Da Qin: Confucianism, Dharma and Taoism

Mi Lian's eyes gradually became blurred under Ying Wei's gentle attack.

Especially when Ying Wei said that he would take care of her for the rest of her life and make her happy and healthy, Mi Lian's mind was shaken, as if she had returned to the past 8 years ago, when she was still living in Xianyang.

At that time, she was only 13 or 14 years old, and she had imagined that Ying Wei would say such words to her gently.

In her eyes at that time, Ying Wei was a gentle and steady brother, a great hero of Qin, and the object of her admiration.

After so many years, when her childhood dream finally came true, she even felt incredible and thought she was dreaming and hallucinating.

Since her father betrayed Qin and became the King of Chu, and since she became the Princess of Chu, she had long forgotten her previous fantasies.

Even when Mi Lian was in Chu, she was ready to marry a great noble of Chu and help her father to make a marriage alliance.

But the development of things was unexpected after all. Before she completed the marriage, Qin had already conquered the capital of Chu, and the entire Chu disappeared.

Sometimes she didn't know whether she should be happy or sad. She didn't become a tool for marriage like most noble women.

But she also lost a lot because of this, lost her family and her parents who loved her.

But this touching feeling didn't last long. When Ying Wei's words that asked her to tell the remnants of Chu reached her ears, Mi Lian suddenly became clear-minded.

She subconsciously pushed Ying Wei's arms away and pushed him aside. She breathed violently and shook her head violently: "No... No, I can't betray them!"

In Mi Lian's mind, countless fragments of memory were lingering.

Among them, there was the touching feeling that Huaying took her in at the risk of his life to help her.

She was grateful for Ji Bu's life to protect her and take her everywhere to escape the pursuit of Qin's army.

Mi Lian was very smart, she certainly knew that Ji Bu liked her.

Mi Lian had no ill feelings towards Ji Bu, no matter his feelings, appearance or character, he was the best choice.

But love has nothing to do with these, love is an inexplicable emotion, Mi Lian knew that she only felt grateful to Ji Bu, but she absolutely did not have any love.

She did not want to repay her gratitude with her whole life.

In addition to Huaying and Ji Bu's siblings, there was also Zhu Tangzhu of Shennong Hall, a farmer's family, who also risked his life to help her.

Mi Lian was a grateful person, she could not betray her former benefactor for her own happiness, if she really did so, then Mi Lian would not be Mi Lian.

So even if it was Ying Wei, even if the man she secretly loved said these words, even if she lost all her future happiness, she would never betray the person who helped her.

Mi Lian's choice was not beyond Ying Wei's expectations.

If Mi Lian really chose to betray her benefactor without hesitation, Ying Wei would be wary of her and even disappointed in her.

Repaying kindness with grievances is a shameful act, and even if you win, you will be ridiculed.

Even Mi Lian's act of preferring to lose everything rather than betray her benefactor made Ying Wei feel very happy.

Because it's interesting to see a beautiful girl struggling, suffering, and tossing and turning in fear is also one of Ying Wei's bad tastes.

"Brother, kill me, I won't blame you!"

"I still remember the first time I met my brother. I was only seven or eight years old that year. I was young and ignorant, but I had only heard many stories about my brother from others."

"I was very happy when my father took me to my brother's mansion."

"When I saw my brother in person, the object of my admiration finally had a real appearance. My brother was just like what I imagined, no, he was even more handsome than I imagined."

"My brother was full of vigor and vitality that year, and he also left the seeds of love in my heart."

"As I grew up slowly, I finally understood the feelings between men and women, and I also had a love for my brother that I dared not say."

"Brother I'm already married. My wife is Dongjun of the Yin-Yang family. As the daughter of Changping Jun, I can't be my brother's concubine. Even if I want to, my father won't agree. "

"I suppressed this feeling in my heart, but I was also looking forward to the miracle."

"But the miracle didn't come. My father betrayed the Qin State, and I left home. At that time, I knew that there was no future between my brother and me, and I gave up all my fantasies."

"I'm very happy to see my brother again today, I'm really happy, but I know that I'm not qualified to accompany my brother now."

Mi Lian sobbed, her words were out of breath, her red eyes, trembling body and hoarse voice made her look so weak.

"I am very grateful for your gentle treatment of me just now, but I don't know whether it was just an act to get information from me or it was really from your heart."

"But no matter what, I am satisfied. I absolutely... absolutely cannot betray those benefactors who have helped me, even if it is your request."

"So, kill me, brother, I will not have any complaints, and I will even be grateful to you."

"Because in this way, I don't have to worry about the pain of life anymore."

Mi Lian raised her head, she closed her beautiful eyes and exposed her snow-white neck, as if waiting for Ying Wei to break her neck so that she would no longer suffer from living.

Her mind was firm, without the slightest hesitation or fear. She was not speaking in a sarcastic way when she said this. She was really seeking the destination of death.

Seeing this, Ying Wei sighed softly.

He said softly: "People who can die generously,They are all worthy of respect."

"But even though life is painful, you shouldn't seek death. That's just a way of escaping. You are escaping now, Mi Lian."

"Have you forgotten what I said to you at the beginning? Do you really want to die? Don't you want to see your sister?"

"Your sister is nine years old this year. Although she has no childhood memories, she knows that she has a sister."

"She is your only relative, your last relative in this world."

"Can you really abandon everything and let her live alone in this world, letting her be betrayed by her only biological sister? ”

Mi Lian, who was waiting for death with her eyes closed, suddenly opened her eyes.

She suddenly thought of what Ying Wei said to her at the beginning. Yes, she still had a sister, and her sister was very likely in Ying Wei's hands.

For a moment, Mi Lian's face turned pale, and she felt that God really liked to play with her.

Why, she had to choose between her sister and her benefactor, why, why!.