Da Qin: Confucianism, Dharma and Taoism
Chapter 53
Although the old palace of Chu State has lost its former prosperity, the former palace collections have been brought back to Xianyang by the Qin army.
But this palace complex is still beautifully carved and painted.
In the palace, Ying Weiping retreated from the maid. He looked at Jing Xi, who was kneeling on the bed, bound by a diamond chain, and walked slowly in front of her.
Ying Wei picked up the bowl on the table next to it, which contained porridge with meat in it. Ying Wei picked up the spoon and scooped up a spoonful of porridge. After blowing on it, he handed the spoon to the moist red lips of the surprised salamander.
"Drink some porridge. You and I have been working hard these past few days. You have been seriously injured and your body is weak. If you don't supplement some nutrition, your body will not be able to bear it."
Jing Salamander raised her beautiful eyes with cold makeup, which were as poetic as picturesque.
She looked at Ying Wei without any resistance. She opened her mouth slightly and drank the porridge from the spoon into her mouth.
Seeing that She was so obedient and obedient. Ying Wei nodded with a smile and quietly fed the surprised salamander with spoonfuls.
Both of them were silent. The only sound in the palace was the sound of the surprised salamander gently swallowing the porridge..
After a long time, after finishing the bowl of porridge, Jing Salamander spoke. Her voice was clear and beautiful, not cold, but it did not have the softness that accompanied Ying Wei at the beginning:
"……I'm used to days like this. As an assassin, I have to endure some pain in order to accomplish my goals."
Ying Wei put down the bowl and smiled:"……Also includes sacrificing one’s body?"
Jing Salamander pursed his lips lightly:"……In order to complete the task, you must do whatever it takes."
Ying Wei smiled noncommittally:"……Do you miss your career as an assassin that much? Put your head on the waistband of your pants and you might die at any time?"
"Isn’t life good now? We have fine clothes and fine food, and are served by maids. We don’t have to wake up and wander around the mountains and forests on our way. We don’t have to use our lives as bets to assassinate targets."
"Killers are always killed, and assassins are like gamblers. You may win once, but as long as you keep betting, the final result will be your own demise."
"Don't you like such a peaceful and stable life?"
The corner of Jingli's lips touched. She is not a person who is greedy for material life. Her career as a killer since she was a child has allowed her to endure suffering.
Whether it is delicious delicacies or poor rice, for her, as long as it can be swallowed, as long as it can be used as food. She could enjoy all the food.
But Ying Wei's words touched the deepest desire in her heart.
"Of course, my life is not stable and I always have to face countless difficulties. For example, I now have to face Lu Buwei’s pursuit."
"But I am the Chang'an Lord of the Qin State. I have the ability to eliminate all external dangers and give people stability."
"Jing Salamander, when you were in Little Sage Village, you also read many saints' classics and understood the principles of the world. This is something that Luowang can never teach you."
"Then you should understand that assassins have no future. You may be able to kill me, but do you want the child in your belly to follow the same path as you in the future?"
Ying Wei stared at Jing Salad with burning eyes. The problems faced by Jing Sala now are actually the same as those of Black and White Xuanjian back then. Back then, Black and White Xuanjian took another path for the sake of his children. Ying Wei believed in Jing Salamander. He will also make the right choice.
Xuanjian loves his wife and his children, and as a woman, Jingyu will inevitably love his children more.
Motherly love has always been so great, for the one who grew up from her For a child conceived in her body, a mother's love will transcend everything.
There is a saying that the so-called marriage is actually to make men responsible, because marriage can make men sure that the child is their own and let them take responsibility. Parenting.
Although in modern times, marriage has become useless, right?
"I... have no choice, becoming an assassin is my destiny."
The Frightened Salamander lowered her head. Her tone was not sad, not even ups and downs, as if she had already accepted her fate.
"I know you have no choice. You were raised in a snare, and you can only work for the snare."
"Jing Salamander, tell me about your past."
Ying Wei sat on the edge of the bed, gently raised Jing Salamander's left arm, and took off the bloody bandage on her arm.
He took the medicine, sprinkled the medicine on Jing Salamander's wound, and then tied it again. Put on a new bandage.
Between the waist and abdomen of the Frightened Salamander, there used to be a scar deep enough to show the bones, and the flesh and blood were blurred. It was the wound caused by the Reverse Scale Sword. Although those wounds have almost recovered now, there are still some Some traces.
Ying Wei followed suit and applied medicine to her wounds.
The pain of changing the dressing made Cold Sweat break out on Jingli's forehead, but she endured it with trembling and pale lips, without saying a word, which showed her willpower.
Also Fortunately, Jing Salamander is a master and has strong internal strength, otherwise such a serious injury would be easily infected.
In this era, it is difficult to survive an infection, but Ying Wei discovered that internal strength can actually resist bacteria and viruses. It's incredible.
After Ying Wei finished changing the medicine, Jing Salamander exhaled a breath of turbid air, and then said in her cold voice:"……There's nothing special about my past"
"I have lived with many children for as long as I have been conscious and I understand nothing but do what the snare demands"
"Your Majesty probably doesn’t want to know about those cruel trainings. All the children who lived with me died. I was the only one who persisted and survived."
"After that, I became a killer. I was given orders from above, and I went to complete the orders and kill the target. Then I received the next order, and the cycle continued."
"I only remember the first time I killed someone, when I was thirteen years old."
Ying Wei tidied up Jing Salad's clothes. His hands caressed Jing Sala's pretty face as white as the bright moon, and his fingers played with her skin and cheeks.
"You survived, which shows that you have a strong desire to survive"
"But this is very contradictory. What Luo Wang hopes to cultivate is a killing tool that has no desire to live but only the will to die."
"But if you want to survive the cruel training in the net, you need a strong desire to survive."
"This desire to survive is your human nature, and it can never be suppressed by a trap."
"Jing Salamander, why don't you try to change your life? You didn't have a choice in the past, but now you have a choice"
"Why don't you live once for yourself and for the child in your belly? You love that child who is not yet born, right?"
"As a woman who is about to become a mother, you must be very surprised to have a new life born in your belly. It is the miracle of life."
"Two heartbeats, isn't it enough for you to understand?"
Ying Wei's hand gently placed on Jing Salamander's still flat belly, stroking it carefully.
Jing Salamander bit his teeth and said:"……This is just what is necessary to kill the target."
Ying Wei shook his head:"……You can lie to me, but don't lie to yourself"
"Your martial arts are powerful. You must have noticed it immediately when you were pregnant with your child."
"As a first-class killer, this is the first time you use your body to kill people, but in the net, there are definitely female killers who are good at these methods."
"Then in the process of completing the task, there will always be accidents, such as pregnancy"
"I don't believe that Luo Shen is so humane. It takes a long time for a pregnant woman to give birth to a child. In this period of time in this world, this killer is useless."
"How could the killer trained by Luowang be easily wasted? He must have a method of abortion."
"Jing Salamander, you are a woman, so you must have learned similar knowledge in Luowang, but you did not do this, which shows that you care about the child in your belly."
Ying Wei's words left Jing Salam unable to refute, she bit her lower lip tightly and said:"……Betrayal is a dead end."
Ying Wei couldn't help laughing and said:"……Frightened Salamander, your vision is too narrow. In your eyes, the snare is a huge thing."
"Even if you are a Tianzi first-class killer, you will definitely die if you betray, and you will be hunted to the ends of the earth."
"Because besides you, Luo Wang has other first-class killers."
"But in my eyes, in the eyes of people like Lu Buwei, the snare is just a tool, a useful tool, just like you are also a tool in the eyes of the snare."
"The reason why Luowang is powerful is not that Luowang is strong, but that Qin is strong. Without Qin, the so-called Luowang would be nothing more than a little-known small organization."
"Just like the killer organization called"Ye Mu" that has become famous recently, it is not because Ye Mu is powerful, but because it relies on South Korea."
"Even though South Korea is weak among the countries today, it is still enough to cultivate such a killer organization."
"You are a snare killer. You can't stand on a high place, so you can't see this. The snare is just a useful sword in Lu Buwei's hand and a dog he raised."
"But whether it is a sword or a dog, they can change their owners."
Ying Wei's hands wandered over the jagged salamander's delicate body, especially her pair of slender and beautiful legs wearing spider web stockings, which made Ying Wei unable to put it down.
"In the same way, Jing Salamander, since you are a sword and a killer, then you can be loyal to the snare and fight for the snare."
"Then you can also be loyal to me and fight for me, just like Black and White Xuanjian."
Ying Wei just looked directly at Jing Salad's cold, gorgeous eyes.
Being stared at by Ying Wei like this, Jing Salad felt as if everything about him had been seen through by Ying Wei, and turned his head involuntarily.
Seeing this, Ying Wei I know, Jing Salamander’s heart has been completely relaxed.
"But I also have a question for you."
Ying Wei asked at this time.
Jing Salamander was puzzled:"……Could it be that your Majesty also has a question that you don’t understand?"
In Jing Salaman's heart, Ying Wei has always planned everything, as if everything is going according to his plan.
Ying Wei shook his head and smiled:"……I am only one person. Even if I can really strategize and win thousands of miles away, there is one thing I can never see through, and that is the human heart."
"So I ask you, why did you keep this child? Is it because of the blood connection or because of me?"
The translation of this sentence is, do you have feelings for me? Is it because you are connected by blood with the child, or because you have feelings for me?
"Your Majesty, is this important?"
"it's important"
"Then can I ask you a question?"
Jing Salamander suddenly took the initiative and asked Ying Wei questions instead, which made Ying Wei feel a little strange.
"You ask."
Ying Wei signaled Jing Salamander to express his doubts.
"Your Majesty doesn't kill me, is it because of the child in my belly, or because of me?"
Jing Salamander said this, a hint of expectation and tenderness seemed to flash through her cold and transparent eyes.
Ying Wei was startled for a moment, and couldn't help but hold her hands and laugh:"……I'll tell you, Salamander, you have understanding and your heart is still alive."
"A person whose heart has died, a person who has no emotions at all, would not ask this question."
After a pause, Ying Wei said seriously:"……I don’t want to deceive you, and I don’t want to deceive myself."
"I didn't kill you, not because of the child in your belly, but because of you"
"I have never been a father and do not understand the importance of children, so I cannot have any feelings for the child who is not yet born."
"But you have been living with me for more than a month, whether it is your charming appearance or your gentle personality that may or may not be true."
"Maybe, it's some more mysterious emotions, such as the fateful feelings we may have had in the previous life."
"No matter what the reason is, I can tell you that I have feelings for you and I like you very much."
Facing Ying Wei's unabashed words, Jing Salad lowered his head, not wanting Ying Wei to see the complexity on his face, and said softly:
"……I also have feelings for your Majesty. I did not kill this child, and it is not purely a blood connection with the child."
"Like your Majesty, I... I am also a mother for the first time, and I don't understand those things."
Ying Wei's expression became much gentler, and he said softly:"……It's good if you can speak your mind"
"It's late at night, go to sleep, I'm a little tired too, but I still won't untie your chains"
"It's not that I don't trust you, but my identity requires me to do this. After all, you were the killer of the trap."
The Frightened Salamander nodded softly:"……I can understand Your Majesty's difficulties, that's fine"
"I prefer your past title."With that said, Ying Wei lay down carelessly on Jingli's beautiful legs wearing spider web stockings, ready to rest.
"Young Master."
The Frightened Salamander shouted softly.
"Um."
Ying Wei responded.
After hesitating for a moment, Jing Salamander whispered:"……Young Master asked me before if it was good to live a life of fine clothing and fine food."
"In fact, I prefer the life I lived with my son at Little Sage Village."
At that time, she didn't have to think about the task of Luo Sheng. She just stayed with Ying Wei and lived a peaceful and ordinary life. What she longed for in her heart was stability.
Ying Wei rested on Jingli's lap and didn't say a word. I don’t know if he heard this sentence.
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