I became auspicious

During these three leisurely days, I stayed comfortably in the house and finally felt able to read a book again. He picked up the thick"Documentary Collection" and started reading. Outside the window, the breeze blows gently and the leaves sway gently, as if telling an unknown story. In the house, there was only the sound of turning pages and the occasional chirping of birds. Everything seemed so harmonious and peaceful.

At this moment, Hongmei's voice came:"Miss Liu!"

Liu Xiyan walked in, blowing away the dullness in the room like a wisp of fresh wind. I looked up at her with a smile, enthusiastically pulled her to sit down, and made her a cup of fragrant tea. The fragrance of tea overflowed, intertwined with her words, and warmed the whole room

"Sister Yan, why do you come to see me today?"I asked curiously, but there was a faint expectation in my heart.

She looked at me, her eyes full of frankness:"Xing'er, your personality is not suitable for being in the palace. In fact, she is not suitable for the position of Crown Princess."

When I heard these words, I was a little surprised, but more of a kind of relief. I knew that what she said was the truth, but no one dared to mention it in front of me.

"How dare you say these things? Are you here as a lobbyist today?"I joked, trying to lighten the atmosphere.

She shook her head slightly, smiled and said:"You are too self-aware, and you can't keep such a person in the palace. There was a hint of appreciation in her tone,"It's exactly this that attracts Huan'er.""

Hearing her words, I couldn't help but laugh out loud:"Then what should I do?

She smiled helplessly:"Actually, you already have the answer in your mind." There was a trace of determination in her eyes,"Now that Huan'er is gradually getting better, I see that you are not without affection for him, but I also know that you are not the kind of woman who sacrifices herself for a man.""

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart:"Sister Yan, why can you understand this? Aren't you a lady?"

She slowly raised her eyes, looked at the distant sky through the window, and fell into deep memories:"In the past ten years, I have traveled to countless mountains, rivers, lakes and seas, originally just to relax, but also to A wish. However, I found that I couldn't stop. I had seen too many scenery, heard too many stories, and experienced too many things in the world, so I couldn't think about many things.

A deep wisdom shone in her eyes,"It's difficult to have both ends of the world, so you must cherish the present moment.""

She paused for a moment, came back to her senses, and had a playful smile on her face:"Oh, that's right! I got married last month!"

I was startled and looked at her:"Who are you with? How could it be so sudden?

She smiled even sweeter:"Liu Ze, he is the guard who has been by my side for more than ten years." He is an upright man and has great martial arts skills. He has been protecting me silently for more than ten years.

I sighed:"So, your family also agrees?" Didn't they object?

She gently stroked my head and said softly:"Fool, how could they object?" In fact, everyone agrees. They are all very happy. Now, I have opened a medical clinic called 'Changchun Yue' in Zhangshu, and I will return with Yanagisawa tomorrow. I’ll come and play when I get a chance in the future."Her words were full of happiness and satisfaction, and I felt sincerely happy for her.

Looking at her smile as bright as a spring flower, I felt the tranquility and satisfaction, which was a portrayal of a stable and happy life. I couldn't help but feel She sighed with emotion:"Sister Yan, I really envy you! After hearing this

, she lightly knocked on my head and said with a bit of coquettishness:"Your luck lies behind you, don't be so anxious to envy others.""

I shook my head helplessly, and the worries in my heart welled up. I said to her sincerely:"Sister Yan, actually you understand that I am not suitable for the red tape of this palace, but I can't escape. What should I do? What else is my blessing? Tell me, if I ask His Highness to send me out of the palace, will he agree? Seeing how serious I was, she put away her smile and replied seriously:"Your Majesty will definitely not agree." Besides, he has feelings for you now, so it would be too cruel to do so. This road won't work."

I looked at her disappointedly, but she smiled and comforted me:"Don't worry, everything will be determined by itself, time will give you the answer."

The panic in my heart surged like a tide. I waved my hands and said,"I'm very anxious. Now the Queen keeps urging me to have a baby. I feel scared when I see her!

She seemed a little confused and asked,"Why are you so resistant?" I said calmly:"Having a baby means being tightly tied to this palace. How can I be myself!"

She laughed softly:"Have you never thought about it?" No matter you are born or not, you cannot escape the shackles of this palace."

After listening to her words, I woke up from a dream. Yes, in this deep palace, even the most powerful person in the world wants to keep me. Where can I escape? Before, I thought that as long as I could Just leave the palace, but now that I think about it, it's just self-deception.

She looked at my frown and smiled softly:"Stop thinking about it, you will get what you want. I raised my eyes slightly and said,"

Then I'll lend you some good words.""

After Zhao Jihuan finished washing, he walked to the bed and sat down, and asked with some concern:"What's wrong with you? What are you doing?

I replied without looking back:"Turn out the lights, lie down, and chat.""

He lay down gently, and I immediately turned to face him and asked eagerly:"What is your plan? Tell me quickly.

He seemed a little surprised,"Sister Liu, did you tell you the news?""

I was a little dissatisfied,"Sister Yan must have revealed it to me on purpose, because she was afraid that I would run away."

He suddenly laughed loudly, and the clear laughter was particularly loud in the quiet night. Even the bed shook slightly with his laughter. I quickly hit him gently with my hand,"Stop laughing, what's so funny?

But he took the opportunity to grab my hand, leaned over and whispered in my ear:"I know my wife!""

I was a little embarrassed, so I quickly pushed him away and asked seriously:"What are your plans?"

After hearing what he said, I suddenly woke up and sat up straight. A complicated emotion surged in my heart. I asked tentatively:"You are not doing this just for me, are you?

He was silent for a moment, and then replied softly:"Yes.""

That simple affirmative answer made a stone fall from my heart. I nodded with satisfaction and lay down again, with mixed feelings in my heart.

"That's good."I said softly,"I said that if I had the chance to go home, I would leave without saying a word. Moreover, you don’t need to consider me about the child. If you want children, you can go to the draft. I don't want to have children."

He didn't speak for a long time, and the atmosphere in the air gradually became subtler, seeming to contain a trace of coldness and alienation. I sighed in my heart, trying to break the deadlock of silence.

"In fact, no one can really live without anyone."I said slowly,"Look at Sister Liu, she finally found the light in her life. I mean, if I leave your life, you will meet someone else."

There was another silence. I turned around and suddenly met his bright eyes. There were deep emotions and thoughts hidden in those eyes, which made me a little at a loss. He stood up suddenly and pressed me tightly. , making me unable to move.

His kiss was full of strong desire and emotion, which caught me off guard. I began to stiffen my body and looked at him in surprise. This kiss was different from the previous gentleness and consideration, it carried a kind of strength and domineering, as if declaring his sovereignty

"you……"I wanted to speak, but was interrupted by his kiss. He sucked my lips deeply, as if he wanted to suck my soul in.

I suddenly felt something strange in his body, and instantly stiffened my body and pushed him away, saying,"You....."

He asked in a hoarse voice:"Is it okay?"

I supported his body with my hands and said calmly:"No."