feels that this gamble will win less and lose more, and the hope of winning the bet is really slim.

That's it, it is also a wise move to kill and stop loss in time, it is great wisdom to let go when it is time to let go, it is more difficult to admit cowardice than hard to carry, and it takes more courage to let go than to insist, and it is more heartbreaking.

Mao Bijiang even thought that God was teasing him, arranging for him to be born in a scholarly family, and arranging for him to have excellent grades when he was a child, but he forgot to arrange the option in his fate.

There are times in life when you have to have it, and there is no time in life when you don't force it, and if you force it, you go against the sky, and God will be unhappy. Mao Bijiang decided to obey the fate, gave up, and did not take the test.

The prodigy fell off the altar, and he quietly burned the poetry collection when he was a child, and then he said that the poetry collection was even more a slap in the face. He didn't even dare to say anything with others that there was a problem with the imperial examination, and the eight stocks were flawed, and the people who were admitted could say it, but he couldn't, if others could get in, it must be your problem if you couldn't pass the exam.

After the local government knew that Mao Bijiang gave up the exam, they sympathized with his plight and gave Mao Bijiang a consolation prize of "tribute" in time. Gongsheng is the quasi-lifter recommended by the local government, which is equivalent to the same degree as the lifter, and is qualified to be an official, but there is no qualification for the jinshi examination, and he has to be admitted to the jinshi before he is admitted to the jinshi.

Gongsheng belongs to the "sheng" generation in people's hearts, and shows off his academic qualifications, so he is counted in the "four talents".