Do it again

"well."Zhong Yun walked in from outside and began to sigh.

"What's wrong?"Songsha is wiping the table

"I originally took you out to play because I saw you were in a bad mood. Now it's better. I went around for a while, but in the end you were still in a bad mood."

"No, I really had a lot of fun today, and I also experienced the feeling of being absent from class."Song Sha looked at Zhong Yun and said

"In fact, I haven’t fully experienced it yet. The highlight will be when I go back."Zhong Yun said cautiously,"I'm thick-skinned and I've long been used to it. You have to be mentally prepared."

"As early as the moment I stepped out of school, I was already ready, okay?"Songsha was fiddling with her mobile phone, looking at Wang Yu's profile picture, and suddenly remembered something,"By the way, there is something I want to ask you. How do you know that I am afraid that I will not do well in this exam? Where will rumors spread that will affect Wang Yu? I haven't told anyone about this. Don't tell me that you just guessed."

"So this is ah."Zhong Yun showed an expression of sudden realization.

"What do you mean?"

"I didn't know it before, but now I know it"

"Zhong Yun!"Songsha now really wants to find a mirror to see her stupid self.

When the things came up, Songsha was still sitting there angrily, no matter how much Zhong Yun teased her, it was useless.

"Eat it quickly, it will get cold later, I have already paid the money, it will be a waste if you don't eat it. Songsha looked at Zhong Yun and took out a fifty-yuan note from her wallet,"If you don't accept it, you'll break off the relationship and delete your contact information immediately.""After that, he ate the fried rice with potatoes.

Zhong Yun just looked at Songsha quietly, looking at the cute and stubborn girl in front of him, and put the rice into his mouth one spoonful at a time.

After eating and drinking, Zhong Yun sent Song Sha to the school gate, and Song Sha followed the last wave of people back to the classroom.

After giving the barbecue to everyone, Song Sha returned to her seat.

On the other side, Zhong Yun returned home, Turning on the phone, it showed that there was only one missed call. He clicked lightly and called back.

"The teacher said you were absent from class."The voice of Zhong Yun's mother came from the mobile phone.

"It doesn't count as absenteeism, I told him about it."Zhong Yun said calmly,"Besides, it's only two classes, I can keep up."

"It shouldn't be shut down either. I won't be able to contact you, I'll be worried"

"Got it, Mom"

"You will be a senior in high school next semester. Mom and your dad have discussed it, and I will come back to take care of you until you graduate."

"Um."Zhong Yun's face was expressionless. These were all what he expected.

"Okay, if you have nothing to do, you can go to bed first. We have class tomorrow."Then the mother on the other side of the phone gradually choked up and said,"Why can't you be more obedient? Mom also has her own ideals and a career she loves. It's because of you that I have to give up the results of so many years of hard work. You know Mom is gone. How difficult is it to this day? Why can't it be your dad? You two, father and son, will only work together and torture me."

Zhong Yun turned off his cell phone and put it aside, and went to wash up. Even though he had turned it to the lowest volume, he could still occasionally hear the heart-rending roar.

This continued until his mother hung up the phone and sent a message.

"I'm sorry, mom just lost her temper. She shouldn't have yelled at you. Don't take it to heart. What mom said was just angry words. Mom loves you."

After washing up, Zhong Yun turned on his phone and crossed out the text messages sent by his mother. He had long been accustomed to these and could even memorize what his mother said. He turned over the same few sentences over and over again. They were almost the same.

From the original incomprehension It only took him one year to get rid of every word, from self-doubt to the current habit. From the first phone call made by his high school teacher, the topic of who would come back to take Zhong Yun back became the main issue of the family. fuse

"I don't need any of you back, I can take care of myself on my own."Zhong Yun vaguely remembered the despair he felt when he said these words a year ago.

From the first grade of junior high school, he had been cared for by his uncle and aunt. He knew what it was like to be dependent on others. Finally, in the third grade of junior high school, he used his excellent performance to In exchange, his parents rented him a house.

Living alone allowed him to let himself go a little bit. He often invited his friends to play games and have meals at home. Every time after the party, he was left to clean up alone and sit alone in the dark to enjoy. Loneliness.

My father said that he is a man and should make money to support the family. My mother loves her career and cannot make a choice. So, who is Zhong Yun?

If you despise yourself as a burden now, why did you give birth to me in the first place?

Zhong Yun is sitting there On the sofa, tears dripped from the corners of my eyes and fell on the screen.

The screen woke up and there were more than a hundred unread text messages.