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"Haha, maybe so. If it wasn't my fault, the Magic King Goetia would not have been born and would have caused such great damage. I must be responsible for it."

Roman, as a king destined to be perfect, omniscient and omnipotent from birth, Solomon has never experienced human life since he was born. He ended the king's life like a machine and never experienced true freedom. He has nothing special about becoming a human being. Ordinary people with average ability have strong desires that they are not aware of.

During the Holy Grail War, Solomon thought this way. Romantic, romantic! What a wonderful word. It is a brand-new concept that did not exist in my time..

A word that did not exist in his time. Human beings can live freely with dreams. The world showed these things to him.

In this regard, Solomon felt the beauty from the bottom of his heart, so he decided to name himself Roman.

Solomon told The wish granted by the Holy Grail is to become a human being. He did not gain a body as a heroic spirit with the power of the Holy Grail, but he abandoned all the power of being a heroic spirit and was reborn as a new human being who had nothing to do with King Solomon.

That was Roma Nia Qiman. An extremely ordinary young man who wanted to live as an ordinary person.

But the man who started his second life was not able to feel the happiness and fulfillment of being a human being that was not given to him during his lifetime. Because in The future where humanity ends that he saw in the gap before becoming a human deprived him of all his freedom.

Since then, he has remained in the state of a baby just born into the world, anxiously pursued by unknown enemies, and started ~alone The battle.

Roman has never enjoyed human freedom, and the burden of saving humanity is always oppressing him. Hell-like patience allows him to learn everything he can, working day and night for Chaldea, trying to do what he can before the world is destroyed. What.

He became the head of Chaldea's medical department at the age of only 22, not for any unfair reasons, but simply because Roman made efforts beyond ordinary people. Without the magic circuit and clairvoyance, what he can do What I did was to study like an ordinary person, and study twice as much.

I worked hard to learn knowledge, master skills, and ran in the darkness with tears in my eyes. Finally, I caught up with the fateful moment, but I still couldn't stop the clairvoyance. Everything he saw in it.

Roman felt extremely regretful and sighed, feeling that he had not worked hard enough. But for him who had become a mortal, Roman had done his best, but unfortunately many things were not just It can be done with hard work alone.

Later, when I learned some information about the later singularity and the freezing of human nature from Joan of Arc, although Joan didn't say it explicitly, Roman had already guessed the burning of human nature. Who is the mastermind behind the incident? There is no doubt that it is himself, or the Magic King Goetia who has gained his power.

At that time, Roman understood that he had the ability to solve this crisis, but Roman hesitated. Even though it was Such a hard life also gave Solomon a taste of what it's like to be alive.

So he, who was just an ordinary person, flinched and hesitated. Since the appointment of the title, Roman had been almost sleepless. Except for his duties as a doctor, he conducted tests on all Chaldean personnel. The management of physical and mental health, the operation of surplus equipment, the maintenance of Sheba, the control of the Chaldean Furnace, the use of combat strategies and spirit transfer are all the work of Roman, the acting director.

Roman is just a human being, a mortal, but such a person has taken on the great responsibility of saving humanity. In order to make up for his lack of talent, he had to sacrifice time and energy to handle tasks beyond his abilities. If these sacrifices are not enough, then you can only force yourself and use drugs to improve your thinking accuracy and cover up your physical fatigue.

He tried to make up for his shortcomings and cover up his fear of death through almost endless work, but it seemed that Fujimaru Ritsuka, who was just an ordinary high school girl before, could work so hard to repair each singularity. , Roman finally made up his mind to resolve the mistakes he made, right?

When the great detective Sherlock Holmes raised doubts about his identity at the sixth singularity, Roman decided that after Fujimaru Ritsuka repaired the seventh singularity, he would make a break with his past and sins. Even if the cost of doing so would be the complete disappearance of Solomon, he would not hesitate.

This is what Roman said to himself at the beginning of the Seventh Singularity.

But to his surprise, Fujimaru Ritsuka's trip to the singularity was unexpectedly short. He came back in just one day, and brought with him Li Xuan, who was extremely impressed by him. This incomparable A powerful presence.

But he won't change what he has already decided.

"Won't you ask me for help? As you know, Goetia and the like are just weaklings that are not worth mentioning to me."

Seeing Roman's determination, Li Xuan seduced him with malicious intent.

"No, no need."

Roman hesitated for a long time and finally refused. It is true that life is beautiful, or very great, but sometimes, some things are much more important than life. If he accepted Li Xuan's temptation here, I'm afraid he will no longer be a person in Solomon's eyes. If he lives just to live, what is the difference between him and the wild beasts? After completing such great disasters and destruction, and killing so many people, if he is the chief culprit If he just exposed it lightly, let alone others, even Roman himself looked down on himself. He could only die to apologize for such a big sin.

"Is it really unnecessary? Do you want to give up the freedom you finally gained?"

"Being able to choose to die in a human way is not a kind of freedom. It’s been ten years. It was so fleeting, and as a reward for the freedom I had earned by living till now, it was enough."(To read Baoshuang novels, go to Feilu Novel Network!)

After talking with Li Xuan, Roman strengthened his determination and belief. But before that, he had to do everything for Chaldea and Fujimaru Ritsuka. The last thing Roman wanted to know was why Li Xuan came to Chaldea and what his so-called big event was.

"Don't worry, what I want to do will be a good thing for Fujimaru Ritsuka, Chaldea, and mankind. so don't worry"

"is that so? That's fine, then I won't bother you too much. Goodbye or never see you again."

After Roman got Li Xuan's answer, he bowed respectfully and left. He was not worried that a great being like Li Xuan would deceive a small human being like him. In this case, he Romani Achiman can also safely go to the final singularity to crown the temple of time and die.