Because, when she needed me the most, I ignored her feelings because of my busy job search. ”

Speaking of job search, Seiichi’s expression became more solemn. He recalled that difficult time. On the school campus, there used to be fourth-year students in suits running around everywhere. But by the end of the year, such figures almost disappeared, leaving only endless waiting and anxiety.

“Job search is really hard.” Seiichi sighed, his words full of deep understanding of that experience.

“I signed up for recruitment tests for fifty companies, but was rejected without exception.” Seiichi’s voice was a little helpless “Four One Zero”,

“When I interviewed at the fifty-first company, I didn’t even know what else I could say. Because, what can a company with such a low ranking bring me? Such questions broke my heart. ”

Shiraishi listened quietly. Although he had not experienced the hardships of job hunting, he could feel the pressure and frustration from Seiichi's description. He understood that Seiichi's sharing at this moment was not only a review of the past, but also a reflection on his own growth.

"During that time, Akagi was always with me." Seiichi's voice suddenly became gentle, "She came to my house to cook, helped me iron my shirt for the interview, and even got up early to wake me up and prepare lunch for me on the days when I had to get up early for the interview."

Seiichi's description made Shiraishi admire Yumi a little more. He never thought that the girl who seemed indifferent on campus had such a gentle and delicate side.

"But she never said to me to cheer up." Seiichi continued, "Maybe she felt that would add pressure to me. Every time I came back, she just said a simple sentence, "You are back", and never asked me how the interview went. At that time, she was also busy preparing for the school entrance examination, and he was also too busy to do anything.

Listening to Seiichi's story, Shiraishi felt an inexplicable touch in his heart. He seemed to see a brand new Yushi - a girl who was both strong and gentle, independent and willing to give.

Such a girl made Shiraishi understand the emotional entanglement between her and Seiichi more.

"But I really can't figure out why you broke up." Shiraishi finally couldn't help but express his doubts. In his opinion, what Seiichi described was more like a sweet time of love, not a prelude to a breakup.

Seiichi was silent for a while, as if he was sorting out his thoughts. Finally, he slowly said: "Maybe, it's because we are all growing up. On the road of growth, we gradually discovered that each other is no longer the only one in each other's life.

Those past sweetness and dedication, although beautiful, could not stop us from moving towards our respective futures. "

Shiraishi listened to Seiichi's story quietly. Those words were like a cold wind that penetrated the silence of winter and blew into a corner deep in his heart.

"I was desperate at the time. Even Yumi, who took care of me so much, was annoying to me." Seiichi's words were full of self-righteousness.Blame and regret, he recalled that Christmas Eve, he was like being pushed by invisible pressure, and he had an inexplicable resistance to Yushi's care and concern.

Shiraishi could understand the feeling of being controlled by emotions. He had had similar experiences, but he never thought that Seiichi would say such hurtful words to Yushi because of this.

"It's really bad." Shiraishi did not blame too much, but just commented lightly, which was not only an evaluation of Seiichi's behavior, but also a resonance of his deep self-blame...

So, he tentatively asked: "It would be fine if you apologized immediately, but you were not mature enough to do such a thing at that time, right?" Seiichi smiled bitterly and nodded in agreement. It was a helpless acceptance of the past and a deep reflection on the future.

The topic turned to Seiichi's work. Shiraishi looked at the business card in his hand and was secretly happy for him. Finally, after all the twists and turns, Seiichi found his own direction.

However, when Shiraishi mentioned Akagi, Seiichi's expression instantly became complicated. He confessed that he had originally planned to contact Akagi after she finished the school entrance examination, but he had never expected such a result. (To read the most exciting novels, go to Faloo Novel Network!)

Although Shiraishi had some guesses in his heart, he chose to remain silent when he saw Seiichi's melancholy look, letting Seiichi face this loss and regret on his own.

"But why did you come to Akagi now?" Shiraishi finally asked the doubts in his heart. Seiichi told him that he saw the message left by Akagi on the social networking page, and the message about dreams made him feel deeply uneasy.

"November 27th." Seiichi reported the date, and Shiraishi's heart moved. That was the day when Yushi invited him to attend the class reunion. He couldn't help but start to wonder, was this a coincidence or a destiny?

Seiichi was worried about Yushi's safety, and that thought made Shiraishi feel both warm and heavy. He realized that Yu Shi always supported others in her own way, as if only in the process of helping others could she find the value of her own existence.

And this almost paranoid sense of justice made her unable to stop moving forward, even if it was a road full of thorns and dangers. .

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