I became auspicious

At that moment, Yu Rourou seemed to be attracted by Zhao Jihuan's hearty laughter, and her eyes revealed an incredible surprise. Her smile appeared unconsciously, as if she was infected by Zhao Jihuan's happiness. She asked softly:"Your Highness, are you okay?" There was a hint of tenderness and concern in her tone.

However, Zhao Jihuan just smiled slightly and did not answer. His eyes shone with joy, as if he was immersed in his own world. Yu Rourou did not insist on asking. She seemed to understand Zhao Jihuan very well and knew that he sometimes liked to be immersed in his own thoughts.

Upon seeing this, I quickly replied:"Your Highness, he is completely fine now."

Hearing my answer, Yu Rourou's smile became even brighter. She looked really happy, and her bright eyes seemed to be shining.

Looking at their smiles, I felt an inexplicable sense of loss. I realized that my emotions were being affected by the interaction between Zhao Jihuan and Yu Rourou, and I began to feel a little irritable. I made an excuse, stood up and said,"You guys eat slowly, I made an appointment with Ah Ling to ride a horse. Go first." After that, I turned around and left.

The moment I turned around, I felt a faint sadness, as if I was the third person between them, but I felt empty in my heart. I quickened my pace and left the place full of laughter.

In the stable, I fed the horse carrots blankly, feeling a little heavy. Suddenly, Duan Jinling came over. She gently took the carrot from my hand, looked at me and asked:"Who made you angry? The horse is almost full." I replied dully:"I thought I I won't care about good concubines."

Duan Jinling laughed softly, and she seemed to see through my heart:"You also said you don't like the prince brother." She said and gently held my hands, with a look in her eyes. With a trace of determination:"Axing, as a woman, I can understand you, but the prince brother will have more concubines in the future. I am sure the prince brother likes you."

Hearing her words, I felt a little irritated:"But I I don't like this, so I can only accept monogamy. I thought I wouldn't care, but today I found that I can't accept it at all. What should I do? Ah Ling, Ah Ling, please teach me what should I do?" I eagerly said Asking.

Duan Jinling hugged me tenderly and said softly:"Axing, but you also know in your heart that there is nothing we can do. There is nothing we can do about the position of the prince brother." Her voice was very soft, but every word was like a needle. Come into my heart.

I closed my eyes and laughed. Yes, how could I not understand? He will have many concubines and many children in the future. If I really like him, my life will definitely be a disaster in the future.

I raised my head, took a deep breath and said,"A-Ling, ride a horse." Duan Jinling smiled and nodded. We two women galloped on horseback, letting the wind whistling by our ears and releasing our inner emotions.

On a green grassland, Duan Jinling and I were riding horses and walking slowly. The breeze blows on my face, bringing with it the faint fragrance of green grass. When we were tired from riding, we stopped by a small forest and let the horses graze leisurely.

I looked up at the sky and said thoughtfully:"A Ling, where is Fu Lai? Is there any fun place?"

Duan Jinling raised his head slightly after hearing this, as if he was recalling:"To the east of Chen State, there is a A place with four distinct seasons. The most interesting place is East Lake. There is one called Xiaoyingzhou, which is the largest of the three islands in East Lake and the only one that can be visited. It is known as the first scenic spot in East Lake. The outline there is like a field ', the outer circle is Jiangnan Garden, and the interior is divided into four small lakes by cross-shaped islands and bridges. The flowers and trees on the island are sparse and dense, mainly green willows, lotus, red maple, and hibiscus. When boating on the lake It's really comfortable."

Hearing her description, I couldn't help but yearn for it:"I really want to go there, but I can't raise horses? Isn't there a horse farm?" Duan Jinling shook her head gently:"There must be horse farms, but there are not many of them. You can only ride horses every day."

She sighed, seeming a little helpless:"Although I am the noble lord, there are generals in charge of the fiefdom. I can only Manage your own fiefdom. But I have thought about it, I will leave it to Shao Wenqi from now on."

I patted her shoulder gently:"Then what are you doing? Don't you like to do martial arts? Why don't you do a martial arts School type. Both you and Shao Wenqi can teach, or you can open a school for the six arts of gentlemen like the Imperial City. Why not even you can open a girls' school?" After listening to my words, Duan Jinling's eyes lit up. She nodded frequently:"Axing, you are right. I will go find the prince brother now." She mounted the horse again, came to my side and said seriously:"Axing, are you okay? Do you still need to run around? I smiled and shook my head:"Don't worry, you can take your General Shao with you. I'll run around by myself and go back."

Looking at her excitedly leaving figure, I felt a little relieved. Perhaps, this is all I can do for her. And what she is pursuing may be the freedom and dreams deep in her heart.

I rode a horse and came to the place where I watched the sunset last time. There are many clouds today, which very much resemble my mood. The sun is always hidden among the clouds, neither cold nor hot. I lay down on the soft grass, closed my eyes, and relaxed. Looking back on the past, I remembered every detail of getting along with Zhao Jihuan these days. He is indeed a very good person, and I also have a good impression of him, but today I realized that I was too naive. In this era, the perception of identity is an insurmountable gap.

I can no longer indulge in this impossible relationship. As a modern woman, I cannot hang myself from a tree. It's time to take back your feelings and maybe find your way home one day.

At this time, a breeze blew by, feeling the breath of nature, and my heart gradually calmed down. Maybe in this strange era, I can still find my own happiness and dreams.

I stood up and faced the mountains in the distance. The rolling mountains looked particularly magnificent in the setting sun. Taking a deep breath, I shouted loudly:"Come on!" The voice echoed in the empty valley, and the echoes came and went, as if there were countless me cheering me on.

I felt the presence of the wind, which gently brushed my cheek, taking away my fatigue and anxiety. I closed my eyes and listened to the sounds of nature, as if I was one with the world.

After taking a deep breath, I got on the horse, adjusted my posture, and let the horse lead me forward. The wind whistled by my ears, and I felt an unprecedented sense of freedom and carefreeness. My heart is full of strength.