Qingfeng Xu Xu

Ten years later, Guxiazhuang.

In the courtyard where Xu Qingjiu and Xu Mulin lived before, Li Jichu had been waiting for Xu Qingjiu for a long time.

"Brother Jichu. Xu Qingjiu, who had already walked to the door of the house, heard the voice behind him, turned to look at Li Jichu, and after walking to Li Jichu and sitting down, he explained, "I have been outside the plug for a long time, so I thought about going out for a walk, and I originally wanted to find the traces of Jiang's predecessors, but I thought that he probably felt helpless and unable to face me, so he could only hide like this, and I was too aggressive." After speaking, Xu Qingjiu smiled a little embarrassedly.

"Then you have something to gain from this trip?"

"The witch doctor I heard about before has been found..."

"How? Is there a way to cure the situation in the woods?"

"Yes. Xu Qingjiu shook his head, but said so, "It's the same as nothing." It's just a life for a life. Without waiting for Li Jichu's comment, Xu Qingjiu continued: "But if I really do this, then when Senior Brother wakes up, do you want him to also experience my pain in the past ten years?"

Li Jichu frowned and looked at Xu Qingjiu, and finally understood why everyone had been persuading Xu Qingjiu all these years, but they were always persuaded by Xu Qingjiu, and Xu Qingjiu obviously understood so clearly, but he was still so painful and unwilling to let go of himself.

Xu Qingjiu's pain lies in being too sober, so sober that he can't pretend to be confused.

"After so many years, Qingjiu, you have completely changed this Jianghu, and you have been looking for a way to wake up your senior brother all the time. Enough is enough, Qingjiu, you should let yourself go. Although he knew that it might still be useless, Li Jichu really didn't want to see Xu Qingjiu go on like this.

"Why? My brother hasn't woken up yet. Why is it enough? I just want him to wake up, I think every time I call him senior brother, he can reply to me, I just want this, why not?" I don't know if it's because the pain in Xu Qingjiu's heart is too deep, so Xu Qingjiu has no time to take care of his face. In the past two years, no matter what Xu Qingjiu talked about, his face was expressionless, which made those who wanted to test Xu Qingjiu's attitude scratch their heads. At this moment, Xu Qingjiu said these words with a calm face, and Li Jichu only felt more distressed.

"This incident is not caused by you, why are you bothering...?"

"It's what I caused, everything started because of me, I couldn't stop because of me, and everything happened because of me. I can never forgive myself. Even if the senior brother wakes up, it is impossible to forgive. Does it mean that when he wakes up, it means that none of the previous things have happened? No. "

Li Jichu was speechless for a while, but he didn't want to be persuaded by Xu Qingjiu, so he had to change his words first, "What are you going to do after that?"

"Nope. Xu Qingjiu didn't stick to the topic just now, "But the outside of the plug is vast, I heard that there are many strange people, I plan to take a look at it later." This time, I thought about going out for too long, and I thought about coming back to see my brother first. At the beginning, because he was worried that he would not know the situation outside the Saiwai, he would be in danger if he took his senior brother over directly, so he stayed in Guxiazhuang. "

"Where's Waison? Didn't he go with you?"

"I sent him back to Heavenly Sect, so it's not a problem to follow me around. "

Li Jichu laughed and said, "What's the matter? Don't you worry about Huaisen? He has been with you for seven or eight years, and he is no longer the child he was back then." "

"Where is it not at ease, it's just that the affairs of Tianzong are completely inseparable from him now. "

Hearing this, Li Jichu felt even more amused: "It's feasible to leave your Xu master, but it's not feasible to leave Huaisen?

"Wherever I starved to death, I was idle, and I could only think about my brother. "

Li Jichu couldn't laugh anymore, and the smile that was still stuck was frozen on his face. Li Jichu felt that Xu Qingjiu had some other things to do in the past, so at least a little time could be suspended from Xu Mulin's affairs, at least Li Jichu thought this when he saw Xu Qingjiu busy with the affairs of the rivers and lakes, but Li Jichu only understood today that Xu Qingjiu's previous pretense of nothing only deceived others. In fact, Xu Qingjiu has never been trapped in Xu Mulin's affairs for a moment.

What will be the end of the trap? Li Jichu can guess, but he can't accept it.

"Qing Jiu still remembers what happened in Sijing Village that year? It's been so long, although I haven't been able to fully know what happened at that time, but I can always guess the sacrifice that Lu Xianyun made for me at that time. So I later told Lu Xianyun that no matter what the reason, I didn't need his desperate behavior. So now, I can't use that as an excuse to persuade you to accept the sacrifice that Mulin has made for you. However, I want to persuade you another sentence, you must not blame yourself for all the faults, life in the world, just like the clouds in the sky, no matter how you want to be alone, there will be a time when you can't help yourself, who gave you a choice back then? Look at me, if I can hold on day by day, I still want to go to many places with Lu Xianyun, but I also know that I can't do it one day, if that day really comes, I only hope that Lu Xianyun can live well for himself. Maybe I'm selfish when I think so, I can even think of his pain after losing me, but who would be willing to let the person he loves only live that short life, if I can, how can I not want to stay in this world with him for a long time, but I..." Li Jichu originally wanted to persuade Xu Qingjiu with this, but this time, he even never confessed to Lu Xianyun, which also made Li Jichu feel heartbroken.

Xu Qingjiu raised his hand to comfort Li Jichu, but he was also crying silently. Xu Qingjiu looked at Li Jichu, as if he could see Xu Mulin.

Li Jichu, like Xu Mulin, had to leave the person he loved to face the world alone.

But Xu Qingjiu is no longer unable to accept Xu Mulin's choice, but he can't accept that Xu Mulin's choice as a last resort is for himself, Xu Qingjiu hates himself, and hates himself for being the person who made Xu Mulin as miserable as Li Jichu is now.

After Li Jichu's mood eased a little, in order not to make Li Jichu feel more sad, Xu Qingjiu had to divert the topic.

"What about Ji Hua, I've been here for a few days and I haven't seen him. Didn't you follow Jing Hua everywhere again?"

"How could it be. A few months ago, Tianxiao went back to Wuzhou to regain control of Longyinzhuang, but it didn't take long for the border of Wuzhou to suddenly flood, and after the flood dissipated, there was an epidemic. Calculate the time, and it should be back soon. "

"I see. If Xie Chi hadn't gone astray, I'm afraid it would have been Xie Tianxiao's high spirits. "

"yes. Tianxiao's qualifications are very good, and Xie Chi is also very careful in cultivating him, leaving a successor for the sword technique he created. "

"What about Jing Hua? I may not have seen him in a long time, but I have met their caravans a few times outside the Saiwai. "

"On the high balcony, I am the head of the house and the deputy leader of the alliance, so I am naturally very busy. "

Xu Qingjiu, who also had such a responsibility, was dumbfounded for a while, "... Brother Jichu still doesn't seem to be very satisfied with Jinghua. "

Li Jichu's expression was complicated, and he also had mixed feelings in his heart, but he also had to admit, "There is nothing dissatisfied, he is sometimes a little more stable than Ji Hua now, but... That's it, I'm picking the bone in my egg. "

"Then they are not here, don't you need to be taken care of by anyone in the affairs of Guxiazhuang? Uncle Wu is old, Brother Lu..."

"Didn't you forget Qin Yue? You also saw Mu Lin when you sent him. This time, after you came back, you ran out every day, and he came to ask me several times. He can now be the master of Guxia Village, and Xianyun and I have also accepted him as a righteous son. "

"How could I forget, it's just that he is a few years younger than my family Huaisen, and I didn't think of him for a while when I managed Guxiazhuang. Adopted as a righteous son, is it now renamed Li Qinyue?"

"It's just a righteous son, and it's not born and raised by us, so naturally it's still surnamed Qin. However, in the future, it should be taken over by Guxiazhuang, Ji Hua's heart can't come back, and it is much more reassuring to leave Guxiazhuang to Qin Yue than to leave it to Jihua. "

Li Jihua finally chose the way of medicine, but this time it was no longer because he wanted to give up the way of the sword, but because he wanted to be a doctor more.

"That's good. Xu Qingjiu looked up at the sky, looked at the clouds moving with the wind in the sky, looked at the birds flying under the clouds, and smiled: "It's so good." "

"It's all because of Light Nine. Li Jichu also followed Xu Qingjiu to look at the sky, "It's because Qingjiu you have made this world different." You become the wind in the sky, blowing the clouds to where it wants to go, following the direction of the birds, making it easier for the birds to fly. "

After sending Li Jichu back, Xu Qingjiu returned to the courtyard but did not enter the room, but continued to sit back at the table where he had just chatted with Li Jichu.

"When did Brother Lu learn to listen to the corners?" Before Lu Xianyun approached, Xu Qingjiu had already spoken.

Lu Xianyun laughed helplessly, "Originally, I wanted to hear the method you found outside the plug, but... I came at a bad time. "

“... Did you hear it all?".

"It's not just about hearing. Lu Xianyun walked up to Xu Qingjiu and sat down, "I can feel his worry and fear every day, and I can't do anything about it for many years." "

Looking at Lu Xianyun's appearance, Xu Qingjiu couldn't help but think: What's the matter? I saw Senior Brother just now, and now I want to see myself?

"Brother Lu. The two sat silently for a while, Lu Xianyun said that he was going to help Qin Yue see the medicine for the disciples in the door, so he got up and said goodbye, Lu Xianyun took a few steps, and Xu Qingjiu suddenly shouted.

Lu Xianyun turned around, Xu Qingjiu didn't say anything anymore, just looked at Lu Xianyun blankly, Xu Qingjiu seemed to want to see his future from Lu Xianyun, but he couldn't see it, it seemed that Lu Xianyun couldn't see his future.

"Will I not see you again tomorrow?" Seeing that Xu Qingjiu didn't speak, Lu Xianyun first said the reason for staying and waiting for Xu Qingjiu to come back.

Xu Qingjiu smiled a little embarrassed: "It's time to take Senior Brother back." "

"Well, have a nice trip. "

"Okay, Brother Lu and Brother Jichu should also take care. "

Lu Xianyun looked at Xu Qingjiu and smiled, then raised his hand and waved to Xu Qingjiu after turning around.

The clouds in the sky will stop when there is no wind blowing, and when they stop, they will turn into rain. Birds in the sky can fly without wind, and they can enjoy the scenery of heaven and earth more freely. It's the same with me or without me in this world, so what about you? Do you still need me?

Xu Qingjiu thought of the last sentence Li Jichu said to himself, but he thought so desolate in his heart, when he opened his eyes, he looked at the moonlight and bamboo shadows reflected outside the window, not like in a dream, but like a ghost. But the headache after the hangover made Xu Qingjiu have to accept that he was really lying in this Ziqingtang bamboo house that he hadn't been here for a long time, lying here alive

"Is it Huaisen? Why did you send me here?" Hearing a movement at the door, Xu Qingjiu sat up and looked at the bamboo shadow shaking in his hand, only feeling dizzy.

"Waison... Who is it?".

Xu Qingjiu rubbed the hand between his eyebrows and paused, but he didn't dare to look up to confirm whether the voice that had disappeared around him for more than ten years although familiar was really from that person, that kind of hope that seemed to be true and false tormented Xu Qingjiu for more than ten years, and at this moment, when Xu Qingjiu faced such a scene again, he was a little scared and trembled.

The source of the voice seemed to be a little anxious because he had not received an answer, so he asked again, "Waison..."

It's not a dream, it's not an auditory hallucination, it's not a wandering voice from nowhere.

When Xu Qingjiu looked up suddenly, the person had already walked into the place where the moonlight was shining, and the person was standing there.

"Senior brother..."Xu Qingjiu's voice was hoarse, and he trembled slightly.

"Light Nine," Xu Mulin smiled, "Long time no see." "

Although it really can't be true, Xu Qingjiu still can't believe it, and hurriedly wants to get out of bed and walk to Xu Mulin's side to confirm again, maybe because he is too excited, Xu Qingjiu stepped on the air, and the whole person was about to be carried to the bed.

Xu Mulin will naturally catch Xu Qingjiu, and as usual, he will always catch Xu Qingjiu.

Xu Qingjiu hugged Xu Mulin, Xu Mulin's body was a little cold, as if he had just come back from outside, so he brought the cool air of the night breeze, but that cool air made Xu Qingjiu more sober and more at ease.

"Senior brother..."

"Hmm. Xu Mulin hugged Xu Qingjiu tighter, buried his face in Xu Qingjiu's scattered hair, and felt that he had finally woken up from a big dream.