Change your life: I leave my life to God

During dinner, Shi Suozhu sat at the dinner table and smoked. Seeing his wife's lonely expression when she came out of the daughter's room, he couldn't help but said angrily:"If you don't want to eat, let's eat."

Jiang Xiaoyun burst into tears before he said a word. He already felt that he owed his daughter, Now, her daughter is in a situation where she is estranged from her, and her helplessness and guilt have turned into tears.

"Cry, cry, cry, just know how to cry!"Shi Suozhu put down his rice bowl angrily and accidentally knocked out the lit candle. For a moment, the whole room fell into darkness. Before the two adults could do anything, Shi Xuehong was so frightened that he started crying. One was because of the darkness, and the other was because of the darkness. Because Shi Suozhu lost his temper.

The older ones cried, the younger ones also cried, those outside cried, and the third child in the room also cried. Shi Suozhu rubbed his face fiercely, what a day he was living!

Just as Shi Suozhu was sullen, he lit the candle again. When Leng Buding saw Shi Xuexia appearing at the door of the room, he looked away unnaturally, and felt that he had lost his father's majesty, so he snorted heavily:"Are you willing to give up?"

Jiang Xiaoyun came out holding her crying son. Hearing this, she gently pulled her husband, but Shi Xuehong had already rushed towards her sister, hugging her waist and not letting go.

"You can marry me, but I have only one condition."Shi Xuexia said expressionlessly.

"Are you still making conditions? It’s not easy over there……"Before Shi Suozhu could finish his words, he was stopped by his daughter's cold gaze. He twisted his body unnaturally and lit a cigarette tremblingly:"Just tell me."

"Xuehong must go to school, and you must continue to support her. Shi Xuexia's face turned pale:"If you don't want to provide for her when she goes to junior high school, I will provide for her.""

"……"Shi Suozhu didn't expect his daughter's condition to be like this, and his original anger suddenly turned into deep self-blame. How could he not know that his daughter's biggest wish was to continue going to school. She wanted her younger daughter to complete her dream of going to school instead of her.

Seeing that her parents were silent, Shi Xuexia coaxed her sister to continue eating, but never said a word to her parents again.

"Since you agreed, I will ask the matchmaker to come tomorrow."Although Shi Suozhu felt embarrassed, he still lowered his head and said this.

Shi Xuexia returned to the room silently after hearing the words, and soon handed a piece of paper to Shi Suozhu.

Shi Suozhu trembled all over, and took it with his right hand tremblingly. , one after another, all the conditions put forward by the dead old woman of the man. In the lower right corner, his daughter's delicate signature pierced his eyes like fire. Shi Suozhu had the urge to tear up the paper several times, but he couldn't. I heard my son crying uncontrollably due to the dim environment, and I couldn't help but freeze.

"Xia……"Jiang Xiaoyun looked at her eldest daughter in surprise, tears falling again in clusters.

Shi Suozhu had no shame in staying at home and went out without even eating.

Jiang Xiaoyun coaxed her son to sleep and let her younger daughter watch. He hesitantly walked into the eldest daughter's room, and saw the eldest daughter huddled in the corner, staring blankly at a portrait in the moonlight, her lips trembling a few times. , mustered up the courage to raise her head and said:"Xia, let's go."

Shi Xuexia looked at her mother in shock.

It took a lot of courage for Jiang Xiaoyun to say those words. After the words were spoken, she gained a little more courage. She hurriedly approached her daughter, put a few banknotes into her hands, and said with tears in her eyes:"Let's go." , go to a place where others can’t find you. Mom doesn’t have the ability, but I can’t harm you. You leave quickly while your father is not around.……"

Shi Xuexia finally couldn't hold it any longer and hugged her mother while crying.

Jiang Xiaoyun was also crying and wiping away tears:"If you get better in the future, remember to come back and have a look. If you don't get along well... don't blame your mother for not having the ability, let alone your father, he can't do it either."……"

"mom……"Complain? Of course she was resentful, but most"sensible" children like Shi Xuexia would sacrifice themselves for their family. Upon hearing her mother's words, Shi Xuexia already felt the warmth of maternal love that she had not seen for a long time, and she was sobbing so hard that she couldn't even finish her words:"Mom...I don't...can't leave. If I leave, what...what will you do? What should I do with Hong? What should I do with my brother?"

What can Jiang Xiaoyun do? He said firmly:"This is between me and your father. You don't have to worry about it, and you shouldn't. Don't worry, I...your father will definitely find a way, there will definitely be a way." While the mother and daughter were holding each other's arms and crying, Shi Xuehong from the next door also heard the noise and ran over to see. Seeing her, Shi Xuexia's newly aroused impulse suddenly disappeared. No matter how Jiang Xiaoyun tried to persuade her, she remained indifferent. She also knew that even if she ran away from home today, she would just jump from one whirlpool to another. An underage girl, a Let’s not talk about whether people can support themselves when they enter the society. There is still no hope for studying, and my sister will also have to be delayed. It cannot change the fate of the family.

Tired of crying, Shi Xuexia looked at the full moon hanging high in the sky through the window. She couldn't help but lowered her head with tears in her eyes. Just accept her fate...

At the most desperate and helpless moment of Shi Xuexia, Shi Suozhu led someone into the house. , she seemed to be hallucinating, why did her voice sound so much like Liao Cong's.

Shi Xuehong ran over and pushed her sister:"Sister, that brother from last time is here again!"

Shi Xuexia was shocked and had a glimmer of hope, but quickly shook her head. He is versatile, but he is not omnipotent. Yes, but I still look forward to it in my heart. Seeing him again in the darkest moment of life can be regarded as a ray of comfort.

Liao Cong looked at Shi Suozhu, who was not very enthusiastic, and sat casually on a bench. He had been riding a motorcycle for more than two hours in the middle of winter. The cold made him shiver until Shi Xuexia came out and looked at the other person's red and swollen eyes. Showing a bright smile, maybe he is not too late

"Uncle, aunt, came over late at night, sorry to disturb you."Liao Cong nodded to Shi Suozhu and his wife. Just as he was about to speak again, his cell phone suddenly kept ringing in his pocket. He smiled awkwardly, took out his cell phone and said to several people:"Sorry, I'm going out to take a call."

After that, he walked out of the house. On the other end of the phone was Wei Pingting, who was still waiting to watch the lanterns with Liao Cong. Liao Cong felt guilty and tried to coax her a few words.

Shi Suozhu was staring at his daughter in the room. He didn't know that his wife had just I almost asked my daughter to run away from home, but now I see her eyes are still red and she is lighting a cigarette dully.

"He came here last time."Shi Suozhu just walked a few times outside the door irritably. Whenever he thought of his daughter's cold eyes when she looked at him, he felt ashamed and remorseful. He took a puff of cigarette and whispered with a wooden face:"If you are willing, you can go with him"

"……"Shi Xuexia's eyes turned red and she raised her eyes to look at her father in disbelief.

Shi Suozhu still didn't dare to look into his daughter's eyes:"Dad is wrong, the Shen family is not a good family, and that damn old woman is nothing. If you marry her, she will definitely tease you. I am so rich with his family's money!""

"dad! Shi Xuexia burst into tears:"I don't go to school, I go to work, I make money for you, as long as you don't let me get married!""

Shi Suozhu trembled a few times and sighed heavily.

After Liao Cong answered the phone and returned to the house, he saw his mother crying and Shi Suozhu with a heavy expression on his face, and he blinked a few times in confusion. What's going on? Were you okay just now?